I like talking about sex and drugs and stuff. Scram, it's not for your safety, it's for my comfort and I want nothing to do with children.
Hello! Hi! I'm fleshengine, you can call me Flen. I’m your famous mutual’s famous mutual. I won't bite, unless you ask for it.
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I'm a 21 year old writer/english major trans woman from Washington State. I'm also a spidergirl, idk if I'm a furry or therian with it, but it's pretty neat. I'm also a shambling pile of vat-cloned meat in the shape of a human. I'm also an ominous blue eye starin' at you on your dash, but don't worry it's cuz I love you. Idk, identities are hard when you're trans, and have a dissociative disorder, and have an illness that causes chronic pain. I could list all the labels that apply to me but I find microlabels exhausting, I'm a cool gay girl, I use she/it and you're welcome to figure the rest out yourself.
DMs are open (I think?), the ask box has anons on. You're welcome to talk to me, as that's what I'm here on tumblr for. Be careful tho, talking to randos on the internet is how I ended up in a throuple with two beautiful women, so watch out.
This is a personal blog, first and foremost. I'm going to be stupid and gay with my girlfriends, I am going to shitpost, and I'm going to occasionally make longer form posts about things I'm passionate about. Those things can be anything from MTG, to kink, to philosophy. If you follow me for one of these things, and don't want to see the other stuff, tough shit! My tagging system sucks ass and I don't even use it all the time.
If you follow this account, you will occasionally see untagged porn, kink, violence, gay sex, magic the gathering, and existentialism. If you want solid tagging go to my art blog @terriblearmoire or my gimmick blog, which no one knows the name of.
That said, here's my tags I use.
#smoochuals - something a mutual posted or added in a reblog
#posts that make me gurgle - I thought this post was hot and wanted to be able to find it later.
#wowzers - often coupled with the above tag, I arbitrarily use one or the both of them.
#revving the engine - thoughtpieces, anecdotes, rants. really any sort of long form text post.
#pilfering my old corpse - posts I've stolen from my old, dead, account.
#meatqueuedator - queue post tag. it's a really obscure reference.
#I have an art blog btw - something I'm reblogging from my art blog, self explanatory I guess.
#relic - an old post from pre-2018. I like the way tumblr recirculates old things, I want to be able to find them later.
#resourceposting - any kind of resource, something useful I want to come back to.
#boob update - talking about breast development from E and prog
#prog update - talking about physicaly developments from progesterone, often overlaps with boob updates.
#spider - There's an image of a realistic spider that may trigger arachnophobia
#spiderposting - I myself am a spider, and I'm talking about that.
#girls of interest - newest tag, to refer to my lovely girlbuddies turned girlfriends, @apfsds and @numbersareimaginary
#mtg - I'm actually consistent with this one for some reason. It's self explanatory
#losers - a tag I stole from Mordred, something I append to people who are being annoying
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Honestly I probably do want to be a girly girl who wears makeup and skirts all the time and feminine stuff like. I dress the way I do because it's low effort. I don't learn to do makeup because that's easier. I don't voice train because I don't have the energy. Almost everything I do is as efficient as possible. I'm minimized, running dark, survival mode.
My GF and I are disabled and have been struggling financially. We've missed a bunch of payments to our landlord, and he has already shut off our water. If we don't pay soon we're at risk of going homeless again after having just gotten out of it.
Please do what you can to help keep a disabled, Black transfemme and its adorable 😈 girlfriend off the streets!
Anything will help, please only donate what you can! Please share this post if you cannot! Thank you!!
So far we're at:
$200/$1500 USD
venrno: @transfoxautumn
c@sh@pp: $transfoxautumn
(i do not have a card/bank account, but we share finances! thanks again!)
Honestly I probably do want to be a girly girl who wears makeup and skirts all the time and feminine stuff like. I dress the way I do because it's low effort. I don't learn to do makeup because that's easier. I don't voice train because I don't have the energy. Almost everything I do is as efficient as possible. I'm minimized, running dark, survival mode.
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me: Oh grand wizard, I have done your tasks, I have slain your foes, I have even retrieved the ancient scepter of Drak'un-vool. Now, answer my question!"
wizard: You have performed well. Even in all my intellect I have not another task to give you. Go. Ask."
me: What do they put in Baja Blast that that makes it so good?
watercolor painting is fun. I know I'm not doing it "right" because you're supposed to like wet blend on the canvas or something. But like fuck it! I'm doing this because I enjoy it and the process of colormixing is calming. Fuck technique, I'm an amateur, I do this because it's fun and good for me. I spent like 40 minutes "painting" yesterday and do you know what I got out of it? Almost the exact shade of grey I wanted. I was watching anime with a friend and spent almost an entire episode mixing a nice purple! I feel more mentally stable having made that purple! It doesn't matter that I'm basically paint-by-numbering my actual art when I get the color I want. I'm still improving my abilities and having a good fucking time doing it. ARRRGHHH
I have to make posts like this whenever I'm indulging in something I'm not perfect at. I get in these internal arguments where part of me is viciously critiquing what I'm doing, and I have to consciously argue against it really hard. Putting it into words and putting it out there for other people to see helps me a lot because now the "I'm having fun, it doesn't have to be perfect" side of things is our public opinion. There's a sort of social effect of like "well you shouldn't think that because people know your opinion is actually X" that helps me fight that self-critiquing.
So this is basically a coping mechanism for not being perfect at art lol.
watercolor painting is fun. I know I'm not doing it "right" because you're supposed to like wet blend on the canvas or something. But like fuck it! I'm doing this because I enjoy it and the process of colormixing is calming. Fuck technique, I'm an amateur, I do this because it's fun and good for me. I spent like 40 minutes "painting" yesterday and do you know what I got out of it? Almost the exact shade of grey I wanted. I was watching anime with a friend and spent almost an entire episode mixing a nice purple! I feel more mentally stable having made that purple! It doesn't matter that I'm basically paint-by-numbering my actual art when I get the color I want. I'm still improving my abilities and having a good fucking time doing it. ARRRGHHH
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PLEASE HELP A TRANS WOMAN NOT BE FORCIBLY DETRANSITIONED
Hi, my name is Ashley
I am a 19-year-old trans woman. I have started HRT recently, however I am now unable to continue transitioning due to outside forces relating to my family.
Please help me continue with my transition by purchasing needles and syringes.
i think we are long overdue for a game that does the reverse of 90s first person shooters and actively makes fun of the player for picking the hard difficulty
I heard the Magic the Gathering people unionized fuck yeah
Oh yeah I heard rumblings about that but I didn't know they'd actually gotten it. That's awesome, really happy for them. I don't remember if it was WOTC/Hasbro but I heard about some company "accidentally" leaking their trans employees' deadnames in conjunction with a union vote. Glad that didn't get in the way of them winning. We need more unions desperately.
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