why can i be doing so well and one day its all worse and everything is exhausting

i loveeeeeee this new weighted blanket but i just want moreeeeee please heavyyyyyy on meeeeeee

i dont want to sleep im falling asleep but my legs are kicking me awake

i cant stop rethinking all the embarrassing things !!! why is it so difficult to let it all go and accept that it’s in the past and its just fine staying there. its like i want to apologize for these things or something but its not like that would suddenly cancel out any embarrassment i feel. ig its just hard for me to accept that those are things i’d do

i am so gd anxious!!! i just want to sleep

well i’m somehow back here… funny how u go away to school and once ur home old patterns suddenly come racing back

me, drinking water: mmm weight loss juice ✨

subliminals.

:))))) soooo today i fit into my size 28 pants from 4 years ago. and i fit into my size 28 skirt that used to make me cry when i would try it on

y'all ever feel skinny and proud of ur progress. then u see a picture of yourself ...

so i'm eating good and working out and losing weight when suddenly i start getting bigger? nothing has changed at all but my stomach was almost flat and now it sticks our like 2 inches?? what is happening and why