Fuck ... babe was right .... That london fog that i drank after work is keeping me up right now. Ahhahahaha w.e. it was yummy.

Soooo my boyfriend has been going to this music festival called Shambhala for the past 2 years and im going with him this year... and i honestly dont think im ready for thia shit at all. So its like a 4 day camping music festival in the middle of a huge ass farm in the middle of no where. And apparently the first rule is no alcohol inside the festival, only drugs. So heres me.... only been introduced to the drug world about a year ago-ish.. going to to the biggest drug invested music festival in canada. Dont get me wrong, i lovee the music and the vibes that come off of people that ive meet that have been to this festival. So im not so much scared about if im going to fit in or not. But what if i take to much drugs, or i cant help my boyfriend out with limiting his drugs, (because honestly, he really cant help himself when hes super high.. he cant stop taking more and more), or i have a bad trip in the middle of it or a panic attack. But ill be ok, hopefully. Its in fucking 7 days yall fuckkkkkk