Damaged ADHD Brain

I am mourning the loss of future hyperfixations. Due to my Acquired Brain Injury (ABI) I will never be able to move on to a new one like I used to.

Don't get me wrong I love my hyperfixation ln Owen Wilson, and I am very happy that he is the hyperfixation I got stuck with (I wanted it to be Templar Knights and now 5 years later I am so very happy they didn't stuck) but I also mourn the loss of the feeling of a new hyperfixation, to an ADHD'er almost nothing beats that

Recently, people close to me have been asking me "why Owen Wilson?" and it doesn't feel to me like much of a choice, as if my brain assigned him to me. And I am so very happy it did.

I feel finally brave enough to do this. I have both ABI (Acquired Brain Injury) and ADHD. I personally don't know anyone who has both (while lonely, it is also a good thing as I don't wish this on anyone)

I doubt many people will see this post, but I'm open to questions. Also if you are like me (or similar) know that you are not alone