Samael

MAKING A NEW TUMBLR, FOLLOW IF YOU WANT ‼️‼️ IT'S @decayingforattention

GUYS I'M OFFICIALLY OUT OF THE BMI 20'S AGAIN 🥳🥳

No one is home except me til later today so i can work out without worrying about someone hearing me. I haven't worked out in so long so this is great!

I need to start posting again but i have nothing to say 😔

Didn't eat lunch in school today so my cal count will be accurate, very relieved. I hate that i have to eat lunch in school (i always have someone with me who would question why i don't eat so i have to eat most days.)

My sister is legit so skinny, it makes me want to scream 👹👹

I was given this cake thingy to take home at school today and I only took one small bite then gave the rest to my mum 😋

I kinda feel bad that I'm letting my (long distance) crush accidentally trigger my ed without him knowing 🥲 like i know he wouldn't want this for me but i also want him to be attracted to me and i feel like he won't be because he said he's not into people of a "higher weight" generally and i feel like I'm that so i need to lose weight for him to be attracted to me. Like we're around the same height but he's super skinny and I'm like average if not worse. I just want him to be into me and my body.

I washed my hair in a sink cause i don't have energy for showering but we take school photos tomorrow 💪😔

Heyoo I'm looking for ana buddies so if anyone wants to be ana buddies you can like this post and I'll text you or hmu 🙏🙏 😔😔

Need to get back on track, I'm literally huge.

Going to the gym for first time in a while, i am scared ☝

I cut my fast short waaay earlier than i wanted and i ate way too much 😭 i fasted for 22h. I'll see if i fast til right before gymnastics tomorrow or if I'll try to not eat at all

I'm going to try to fast til my friend comes over but I'll probably have to skip gymnastics on Tuesday if i do 😥