I'll Sing You A Melody.

You’re too good for me. You’re too beautiful for me. You’re too strong, too intelligent, too humorous, and just way too much for me. I am not worthy of you. I never will be. Ever. You need a man. Not a piece of shit like me. I am not worthy as a friend, not as a lover, not as anything at all. I was a fool to think we could continue living in the moment and riding out the wave. I was a fool to think “whatever happens, happens.” I knew things wouldn’t work properly. I was an absolute fool. I love you. I truly love you. However, you do not feel the same and that’s life. What can I say? I pray someone who deserves you finds themselves in front of you one day and cherishes you. You deserve the world. I am not your world. I am just another man passing by you. Thanks for being there for me. I fell in love with every simple moment we shared and I will cherish the little things. I’m glad I got to be a part of your life.

My life is a fucking joke.

Lol, why do I fucking SUCK at everything in life? Like, I am a living piece of shit. Worthless, piece of mothefucking shit. Everyone agrees, correct? Good. Fucking agree with me. I don’t deserve anyone, anything, or happiness. I don’t. So, for the love of God, can everyone fucking stop telling me I deserve to be happy?

I need a hug. A warm hug. My heart is broken and my mind is confused. I am alone. I will never be loved ever again and it is my fault. I deserve to die a painfully lonely life.