BLACK QUEEN

1. hudson’s true self in relationship: 8 of swords - might be feeling confined or stuck in the position. a sense of helplessness or maybe even anxiety when thinking about the relationship or his role in it. possibly even feeling powerless like he is unable to change anything. sense of burden or feeling tied to something. but there is also something internal to this helplessness or stuck feeling. almost as if in a sense he is allowing himself to stay in this position, possibly fear of change or due to an obligation.

2. katelyn’s true self in relationship: king of cups rx - repressed emotions. instability. perhaps even a bit of immaturity when it comes to relationship or her role in the relationship. there could be moodiness or cattiness in her attitude when it comes to this. feelings towards relationship and her role in relationship could lead to manipulative tendencies if the energy is acted upon. possible using feelings as a weapon or tool in the relationship. but theres also a repression so not everything is outright and truthful.

3. how katelyn sees hudson: 9 of cups - hudson may be bringing some form of fulfillment or contentment to her through the relationship. sense of satisfaction here. also a hint of smugness here. something about being seen with him gives her a certain satisfaction, possibly even feeling better or above others because of it. this sounds so wrong to be typing out but she may even view him as like a prize won.

4. how hudson sees katelyn: queen of wands - views her as someone confident or bold. sensual attraction. may see her as someone who has a fierce or fiery personality. sense of caution when it comes with this, a bit like maybe he thinks she has a bit of a temper. certain quiet authority. may think she gets her way. may see her as assertive and passionate.

5. past relationship: hanged man - waiting. blocks. pause. it honestly does not feel like a solid relationship. not built on sturdy foundations. with the past sensing a lot of hesitation around it or that maybe not even that serious of a commitment. something that could have been in flux. back and forth. almost like someone couldnt make up their mind about the relationship. theres something unanswered about this. feeling of being in limbo. nothing progressing. getting someone was hesitating big time when it came to this relationship.

6. current relationship: the moon - going through a time of uncertainty. emotional blocks or hesitations. lack of clarity. truth being withheld or distorted. not fully being honest with each other, perhaps a lack of communication. things beneath are not what they appear on the surface. possibility of deception occurring. something being hidden.

7. future relationship: knight of wands rx - possible fickle future relationship if things dont get restored. possible burnout occurring. things could become reckless. someone may do something out of impulse that could cause harm to the other. instability and emotional immaturity energy arising here. sensing loosing tempers. possibility for harsh words or verbal fights.

8. next steps: the hermit rx - time to step out of situation and move into external action. calling for a reconnect. to build a line of communication. unable to move forward or move on while stuck in self imposed isolation or refusing to allow inner energies to become external actions.

9. descriptive cards for relationship:

risk, ruled by saturn in aries - possible regret over decision, ambition, self-will, pushing to a position of power.

riches, ruled by saturn in capricorn - conclusion of an arrangement or deal, ambition, duty, perseverance.

extremism, ruled by mercury in scorpio - change, verbal outbursts, drastic change of opinion, reappraisal of life to overcome an unsolvable situation.

10. advice from universe: south node - “don’t let your past hold you back” situation has become unhealthy or even toxic. feeling stuck. time to be released and let go. unhealthy attachment. staying feels easier. staying is stopping possible achievement coming their way.

11. top card of deck: 3 of swords - heartbreak. emotional pain. betrayal. hurt and disappointment. painful realization of a relationship.