Melody

You leave stars on my skin every time you kiss

You're about to freeze in the snow, sleep feels sweet, but You're about to die

I'm not good at all, Ada. I've never forgotten you. I never thought this would happen. I'm halfway through, everything is Shitty . did you get through it or are you taking revenge on me? you smile. I never thought it would be like this.

The first days I broke up with you, I felt like a bird. I thought I was doing you and myself a favor. until something tiny smashes me apart. A tiny clasp of yours mocked me that day. That morning I realized what I had lost with you.

it wouldn't be you again. I wouldn't be able to go through it again with anyone else. life continued to mock me. faces that look like you, smells that look like your scent, sounds like your voice. or did it seem that way to me. I don't know if you know. that hairpin you don't know where you lost it one day is still in my pocket.