I Am Currently

THREE strikes your are out

I need to hear this the most

Try try try fucking again

And you take what you get, and you turn it into

Honesty and promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it

It sounds like an easy out for the both of us

Good choice

1. I am not allowed to talk about my past pain (autumn)

2. I’m not allowed to complain about work ‘unless I do something about it’

3. WHY I drink. I have tried asking for help understanding or even an open loving ear but not one wants or is even willing to listen when I do talk about things that I FEEL are important or hurtful.

My feelings are abnormal. To others my feelings are abnormal, unreasonable, and inconvenient. I do fully understand that.

Have you thought that maybe I get that? Have you ever thought that maybe that could be why I have such a hard time? Because I know I am destructive. And it accelerates my cycle