tw: death mention
“to have been loved so deeply, even though the person who loved us is gone, will give us some protection forever.” - albus dumbledore, harry potter i’ve been out of the roleplay world for a while now, but i felt like i needed to come on & say thing bc so many people loved @hannahrph‘s resources. this still all seems so surreal. but it’s with a heavy heart that i deliver this message. i’ve had to tell the news at least 5 times now and this time isn’t any easier. hannah passed away. she was a light in everyone’s life. she always tried to stay positive even when the world seemed stacked against her and she was always there when someone needed a shoulder to cry on. even if she didn’t know the person and even if she was going through her own stuff. she was the kind of person who would always put others first. she loved a variety of video games like dead by daylight, valorant, sea of thieves, and minecraft. she was unhealthy obsessed with star wars and harry potter lol, which is why i chose the harry potter quote to start this off. she had one of the most smartest and imaginative minds i’d ever seen. she was a proud piggie momma and cared deeply for all animals, even mine who she only knew through stories and pictures. these are just a few of the things that made hannah the beautiful person she was. hannah… i really miss you. i miss your laugh and your smile. i miss your crazy and endless knowledge of the most random things. i think it’s harder to process because we never talked every day. i still think you’re going to pop online and message me about newton or dead by daylight changes that make no sense. i can still remember the night that we became friends. it’s been 7 years. 7 years of one of the most beautiful friendships i ever had. you have always been there for me. you were my rock when things for rough. i knew i could always message you and you’d jump into a call with me and let me bawl like a baby for hours while you told me everything would be okay. you made me a better person. i’m just so glad that we got to meet in real life a few times. we had so many plans. we always talked about moving in together, visiting universal studies in the next year, and we even had our marriage pact. now i’ll have to do all those things without you physically by my side which is honestly kind of scary. i don’t know how i’m going to do life without you but i know that you’re in a better place right now and not hurting anymore. i also know that you’re always going to be in my heart so i’ll never truly be without you. i love you so much hannah.
