I like talking about sex and drugs and stuff. Scram, it's not for your safety, it's for my comfort and I want nothing to do with children.
Hello! Hi! I'm fleshengine, you can call me Flen. I’m your famous mutual’s famous mutual. I won't bite, unless you ask for it.
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I'm a 21 year old writer/english major trans woman from Washington State. I'm also a spidergirl, idk if I'm a furry or therian with it, but it's pretty neat. I'm also a shambling pile of vat-cloned meat in the shape of a human. I'm also an ominous blue eye starin' at you on your dash, but don't worry it's cuz I love you. Idk, identities are hard when you're trans, and have a dissociative disorder, and have an illness that causes chronic pain. I could list all the labels that apply to me but I find microlabels exhausting, I'm a cool gay girl, I use she/it and you're welcome to figure the rest out yourself.
DMs are open (I think?), the ask box has anons on. You're welcome to talk to me, as that's what I'm here on tumblr for. Be careful tho, talking to randos on the internet is how I ended up in a throuple with two beautiful women, so watch out.
This is a personal blog, first and foremost. I'm going to be stupid and gay with my girlfriends, I am going to shitpost, and I'm going to occasionally make longer form posts about things I'm passionate about. Those things can be anything from MTG, to kink, to philosophy. If you follow me for one of these things, and don't want to see the other stuff, tough shit! My tagging system sucks ass and I don't even use it all the time.
If you follow this account, you will occasionally see untagged porn, kink, violence, gay sex, magic the gathering, and existentialism. If you want solid tagging go to my art blog @terriblearmoire or my gimmick blog, which no one knows the name of.
That said, here's my tags I use.
#smoochuals - something a mutual posted or added in a reblog
#posts that make me gurgle - I thought this post was hot and wanted to be able to find it later.
#wowzers - often coupled with the above tag, I arbitrarily use one or the both of them.
#revving the engine - thoughtpieces, anecdotes, rants. really any sort of long form text post.
#pilfering my old corpse - posts I've stolen from my old, dead, account.
#meatqueuedator - queue post tag. it's a really obscure reference.
#I have an art blog btw - something I'm reblogging from my art blog, self explanatory I guess.
#relic - an old post from pre-2018. I like the way tumblr recirculates old things, I want to be able to find them later.
#resourceposting - any kind of resource, something useful I want to come back to.
#boob update - talking about breast development from E and prog
#prog update - talking about physicaly developments from progesterone, often overlaps with boob updates.
#spider - There's an image of a realistic spider that may trigger arachnophobia
#spiderposting - I myself am a spider, and I'm talking about that.
#girls of interest - newest tag, to refer to my lovely girlbuddies turned girlfriends, @apfsds and @numbersareimaginary
#mtg - I'm actually consistent with this one for some reason. It's self explanatory
#losers - a tag I stole from Mordred, something I append to people who are being annoying
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You know, as a kid I had a bit of a complex about how big my eyebrows were. I was fully under the impression I had big thick eyebrows. I carried that with me into adulthood, and it's only been within the past few months that I've realized I do not have big thick eyebrows. My eyebrows are a normal size and kind of sparse. I don't understand how younger me thought she had big thick eyebrows. It feels like a mandela effect thing, but solely in my own self perception.
So I went back in my instagram that I've had for like forever and I have looked the way I do today for like a decade. But also did used to be a little bit hairier? Still though, they're not particularly big or anything. Or particularly hairy. My eyebrows are normal. Why did I grow up thinking they weren't?? wtf??
You know, as a kid I had a bit of a complex about how big my eyebrows were. I was fully under the impression I had big thick eyebrows. I carried that with me into adulthood, and it's only been within the past few months that I've realized I do not have big thick eyebrows. My eyebrows are a normal size and kind of sparse. I don't understand how younger me thought she had big thick eyebrows. It feels like a mandela effect thing, but solely in my own self perception.
we should bring back bodyshaming but only people who fuck themselves up to try and be hotter. Looksmaxxers and ozembic skeletons. Just chill out. Be normal about your body or get a therapist for your issues.
and like I know this probably sounds ironic coming from the trans girl who wants to gain like 60-80 pounds. But there's a big difference between taking E, integrating more donuts into my diet, and hitting yourself in the face with hammers, taking steroids, or inducing anhedonia so you stop desiring food as a concept.
I really need to stop having dreams about my teeth breaking or being levered out of my jaws. I can't keep waking up thinking about the taste of my own blood.
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it's wild how much passive misgendering trans men have to put up with (e.g. referring to abortion as a "women's issue"). once you really think about it it's impossible to not notice.
Literally!! Pregnancy and reproductive rights are not a "women's issue" and not a "trans men's issue" it's an issue with people who have a certain set of organs. Infertile cis women or cis women who have hysterectomies done are going to be less impacted than trans men. Trans men can also get their own surgeries done to get around that kind of thing. But no one should feel pressured to remove organs from their bodies because of legislation! Also consider: uterus transplants are a thing for cis women, and will likely become a thing for trans women in the immediate future. Will those trans women be subjected to the same laws as cis women capable of becoming pregnant? Probably! I want to get a uterus transplant and have a kid if that becomes doable in my lifetime. I don't want to have to worry about losing my rights and bodily autonomy when I do. Reproductive rights and bodily autonomy are not a problem for any one specific group, and are deeply important for gender equality and trans rights around the world!
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