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sorry but eren and levi could slice me open and iâd still thank them

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why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why
why, just, why omgÂ
why did i WRITE THAT OH MY GOD
AHAHAHAB IF THIS ISNâT A DAMN MOOD EVERYDAY đ
i cannot read my own stuff from years ago without gagging, pls help me i wanna commit not alive
Sjsjskksjsjsjs I actually love your writing but I feel you I canât read my own work from like 2 years ago. Weâll commit not alive together.
hunny you are  a m a z i n g, but fr tho old writing always makes the writer uncomfortable ;(
do u know what happened to @particularrose's account ?
sorry hunny but i think most of the old shawn accounts either quit or are inactive rn, i havenât been really active since around 2018-2019Â
why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why
why, just, why omgÂ
why did i WRITE THAT OH MY GOD
AHAHAHAB IF THIS ISNâT A DAMN MOOD EVERYDAY đ
i cannot read my own stuff from years ago without gagging, pls help me i wanna commit not alive
why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why
why, just, why omgÂ
why did i WRITE THAT OH MY GOD

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Hello love! Iâve been trying to read some of your fics but the link doesnât show anything. Did you delete all of your work?
i think i fixed most of them but iâm so lazy T-T
I think iâll let it be for now, but iâll most likely delete it since iâm very embarrassed of my old writing. It helped me a lot though, and iâm still writing to this day. My english teacher is actually encouraging me to become a real writer, but iâm not sure yet, i still appreciate his support!
How do you read your url? Damn just kidding? xx
hahah iâve actually been sucked into the k-pop world and jungkook has caught my interest to say the leastÂ
i love all the members equally but goddamn-
Hey, I have tried opening your masterlist but it crashes every time. Can you fix it please? Since I have never read any of your writings before.
sorry about that hun, iâll see whatâs wrong w it! hope you donât get disappointed by my old writing;(
damn what happened while i was gone, is like shawnblr just dead like that or has it always been like this
also, can we return 2020 cause i donât want it anymore
how long have i been gone btw i canât even-
also iâm considering deleting all of my fics because they all suck ass and iâm so fucking embarrassed, YâALL LIKED THAT SHIT??
btw thank you cuties for 2,1k imma go cry brb
damn what happened while i was gone, is like shawnblr just dead like that or has it always been like this
also, can we return 2020 cause i donât want it anymore
how long have i been gone btw i canât even-
also iâm considering deleting all of my fics because they all suck ass and iâm so fucking embarrassed, YâALL LIKED THAT SHIT??

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damn what happened while i was gone, is like shawnblr just dead like that or has it always been like this
also, can we return 2020 cause i donât want it anymore
how long have i been gone btw i canât even-
damn what happened while i was gone, is like shawnblr just dead like that or has it always been like this
also, can we return 2020 cause i donât want it anymore
COME ON PEOPLE ITS SO GOOD
nawhh thank you love xx
Miss you part two sofkslglsovos
maybe maybe
depends if people want it though
felt like it was flopping :P
hufflepuffshawnâs march, april and may reads
hello!!!! this a 3 in 1 bc my ass couldnât be bothered to be consistent lmao but these have been my favorite reads of the past 3 months!! shoutout to you all phenomenal writers! đ¤Š
BLURBS/ONE SHOTS
in control by @particularrose (CEO!shawn yâall)
pink by @particularrose
her q&a by @particularrose
always, baby by @particulataste
needy by @particularrose
i knew you were trouble by @particularrose
so good babe, me and u by @sourshawn
love on you by @shadowsndaisies
late night by @shawmednes
meet you underneath the moonlight by @shawnjpeg
what happens in bali⌠by @shes-soparticular
starry hearts by @heartsofminds
crescendo by @pastelshawns (!!!!!!! so good !!!!!!!)
spark by @pastelshawns (!!!!!!)
glad youâre here by @pastelshawns
smut prompt #44 âI could just pull your bikini bottoms to the side, no one will notice.â by @mendeshoney (also so very very good!!!!!!!!)
this night by @mendeshoney
blessing by @shawnsjustso
love of my life by @softmndes
see you around by @somebridgesburn (!!!!!!!! the angsty ending was heartbreaking is2g)
cuddle bug by @curlyshawny
beckoning blue by @fourtristattoos (poseidon!shawn is Everything, iâm so here for greek mythology AUâs)
small touches by @getwaytooinvolved (ooof!!!!!!!!)
darling, so it goes by @shes-soparticular
retracing steps by @maaaddiexo
praise kink by @dylshoney
you play? by @shavvnmcndcs
come away with me by @perfectlyephemeral
mr. right by @harryandmolly
rulebook by @harryandmolly
where were you in the morning by @onmyshawn
broken toe by @shawnm521
with her by @calumh-excess
SERIES
i could fall, or i could fly by @mendeshoney (soulmate!shawn? yes pls)
run into you by @particularrose
gin & juice by @smallerinfinities
meet the teacher by @smallerinfinities
i donât need candles or roses by @shavvnmcndcs (the best thing iâve ever fucking read with my own 2 eyes yâall)
seeing double by @smallerinfinities
as long as i have you by @particularrose
routines by @shavvnmcndcs
when youâre ready by @mendeshoney (!!!!!!!!!!)
your favorite color under the light by @shawnjpeg
bring heaven to you by @shawnjpeg
100% recommended, all great writers <3

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miss you
no, iâm not entirely back and Iâm sorry.
I wrote a little something, so please take a quick look.Â
love you guys.Â
category: angst
warnings: heartbreak, smoking, aNgsT?
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Her cigarette rested between her lips.Â
She took a drag out of it, smoke filling her lungs. It was like a warm hug inside. Like an artificial copy of the warm feeling he gave her. She pulled it away from her lips, then proceeding to throw it on the ground and put it out. A nude heel and a light, slightly muted stomp against the asphalt.Â
Breathing out the smoke, she brushed her tears away.Â
He had that smile, that goddamned smile.Â
Seemingly, he was happy. Shawn smiled as he pulled the girl closer into a warm embrace, the same ones he used to give her.Â
Mascara streaks down her face, yet she still looked beautiful. Thatâs at least what he told her every time she cried, but now it seems like empty words.Â
Fingers threaded through his untamed, yet soft and fluffy curls. Y/n smiled, a bittersweet feeling coursing throughout her entire body. Twenty-one years of age, but she still hasnât felt a pain as immense as this one. Leaning against her car, she watched as they slow danced together. His smile seemed even bigger than ever.Â
Heâs happy, she thought.Â
Happy without her.
Yet what she didnât know, he was missing her too. The girl in his arms, he knew could never love him with such warmth, she could never replace what he had before. But she would have to do.
Every time she passed him in the halls, his heart kept telling him to beg her for mercy. To stop tearing on his fragile heartstrings. She looked as beautiful as the day he met her, maybe even more. Her smile would light up his grey world, but then he remembered that he would never be the cause of it ever again.Â
She seemed happy as she talked with her friends, laughing carelessly. Little did he know that she kept glancing at him, smiling sadly to herself. Y/n had guys everywhere, clinging onto her. Yet, she only yearned for him. He left her side, but never her mind.
She missed him,Â
and he missed her.Â
Yet, they let themselves get in over their heads.
Masterlist
updated: 5th of June
â¤ď¸ = fluff              Â
âď¸ = angst               Â
âž = personal favorite
⊠= most popular
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O N E S H O T S
Stay with me âď¸
After a night filled with alcohol, Shawn wakes up with another in his bed.
Buttercup  â¤ď¸
Flower deliveries were pretty pleasant, especially if there were a true beauty delivering them.
Mine  â¤ď¸
He had hid your relationship for a while, but maybe it wasnât for the best.
Bittersweet  âď¸
Shawn begins regretting what he had done to you.
Happiest place on earth  â¤ď¸
Maybe these small surprises lead to an even bigger one?
Late night kisses  â¤ď¸ âŠ
Maybe you like him pleading.
When I first met you  âď¸
Some secrets are better off exposed.
A nice catch  â¤ď¸
Looking for a birthday present couldnât be that hard, right?
Campagne and pools  âď¸Â â¤ď¸
Champagne and pools, what else do you want from me?
No replacements found  âď¸
He tried, and failed.
Empty hearts  âď¸
Your best friend was moving on with his life, but you seemed stuck.
How I feel â¤ď¸
You just needed to feel his arms around you right then and there.
Shower hugs  â¤ď¸ âž
âBecause he could feel your agony as he held you in his arms.â
Flowering love (Flowershop!AU)  â¤ď¸
âI-uh I think the lilies needs some water before we leave.â
Jealousy â¤ď¸
Moments like these left a bitter taste in your mouth.
Blush â¤ď¸
Heâs got your heart racing.
Miss you âď¸
 he left her side, but never her mind.
B L U R B Â N I G H T
Shawn with his kid â¤ď¸
Wedding plans with Shawn â¤ď¸
Telling Shawn youâre pregnant â¤ď¸
Meeting Shawn â¤ď¸
Shawn helping you to bed â¤ď¸
Shawn taking care of his sick girls â¤ď¸
Shawn helping you with your tummy bug â¤ď¸
Shawn and you being around the same height â¤ď¸
Shawn teasing you because of your height â¤ď¸
Wanting to surprise Shawn on tour but ending up falling asleep â¤ď¸
Shawn finding out his girl sleeps with a bear â¤ď¸
Jealous on the plane â¤ď¸
Goofing around with werewolf!shawn â¤ď¸ â¤ď¸
S E R I E S
Back to you - coming soon -
- back to you / master list -
Hourglasses of hope
Love was irrelevant in this new world, right?
- Introduction
Lose your mind