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[ I’m remaking to start from scratch and rebuild something I lost a while ago. If you want to follow me, send me a note. I don’t blame you if you don’t and won’t hide from you if you do. I’ve been distant and fickle and not as good as I once was, but I’m looking to change that with a fresh start and new passion. This blog is now an archive and relic to a wonderful time. xoxo. ]
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[ I’m remaking to start from scratch and rebuild something I lost a while ago. If you want to follow me, send me a note. I don’t blame you if you don’t and won’t hide from you if you do. I’ve been distant and fickle and not as good as I once was, but I’m looking to change that with a fresh start and new passion. This blog is now an archive and relic to a wonderful time. xoxo. ]
Silent Night | Erwin & Hanji
Hanji walked the hallways, returning back from the chemical filled lab, the smells of what she was messing with trailed after her. She hadn’t eaten all day, Moblit had bought some food down for her, but took it away as it had gone cold and stale.
Making her way into the kitchen, she noticed a large figure sitting in the adjoining mess hall. With a frown, the brunette gave up her mission for food and went to go and see if the commander was alright, both of them were able to function on a lack of sleep but she’d never seen him in here before.
Trying her best to keep quiet, it looked the she succeeded when he was still tracing the wood when she had reached him, "Erwin?" She asked quietly, a hand stroking his arm as she sat down next to him. One leg on either side of the bench so she could face him. "Want to go for a walk?" she wondered, still trying to suss out what was up with him.
That familiar voice takes a moment to reach him and there’s a pause before Erwin acknowledges her words, jarred free from whatever thought he’d been consumed by. The Commander perks with the smallest of starts, shifting where he sat to properly face Hanji when she touches him, appearing out of the shadows like an apparition in the night. It’s dark, but his eyes are well attuned to moonlight. Adjusted long ago.
"Mn." His voice suffers the ill effects of disuse, catching in his throat. It’s a moment before he can speak, clearing it softly before attempting conversation.
"A walk? Considering you seem as awake as I am. Assuming you’d care to join me.” Erwin addressed Hanji as he spoke to everyone, with the same even tone measured with authority, and though it's laden with exhaustion, the smallest of smiles pulled at the corner of his lips just for her, simple and sincere.
There’s few he’d rather see.
"Research keeping you up?"
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Silent Night | Open
When he cannot sleep the Commander usually locks himself away. Shut up and sealed tight behind closed doors like some shameful secret. Sight unseen. No excuses. It’s easy that way and bothers no one. Those who might worry are never aware, left none the wiser in their own well-deserved slumber and distant dreams.
He owes them that much, he thinks. He assumes as many burdens as he can carry without breaking.
If it were possible to suffer someone else’s nightmares? He’d claim them without hesitation. Would be happy to take the darkness of it all inside himself, for it could be no blacker than the endless void of pitch beneath the surface. He’d swallow it up without fear. For fear cannot fester where the light never touches. Cannot control that which consumes it first.
If only he could.
Tonight he finds himself somewhere new. The mess hall is empty. Dinner ended hours ago, and even the rich earthen smell of vegetable soup with its ripe tomatoes and raw garlic, has long since left the air.
He’s not sure why he sits down at the long row table or why he stays there. The wood is worn smooth and cool to the touch, and his fingertips trace knots that have been polished to mere patterns with age and use.
The silence draws on, and draws Erwin with it.
[ If after all this time you'd still like to RP with me, please let me know. I absolutely understand if that's no longer relevant to your interests, given my extended hiatus. I'd like to return to this muse if possible, though that may be a slow process at first. I was a much better person while writing for Erwin than I have been since stopping. As strange as that might sound. ]
[ I'm still alive. Just creatively crippled and caring far too much. ]
Erwin Smith’s B’day☆ Attack on Titan | ガロ [pixiv]

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It’s Erwin’s birthday AND national desert day?!
I’m… I’m so happy.
Even tumblr has to recognize.
♕ Maybe ♕ | Erwin & Nile
♞ ▌ Far be it from Nile to turn away any for of alcohol offered to him. The champagne at these things was fancy— overly so —and tasted like drinking a glass of necklace chains. Ew. The way it sat on the tongue was nowhere near enjoyable, and that was the opinion of someone who preferred dishwater whiskey over anything else. He wasn’t going to waste it, he was a few flutes in anyway, and he had the perfect catalyst sitting right in front of him. What a peachy scenario.
As much as he wanted to avoid Erwin, he had every reason not to. With the amount of things that had been on his mind, Nile could do with some company in any capacity. He didn’t despise Erwin as much as he led on— in fact, they used to be as close as could be. Just one thing popped up, then another, and by the time all was said and done, they were non-issues to one another. That was just how the cookie was destined to crumble.
The flute found its way to his lips with a gruff sound bubbling up from within his chest. “How generous of you.” He said curtly, drowning out anything further with his pull of champagne. Anything witty he had to say found itself lost on his tongue the moment he found a way to execute it. Shit. “You look like you’re having fun. You being present almost makes it look like the Legion isn’t on our shit list.”
Nailed it. Obviously.
The insult isn't unexpected, though for a brief moment, rich blue eyes widen in surprise before his expression flicks back to something more neutral. The mask instantly repairing its cracks. Same as it always did.
Erwin shook his head, popping a piece of puff pastry in his mouth before rolling his shoulders in a languid shrug, repelling the insult as easily and gracefully as rain rolled off a swan's thick feathers.
It's common knowledge anyway.
"That precisely why I'm here. And why it's necessary I look like I'm having fun." Erwin calmly sighed, chasing his dessert with the too-dry champagne.
"It would benefit me to be seen having a civil conversation with you. Like we are now. There are people watching us." The Commander spoke without missing a beat, a pleasant smile pointedly affixed on his expression. If Nile was feeling as ornery as usual? Erwin would be equally blunt.
"You can insult me all you like. If that's the mood you're in. It doesn't exactly matter what we say or talk about. No one's actually listening. As long as you do it with a smile, I don't mind. They'll get bored in a few minutes if there isn't an incident, and we'll be left to it. Though I'd prefer not to play pretend if you wouldn't mind. I'm not here to fight with you."
He swipes his tongue across his bottom lip, skin hot for an entirely different reason at the surprisingly reassuring admission. Abandoning his attempt to swallow, he smiles, a little cheesy, at the older man. “That’s… good. I like that,” he murmurs.
Breaking away from his hooded gaze, he rests his chin against his palm. “Jeez. No one? No friends or anything?” Jean barks a sharp laugh, hand twitching with the urge to reach out and muss Erwin’s hair. “I don’t think I could imagine you fucked up enough to be caught knocking back booze in anything that isn’t as classy as those see-through Dixie cups.”
He shrugs his shoulders, chuckling at himself. “Besides, you seem like one of those stuffy guys who only drinks wine that’s like three times my age.” Nudging at Erwin, he smiles with his entire body, beaming at him.
"Do I?" Nudged, Erwin can't help but keep smiling. Jean's is infectious, so handsomely bright and outright honest. It's a refreshing change of scenery. He's made the right choice, picking this one. Or at least...it feels that way.
Whatever attention they'd attracted began to die down, diner patrons returning to their own meals and conversations. The well-dressed man and his much younger date now just a part of the scenery. Nothing novel beyond a few moments of gossip.
It's much more comfortable that way.
"You should try it before you denounce it." He hummed in suggestion, glancing around before leaning in to lessen the distance between them, deep blue eyes attentively meeting Jean's to hold his gaze.
"You might enjoy the taste. Some things are sweeter than you think."
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we are one in the same oh, you take all of the pain away, away, away save me if I become my demons
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♕ Maybe ♕ | Erwin & Nile
♞ ▌ Military balls were all the same. They weren’t fun. They were excuses for the higher-ups and their close-ranked officers to get wasted, eat too much, and kind of maybe talk about the important shit. With some of the decisions the military had been prone to making lately, he would argue to say that they were blitzed out of their minds at all times. Honestly, all Nile had to do was look pretty in his silly little cape and his silly little medals. Pretend to be interesting, maybe mingle.
It was a fucking hassle. He wasn’t in the company of a date— though lately he had been. It was weird to see him by himself at one of these things over the past few months. The surly officer with the fiery hair was almost always on his arm nowadays… Just not tonight. Or the past week or so in general. It was a long story that he wasn’t here to think about. Nile would deal with that later.
… find anything worth trying there…?
That silly puff pastry had never looked so interesting before. Erwin had been the one thing Nile had been dodging all fucking night. Being emotionally-compromised and slightly inebriated around the other commander was a recipe for disaster that he was not ready to commit to at the moment. Slender fingers picked at the flaky crust and the mix of whipped custard, eyes entirely off of the blonde.
"No. These would probably taste better if they were intact…" He trailed off, sidestepping just a pace, "Want one?" That plate would swing its way Erwinward with that stupid pastry in all its anxiety-demolished glory set upon it.
"How thoughtful. Pre-picked to pieces. I might be old, Nile. But I'm still capable of chewing my own food without choking." Erwin had to joke, taking immediate note of how his fellow Commander made effort to avoid his gaze.
It's true, they'd been on better terms in the past...but hadn't they also been on worse? It had seemed to stabilize over the years. To something tolerably neutral, save when direct politics came into play.
But it had been a while since they'd spent any amount of time in one another's presence one-on-one in any regard. Maybe his memory had been rose-coloured after all.
But it doesn't deter the slight, soft smile that brightens his features handsomely as he offered the second champagne flute to Nile. "But here, I'll trade you."
With fewer cups to juggle, Erwin dipped his finger into the spilled pastry cream, swirling it elegantly up off the plate and bringing it to his lips to taste.