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this    is    an    elder    scrolls    multimuse    blog.    private,    selective;    you    know    the    drill.    i    don’t    really    do    crossovers    unless    it’s    pretty    heavily    plotted,    as    i    prefer    to    stick    with    tes.    strictly    18+,    and    no    fucking    drama.    if    you    don’t    have    your    age    listed    somewhere    on    your    blog,    i    probably    won’t    follow    back.    same    goes    for    a    tes    verse--    need    one    of    them.

STUDY  :    NELOTH .

In longing, you feel FEAR. You're uncertain and wary of what your feelings may betray you to. You don't enjoy the feeling of not being in control of your own self, you ask, "why can't I just stop?" There's a cold feeling in your chest, your hands become clammy, you know you behold this desire too strongly, but the feeling goes nowhere. Rationally you think, "this desire is foolish and I don't need it," but that doesn't work for long. Secretly you yearn for that you seek, trying to hide it even from your own self, fearing that if you even let yourself know what you crave, nothing will be the same. Sometimes it's lonely. Sometimes you wish you could tell someone.... anything. You reference it vaguely in conversations, a joke that only makes sense to you, but is actually the longing veiled in fear. Your desire is forbidden, unattainable, by your own standards or someone else's, but it lurks in the back of your mind, persistent, deafening in the way that silence often is. Fear not my love, take a deep breath. You will find your peace.

my nerevarine won out by a mile, so here’s your look at llothos, the stranger. yes, that is the default nerevarine appearance that i love so much

          STUDY   :      NELOTH

    *   KITCHEN .

What is the character’s favourite food?  :    he has a horrid sweet tooth. and i mean just horrid. i don’t think this man has eaten anything besides sweet foods in literally hundreds of years. he refuses anything that isn’t sweet-- and if it isn’t sweet enough for him, he’ll dump on the honey himself. Are they good at cooking? How good/bad?  :    he’d burn a bowl of cereal. if this man were left to his own devices without a steward, he’d starve to death. or get caught eating pure sugar or honey. if he’s in dire straits (in the wilderness), he’s capable of determining what berries or plants are edible, but that doesn’t mean he can do anything besides eat them directly off the bush. Do they leave the dishes out?  :    yes. yes. his stewards once made a bet that if they didn’t pick up his dishes, he’d eventually create a tower out of them. and he did. What kind of food is in their pantry?  :    the stewards stock pretty much everything. mostly for themselves. the entire top three shelves are dedicated to neloth’s favorites. Do they cook, eat out or get take-away/delivered food more?  :    excuse me, he has his food handmade and delivered to his study for him every breakfast, lunch and dinner.

    *   LIVING ROOM .

How does the character spend weekends?  :    weekends are neloth’s freebie days. weekdays he spends doing a steady project. he bounces around random ideas he had throughout the week, or just relaxes for a bit. sometimes, he just terrorizes people because he’s bored. What do they do with friends?  :    friends? lol What’s their favorite pastime?  :    all neloth does is work, really. but if we’re talking spare-time pastime, he really, really loves reading.

    *   BATHROOM .

How does the character prepare in the morning?  :    if he actually cares enough to? cold water on the face. trims his beard a bit. shaves any stubble on his head. that’s it. he doesn’t really have a concise or regular morning routine. his days tend to bleed together, so ‘morning’ is kind of subjective. Do they sing in the shower?  :    he hums. singing is obnoxious. What kind of hair product/make-up do they use?  :    bald Does the character have thousands of shampoo/shower gel bottles by the shower, or do they use only the bare essentials?  :    he is bald

    * BEDROOM .

How do they sleep? (Position, sleeping habits, bedtime routines)  :    he doesn’t. usually. i think he sleeps like, four times a month at best. stamina potions and various vigor magic keeps him going for obscene amounts of time. when he does sleep, though, he always sleeps on his stomach. usually with an arm hanging off the side of his bed, or his legs in a weird position. he snores, obnoxiously loud. mutters a lot, twitches. sometimes he’ll wake up after two or three hours very suddenly, explode out of bed and rush back to work. and then pass back out at his desk. What do they dream about usually?  :    the red year. i’d say that that’s why he doesn’t sleep very often, but honestly neloth has never been big on sleeping. gets in the way. prior to the red year, it was mostly just nonsensical crackhead dreams. he also has this reoccurring one where he shows up to a councilors meeting completely nude without realizing it, and dratha laughs at his dick. it genuinely haunts him. How neat/tidy are they?  :    yeah nah he just ain’t. he’s one of those people where he knows exactly where everything is in the massive pile of junk. to his credit, there’s at least some sense of order. it just doesn’t look very nice. How affectionate are they?  :    neloth likes his personal space. if you’re friends, you’re lucky if you get a pat on the shoulder. handshakes are normal greetings, but don’t expect them. if you’re in a relationship, he’s one of those guys that doesn’t touch you unless asked. maybe a kiss once a week. he doesn’t like physical affection in the slightest.

    *   ATTIC .