Dada

Stop breathing, baby. Yes, right now. You look so pretty with those wide eyes.

What’s the matter, sweetheart?

I really need you to try your best. You can breathe whenever you like, princess. Just keep going as long as you can. I’ll try not to be too disappointed, okay? I’m used to you letting me down.

Your eyes look like you want to beg, but I really don’t understand. I’m not touching you, darling. You’re doing this to yourself.

I can tell it’s getting hard for you. Your face looks funny when it’s red like this. Hold still while I take a photo. I can tell you’re trying really hard. You won’t disappoint me, will you?

Pressing your lips together like that makes you look like such a cutie. Why are you frightened, kitten? You sick little girl, look at what you’re doing.

Maybe you’ve had your last breath, baby. You poor thing, you didn’t even know. I think this might be the end for you.

You’re always were this stubborn. I told you it’s okay to breathe, I can tell you need to and we both know what a selfish girl you are. I know you’ll turn out like the other bitches, just another quitter.

Are you okay, kitten? You look like you’re panicking. Stop shaking your head baby, you’re making no sense.

You’ll never disappoint me, will you? I need to know, I won’t have to leave if you prove your devotion to me is stronger than those silly little human instincts.

Did you think when I said I’d snuff you, I’d use my own hands? You’re sparing me the effort, sweetie.

Is every inch of you screaming? Are the voices telling you to just breathe? Is my voice inside your mind too, baby? Weak, confused little whore.