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who else☝️has a very very very very very strange relationship with their body. like it’s a constant flip flop between hey i’m cute and my body is kinda cherubic !! and then like no i’m in this weird mid zone where i’m not chubby enough to be considered plus size by some peoples standards bcus i fit straight sizes but i’m not skinny or thin enough bcus i have a tummy and thighs and whatever and i feel like im in this weird middle ground where if i was bigger or smaller that would be okay because i would fit in a label/box. like i feel i’m not proportionate. it suuucckksss. and it’s also like people that are bigger than me are gorgeous and always look so stylish and attractive but it’s not allowed on me. and also working on internalised fatphobia, especially when i have a flip flopping eating disorder which i haven’t relapsed in like a year but i still am weird about food. blegh. anyway. who wants to bark like a dog amiright woof and arf and such. and like i try to embrace my body because i feel i can lean into that sort of cherubic puppy chubby sort of vibe but i don’t know. I DONT KNOW !!!! can someone fuck it out of me ok thanks cool

hate that it’s socially acceptable and literally fine for men to be chubby or overweight but when a woman is it’s awful and horrible !! i know this is very surface level and people know but it just. makes me sad. makes me really sad. if patrick stump can be hot and have a tummy then so can i

i am just a little puppy and deserve to be treated as such. both sfw and nsfw😌

mmm thinking about being fresh out the shower, all warm cozy and clean. snuggling up with my partner, cuddling for a bit before they start to feel me up. trying not to squirm, them asking if aww somethings wrong? trying to keep my dignity as they move their hand lower. wanna be played around with. wanna be talked down to a little, unable to make decisions for myself because i’m a stupid mutt. but it’s okay, i’ll be taken care of. a poor dumb thing like me gets taken in and looked after. warm and cozy and hot and humid and shaky and loud and everything. wanna fall apart under your hands. want to be good, so so good, i can be so good. i just want to be good. i want to be good so bad. all i want to do is please, be a good girl, be a good girl.

would not recommend having hiccups and trying to fuck