two chapters done aaadnxnz

lmao last time i was here i was still a minor, its been 8 months

no matter how long you’ve lived, life would never fail to surprise u with a shit ton of disappointments 

my fucking face cannot handle the stress for this sem

i’ve bled everywhere, but is my blood clear for you to notice?

I also indirectly came out to my tita yesterday by telling her I had an ex gf and she didn’t react to my coming out instead she asked what happened and why we broke up t__t 

i stalked my own acc here on tumblr and realized how sad I was whenever I am on here. everything just sends negative energy and it pissed me off cause I’m a very positive person irl. I also realized how everything evolved, the sadness worsened, instead of blurting everything out online I keep them all to myself now, and how I can cope a little better than before. nonetheless when it does come back it always leaves a pool of blood (not literal)

i have the whole weekend to do my tasks pero nagrurush ako ngayon na parang sa monday na pasahan nitong lahat im under my own pressure t__t

tatakot ako sa kabaitan ng prof namin parang magiging hell week na uli next week pls Q_Q

i was your willing accomplice honey

prolly gonna get weird but i’ll be using tumblr for posting some stuff for our major course oml pray 4 me

how can I recall small details from someone’s story but can’t even remember how my childhood went??? :]]

Wow wow wow, look who we have back on here :))

honestly, i used to always rant about not having any fun experience throughout my life. always complaining on why ppl won’t take any interest in me or smth. always looking forward to any life changing, new, fun, exciting experience. idk what happened, that deteriorated as I matured??? wow look what this quarantine made me realize. I forgot to look forward cuz idk if there is still anything to look forward too. maybe that’s a good thing? like being in the moment type of situation. life feels a lot simpler when im alone in my bubble. 

why do we even bother?