I like talking about sex and drugs and stuff. Scram, it's not for your safety, it's for my comfort and I want nothing to do with children.
Hello! Hi! I'm fleshengine, you can call me Flen. Iâm your famous mutualâs famous mutual. I won't bite, unless you ask for it.
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I'm a 21 year old writer/english major trans woman from Washington State. I'm also a spidergirl, idk if I'm a furry or therian with it, but it's pretty neat. I'm also a shambling pile of vat-cloned meat in the shape of a human. I'm also an ominous blue eye starin' at you on your dash, but don't worry it's cuz I love you. Idk, identities are hard when you're trans, and have a dissociative disorder, and have an illness that causes chronic pain. I could list all the labels that apply to me but I find microlabels exhausting, I'm a cool gay girl, I use she/it and you're welcome to figure the rest out yourself.
DMs are open (I think?), the ask box has anons on. You're welcome to talk to me, as that's what I'm here on tumblr for. Be careful tho, talking to randos on the internet is how I ended up in a throuple with two beautiful women, so watch out.
This is a personal blog, first and foremost. I'm going to be stupid and gay with my girlfriends, I am going to shitpost, and I'm going to occasionally make longer form posts about things I'm passionate about. Those things can be anything from MTG, to kink, to philosophy. If you follow me for one of these things, and don't want to see the other stuff, tough shit! My tagging system sucks ass and I don't even use it all the time.
If you follow this account, you will occasionally see untagged porn, kink, violence, gay sex, magic the gathering, and existentialism. If you want solid tagging go to my art blog @terriblearmoire or my gimmick blog, which no one knows the name of.
That said, here's my tags I use.
#smoochuals - something a mutual posted or added in a reblog
#posts that make me gurgle - I thought this post was hot and wanted to be able to find it later.
#wowzers - often coupled with the above tag, I arbitrarily use one or the both of them.
#revving the engine - thoughtpieces, anecdotes, rants. really any sort of long form text post.
#pilfering my old corpse - posts I've stolen from my old, dead, account.
#meatqueuedator - queue post tag. it's a really obscure reference.
#I have an art blog btw - something I'm reblogging from my art blog, self explanatory I guess.
#relic - an old post from pre-2018. I like the way tumblr recirculates old things, I want to be able to find them later.
#resourceposting - any kind of resource, something useful I want to come back to.
#boob update - talking about breast development from E and prog
#prog update - talking about physicaly developments from progesterone, often overlaps with boob updates.
#spider - There's an image of a realistic spider that may trigger arachnophobia
#spiderposting - I myself am a spider, and I'm talking about that.
#girls of interest - newest tag, to refer to my lovely girlbuddies turned girlfriends, @apfsds and @numbersareimaginary
#mtg - I'm actually consistent with this one for some reason. It's self explanatory
#losers - a tag I stole from Mordred, something I append to people who are being annoying
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remaking because i never received anything from my last post // can anyone please help a black trans person with getting a bus pass so i can get to work? i barely get enough hours as it is so i can't afford to miss any shifts. please consider helping me if you have anything to spare, even $1 is not to small, and i would appreciate reblogging this post even if you're unable to donate
itâs been 2 days and i still havenât received anything, i really donât want to miss another shift just bc of transportation issues. please boost and consider whatever you can spare, nothing is too small!
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THATS MY BESTIE!! Ery is amazing and i can 100% vouch for them/their services! They were a long time user on here before the fucking cops (tumblr admin) nuked their account in the Black blogger purge. Definitely reach out to Ery if you need help!!
I need trans women who transitioned later in life to be like 200% more chill with me having come out and started transition in my early teens. I can take a couple "oh wow I wish I'd had the chance to do that" or "damn I wish my egg cracked that early" but there's really a limit to it and way too many other tgirls hit that limit with me way too fast. Bringing it up again and again, minimizing my other struggles by saying "well at least you transitioned early haha", constantly using it as a reason to put themselves down. FUCKING STOP. I'm a person! I had my own issues with transition! It was not sunshine and rainbows. I was still ostracized and bullied, outside of hormones and pronouns I was not that supported by my family, I fucking detransitioned for three years. Transitioning early did not make all my problems go away, it just meant I had to face those problems when I was a child in an abusive and neglectful home rather than an adult who has already established themselves in the world.
I got told that I "have perpetual-fifteen-year-old face" when I told someone how early I transitioned. That's fucking weird.
And like I know. I KNOW I'm lucky. I've never had to shave. My voice isn't that deep. I'm "youngshit" or whatever the hell the 4trans girls are saying these days. I'm not saying I have it worse, I'm just saying that my life wasn't perfect the way a lot of girls seem to think, and I need y'all to be normal about me.
As trans healthcare improves and as we get more kids access to it, you're going to have to deal with a lot of very pretty young women who are younger than you, and got on E earlier. We gotta get more normal about that. Can you please start with me.
when I move out, instead of getting a whole cabinet of cleaning supplies, I'm going to get a think of Dr. Bronner's and I'm going to try all the different uses
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Pleased to report that after a day of this i am not longer craving caper brine and my mouth is not dry as usual. There's some good suggestions in the notes too that I want to try.
-ancient roman posca: water, red or white wine vinegar, honey, salt, herbs (coriander, mint, thyme)
-switchel: water, ginger, vinegar, sweetener, lemon, salt
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if ur a trans girl and ur partner is not an ardent transfeminist frankly you need to dump their bitch ass. you can and will find better partners. i promise. i love you
trans men actually have a lot of visibility you just gotta look into any issue affecting exclusively or primarily trans women and you'll see that people loooove platforming trans men when it's at the expense of trans women which to be fair does seem to be their preference a lot of the time but it's fucking surreal and bizarre, like
court decision defending specifically transfems being excluded from from playing on women's teams? no transfems interviewed but here's some trans men we interviewed one of whom just wants to push his new book
panel on the transfem experience? no transfems speaking on it but here's three trans men larping as experts one of whom is just detailing his fetishistic fantasies about them with open contempt for transfem lesbians in particular
in the face of all the backlash against letting trans women play sports with other women, here's a story about a women's team letting a trans athlete on the team! no, trans women still can't play with other women, this is a trans man and we interviewed him while we and he and everyone else pretended it was a progressive cultural victory
hey OP I understand you are upset about the US women's sport shit and as a transfem woman myself I Get It, but can you not start a fucking fight with our brothers??????? Is that like chill with you?????????? We already have people that want us dead maybe don't do their work for them???????????????????? Not even joking this is some bootlicking CIA plant type shit.
hi sorry i'm just a stupid tranny can you answer a couple of questions for me so I can understand
so first! can you explain to me how a neutral reaction to something that frequently happens and continues to happen "starting" anything let alone "a fucking fight"
and second question, why do the trans men getting to speak over us about issues specifically targeting us who use the opportunity to push their book or present their sexual fantasies and contempt for us get to be our """brothers""" but when I so much as simply mention the indisputable fact that these are things that have happened I am a "bootlicking CIA plant"
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