Get up & Never give up

1st pic is me posing on December of 2019.

2nd pic is me now, October 2020, not posing.

Posing can make such a big difference, don’t let all the thinspo pics fool you.

🍀 58.1kg 🍀

Day 11, 12, 13 & 14

11: don’t have any favorite thinspo blog, but support all of you who, like me, are struggling in this hell of a disorder.

12: oh boy, when I “eat good” aka restrict I skip breakfast, have lunch and skip dinner. I normally go for chicken breast, or eggwhites as protein, green veggies, and sometimes a slice of toast.

13: unhealthy. No need to question that.

Day 7, 8, 9 & 10

(Haven’t been motivated to answer lately because..binging)

7: My parents know I’ve been struggling with my weight for as long as I can remember and know I want to lose weight. What they don’t know is that I’ve been doing it in the unhealthiest way possible. They don’t know about my ED as in restricting and fasting but they do know I binge because my dad does too..

8: Honestly Zumba is my favorite workout ever! I tend to stick to cardio in general i.e. doing the elliptical when I’m at the gym.

9: I’ve always been bullied because of my weight as a child. Pretty sure my friends make negative comments about my weight behind my back now as well, so yeah.

Restrict for a week and lose weight.

Binge for three weeks and gain everything back.

Day 6

Yes I binge. I’ve binged as a kid too without actually knowing what binging was. I am an emotional eater, I’ve always been, I seek comfort in food.

Day 4 and 5

4: My greatest fears are mostly hair loss and infertility. My ED never got me to the point of me not getting my period, my it still kind of scares me.

Day 3