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Another reminder
I'm not dead!
It's just been very difficult
The constant heat waves has hit my mental health Very hard, my chronic pain has gotten worse for some reason and I've been dealing with some financial fuck shit. I hope I can get back to writing once it finally fucking cools down. I feel like I'm dying over here.
Anyone remember this trend? It was like 2024 when it was really happening. I just think Orel and Postal dude is a fun pair seeing how different they both are, yet funnily similar. Anyways I’m gonna go give blood
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thread where a muse who knew Kazumi before he became Deadboy sees him hunched over a dead body, as an undead ghoul
thread where a killer muse is mad at Deadboy for stealing their kill
Romantically/platonically helping Deadboy sew a limb back on
The town hears the name settle.
Not just spoken. Claimed.
And Silent Hill reacts the way ancient places do when something long buried finally pushes through the surface, not with celebration, but with recognition.
The flower shop changes first.
Not dramatically. No violent transformation. The windows simply stop looking abandoned. Condensation gathers along the glass in soft blooms instead of harsh streaks. The floorboards beneath Kazumi's feet creak with the comfortable wear of a place being lived in rather than endured. The carved name in the table darkens slightly, the grooves catching the light like fresh ink.
KAZUMI remains exactly where he left it.
No force in the room attempts to overwrite it.
Outside, the fog bends subtly around the storefront, curving past it like water around stone. The town is making a boundary.
Not a prison.
A refusal.
Elsewhere, Ohn's true shape drags itself through Silent Hill's streets.
The town finally looks at him directly.
Streetlights buzz overhead, not flickering now but humming in low, synchronized resonance, their electrical throats vibrating with a frequency too deep to be heard properly. Windows along the block cloud black as he passes, reflections withdrawing from the glass one by one until not even his monstrous shape is mirrored back at him.
He speaks his threat into the fog.
The fog answers.
Not with fear.
With movement.
Sirens begin somewhere impossibly distant, low, mournful, older than machinery should sound. The streets around Ohn groan in response. Asphalt buckles faintly beneath his hooves. Rust spreads across nearby railings in branching veins. Fire escapes bend inward like hooked fingers.
Silent Hill is not intimidated by predators.
It was shaped by them.
The alley ahead of Ohn stretches impossibly long, narrowing with every step he takes. Torn posters peel themselves from the walls as he passes, fluttering around him like dead leaves. On each exposed surface beneath them, words emerge in rough, rust-coloured smears.
HE IS NOT YOURS
Another wall.
HUNGER IS NOT LOVE
Another.
YOU CALLED DEVOURING CARE UNTIL HE BELIEVED YOU
The town is no longer merely observing him.
It is judging him.
Ohn snarls, and the sound reverberates through the street, but the reverberation comes back wrong. Not echoing his voice. Multiplying it. Turning the hunger in it cavernous, pathetic, exposing the desperation beneath the fury.
The fog thickens low to the ground.
And from within it, shapes begin to move.
Not nurses. Not executioners.
Thin figures stitched together from old coats, flower stems protruding through torn fabric and ribcages alike. Their faces are obscured by layers of gauze and wilted petals fused wetly to skin. They move slowly, dragging gardening tools behind them, rusted shears, shovels, pruning hooks.
Not attacking.
Herding.
Every step Ohn takes toward the scent of Kazumi is met with another body quietly emerging between him and the direction he wants to go.
Not prey.
Caretakers.
The town has decided what role he fills here.
And in the flower shop, far removed from the beast pacing the streets, Kazumi feels something subtle settle around him, not ownership, not control.
Protection.
Not because Silent Hill thinks him fragile.
But because something that spent so long being treated as consumable has finally remembered it is allowed to exist for its own sake.
The thing about animals is that when they're hungry, they become unreasonable, and Ohn was incredibly hungry. A kind of hunger that sustenance couldn't fill, a purely primal instinct to devour everything, to jump at the first little morsel that moved, just to feel his teeth sinking into something fleshy and real. He wants to taste something, blood and meat but when he bit into one of these beings there wasn't anything, it was flowers filling his maw, which only angered the demon further. This place, it dared to disrespect him, starve him, take away what was rightfully his!
Ohn growled then cried out, his massive claws swatting at these fakes, not real food, not real, it's nothing, something that shouldn't exist, he wanted his vessel back, he wanted his Deadboy back.
Another howl, the black fur standing up, like a cat trying to intimidate its opponent. Hunting used to be fun and easy. He had his little hound, his little Deadboy, whom he could sic on others, and now he had to do everything himself, had to get dirty, and he HATED IT.
He bit into another FAKE, bit out a chunk from it and tried to eat it, but there was nothing. He needed flesh, meat, where was his meat? Where? Where? WHERE?!
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Kazumi had the knife in his hand, and for the first time he thought... What if he could fight back? He was the one with the knife, right? Ohn... He did all he did because he didn't know how to fight. His weapons were words and punishment, but could he handle someone who could fight back?
"I'm scared," Kazumi admitted, "but I want to fight. I probably sound stupid trying to go up against a demon, but... For the first time, I feel like I could actually do something."
That's what he always wanted, even if he hadn't found the strength until now. To do something. Life had often put walls between him and the chance to escape. The world itself seemed to have always made sure he remained stuck to someone who wanted to hurt him, and every time he wanted to do something, things would just get worse. Not this time, though. He would make sure things went his way. He'd fight for his freedom or die trying; the only thing he had to lose was his undead existence one he never even asked for.
Clutching the knife, he imagined what it would be like to take a deep breath, to feel fresh air filling his lungs and his heart beating faster.
"I'm going to do this. I'm going to fight."
He was still afraid, but he was going to do it afraid.

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;;Open (something silly)
Deadboy is lying on the warm concrete pavement like a lizard, eyes closed, soaking in all the summer heat, a welcome respite for his usually dead cold body. Unfortunately, he looks... well, like a dead person lying on the pavement, but he doesn't care.
PSA, SPREAD THIS POST LIKE WILDFIRE.
one of my followers informed me of a pedophile that was on my following list that had proof and testimony from the minor involved and everything. i blocked them already of course, but i was given screenshots and link to a comment they left as evidence to prove to tumblr staff that they were being predatory to a minor. i gave the report links to the screenshots, and a link to the comment they left, describing the situation in nature.
tumblr's report system only accepts links directly from the predator's blog as proof.
this is harmful because if there's a predator who is dming kids and reaching out to them privately, of course they're not going to make any posts about it. they know what they're doing is wrong and they don't wanna be discovered. this is an absolutely heinous way of taking in reports about child exploitation / assault because of course the perpetrator isn't going to post anything on their blog because they know it's going to raise flags and get them banned.
tumblr refusing to take proof from screenshots and from other blogs shows that they are continuing to uplift the patriarchy and the society we live in that shows that predators can get away with their actions and continue to harm innocents that don't deserve it because of their predatory nature. please reblog this or repost it or copy and paste or do whatever you can so we can try to get tumblr to change this because this is fucked up, heinous, and not right.
protect minors from pedophiles. do not let men continue to assault people. do not tumblr continue to uphold the patriarchal society that harms minorities. fuck this god awful fucking website and demand for a fucking change cause that's fucking disgusting and i hope whoever made the report system gets their fucking ass handed to, as well as whoever approved it.
Hello hi, I'm still alive!!! A heatwave has been kicking my ass, it was my birthday on Saturday, a lot has been going on. But now with my AC set up I might be able to finally get stuff done.
Wanna do some replies (haven't forgotten!!)
And finally work on the bios for my other characters so I can properly turn this into a multimuse blog. I have many ideas it's just ughhhhh too hot rn 😭 I'm barely surviving work 😭
The knife bites into the wood.
This time, the table does not resist.
It accepts.
Each letter carves cleanly, the grain parting without splintering, as if the surface has been waiting for this exact pressure, this exact shape. The sound is steady, grounding, not violent, not destructive. When the final line of the last letter is finished, the room holds still around it.
KAZUMI
The name does not fade.
It does not distort.
It remains.
The moment it is complete, something subtle shifts in the shop, not outwardly, not in spectacle, but in weight. The air changes the way it does just before rain, charged with something that has been building quietly for a long time.
Silent Hill does not repeat the name.
It does not need to.
It lets it exist in his own voice, in his own hands.
The sobbing does not echo.
It stays close to him, contained within the space like something being protected rather than exposed. The sunlight through the windows steadies, no longer flickering, no longer uncertain. It lands across the carved letters, illuminating them without washing them out.
On the wall behind the counter, new words begin to surface, slower than before, more deliberate. Not carved. Not forced.
Written.
As if the town has learned the difference.
A NAME IS NOT SOMETHING YOU ARE GIVEN TO KEEP YOU IN PLACE.
A pause.
The room breathes with him.
IT IS SOMETHING YOU RETURN TO.
The letters settle into the paint, quiet and certain.
The cracked pot he mended earlier holds firm. No soil spills. The ivy has crept further still, its leaves catching the light in small, stubborn patches of green. The shop does not transform into perfection. It remains imperfect, lived-in, real.
And because of that, it holds.
Somewhere deeper in the town, Ohn feels it.
Not as a sound.
As a loss of tension.
The thread that binds them does not snap, but it loosens, just enough to slip against itself. The certainty he carried, that ownership carved into bone and soul, falters for a single, dangerous second.
He can still find him.
But not as easily.
Not as absolutely.
Something has inserted itself between them, not cutting the bond, but redefining it.
Back in the shop, nothing rushes in to claim him.
No punishment follows the name.
No voice rises to overwrite it.
Silent Hill does not praise him.
It does something far more meaningful.
It leaves the name where he put it, in wood and breath and memory, and builds the silence around it into something that belongs to him.
For the first time, the town does not see a vessel.
It sees someone who remembered himself, and did not immediately lose it again.
Kazumi.
That name still felt strange to him, but he knew for a fact that this was him. Or is him. Kazumi, someone thrown out, used by a cruel world, forgotten, but here he was again. Kazumi. He had always wanted to own a flower shop and name it Kazumihana, a play on his name. Kazumi smiled. So this is how it felt to be your own person again. To know you are a person.
Ohn would be pissed off; he just knew that demon was this petty that he wouldn't just let this moment of self-realisation happen. This time, he wasn't feeling scared of Ohn; this time, he felt ready. He could face him; he had a name on his side, and he had himself. He didn't need Ohn, didn't need these stitches. Whether he would die for good after this or continue to live as himself, he didn't care.
Somewhere else, a demon was pacing nervously back and forth...
Ohn's hands were clenched into fists, his once perfectly doll-like appearance had morphed into something else, something... Ugly. Maybe it was hunger, or the realisation that something inevitable was about to happen.
Or even more simply, he was trying to be the scariest thing in this place. His sharp teeth had become jagged and yellow, tusks growing out of his upper jaw, his limbs thinner and ganglier. Ohn's posture wasn't stiff anymore; he was hunched over, his nails morphing into sharp talons, his hands becoming more like paws, his feet turning into hooves. Like a feral animal, he was huffing, breathing heavily, hissing and scratching the concrete, walking like a hulking beast. Gone was any shred of dignity, any pretence that he was above all this. Ohn was angry.
This was his true form.
A chimeric creature, boar-like, yet humanoid all the same, traces of something bird-like and feline, a head too heavy for his frail body to hold, yet held high. On all fours, he crawled, sniffing out Deadboy's scent.
"̷y̵o̵u̶ ̷c̶a̸n̸'̴t̴ ̶k̷e̴e̴p̵ ̸h̶i̷m̴ ̶f̸r̶o̵m̴ ̵m̴e̵ ̷f̷o̴r̵e̵v̸e̸r̶,̶"̸ Ohn spoke, with his true voice this time. A voice rumbling and ancient older than the world itself, "̷̈́ͅI̷̮̿ ̸͖͝c̴͇̔ä̴̳́n̷̥̈ ̷͓͌s̴̟̆ṁ̸̢e̶͎͋l̷̨̏l̶̼̓ ̷͈̀ḥ̸̐ĩ̶̭m̴̟̃,̶̫̔ ̴̖̊ę̴͝v̷̖̀e̸͖͑n̷͉̊ ̶͖̑n̸͎̿ȏ̵̠ẁ̵̬,̸̹̅ ̵͇̿I̵̲̓ ̸͕̓c̸̻̊a̵͈̎n̶̹̈́ ̸͔͊s̴̠͌m̵̮͑e̴̖͒l̵͍͊l̵͓͋ ̷̪͘h̴̩̑ĭ̸̪m̶͎͛ ̶͕̊n̴̯̽ȯ̷̗ ̴͉́m̷̤̈́a̴͇̒ț̸͝t̵̞̊ě̵͉r̷̜͝ ̵͙̇ẘ̵͚h̷̜͗a̵̲͆t̶̰͘ ̷̺̂y̶͉̔ö̸̪́u̶͉͘ ̷̛͉d̶̺̿ơ̶̗.̶̻̕.̶͕͌.̷͖̾"̴̣̅
Deadboy's scent hung in the air, this repulsive, pungent smell of flowers. His vessel used to smell of fear; his vessel used to fear him. Heavy drool flowed from Ohn's maw.
Ohn was hungry.
❝ I know you had to, darling, ❞ he croons, every syllable dripping with sweetness — honeyed, golden, decadent. But it wasn't real sugar. It's sucralose. The kind that'd leave a strange aftertaste if one paid close enough attention.
The Demon lowered himself, hands tenderly cupping Kazumi's cheeks, thumbs brushing away any blood his sleeves might have smeared. His touch was warm — too warm, warmer than any human's should be. ❝ I know because there's a reason I was sent here . . . ❞ he paused for dramatic effect, waiting to see how Kazumi would react. And —
Perfect, there it was. Kazumi already ' guessed ' he was an angel. He didn't even have to plant the idea with elaborations and convincing. This was going to be even easier than he thought. His smile widened, revealing pristine pearly teeth — all too amiable for the sinister intentions behind them.
❝ You got that right. I'm on a holy mission because something terrible has been happening on earth . . . ❞ the smile dropped, brows frowning, faux concern spreading across his face. ❝ The humans have been suffering greatly at the hands of . . . abusers, ❞ pronounced like it was a dirty, dirty word. ❝ When you put down one . . . I felt it. Heaven felt it. I think . . . we may have found our chosen one. Someone who can help save earth. ❞
Another long, heavy pause. Then he leaned in, voice softening into something almost reverent. ❝ There are others suffering like you. You're the first to free yourself . . . and you can be the one to free them, too. Do you understand ? ❞
The softness in his voice was a lie.
The hope he offered was bait.
And he hoped Kazumi would reach for it.
It had been ages since someone had touched him so gently. No violence, no punishment, a sincere and gentle gesture that he had missed, something he forgot could feel this good. Kazumi was almost ready to cry again, but he didn't want to appear too weak in front of this angel. Maybe crying in front of an angel was okay, but to him it felt wrong. He wanted to seem strong and capable for this holy mission.
Maybe he should've questioned the stranger's motive.
No one would fault him for having questions, but Kazumi had spent all his life alone, used by the people around him; any suggestion that there might be a better way to live, a way out of the pain and into something more beautiful and peaceful, all these ideas needed to be real to him. An angel appeared to him; it had to be real, because if it wasn't, he was just a murderer.
There was so much to process; his brain was still grappling with the act he had committed, now with an angel appearing, so much he was finding out. Then again, throughout history, people have been visited by angels, and things had turned out okay; why would this be any different?
Wordlessly, Kazumi embraced the angel, burying his face in his chest, such a warm body, a real body, he didn't feel this strange numb coldness anymore. In his head the angel was melting away the pain, keeping him safe.
He looked up "I... I want to help." Kazumi spoke "I need to help people. No one should be exploited like me. No one."

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So I'm thinking of rebranding as a multi muse
I have a lot of character ideas and I feel that getting more to play with will be the thing that will get my creative juices flowing! And don't worry, Deadboy is of course gonna be still here!
I'm sick at home so I'm gonna share the character ideas I got so far
Thief for hire with cybernetic augmentation (against his will)
Bisexual party boy who wants to destroy himself
Librarian who is unknowingly the reincarnation of an eldritch being and is haunted by faceless figures
Deadboy, of course, is going to be here
So I'm thinking of rebranding as a multi muse
I have a lot of character ideas and I feel that getting more to play with will be the thing that will get my creative juices flowing! And don't worry, Deadboy is of course gonna be still here!
Hawk gave a soft shake of his head. "A hundred? You could ask for more than that, Kaz." He lead the other back towards his place, opening the door and nodding for the younger man to join him. His apartment was small, but well furnished. It was clear that money wasn't much of an issue for him.
Opening his wallet, Hawk pulled out a a few hundreds and handed them over to the younger man. "Here. Keep the tip for yourself. You wanna take a shower?" He kicked his shoes off and moved to sit on the couch. He relaxed back, kicking his feet up and lounging around.
While he might have been paying for the other's time, but he didn't plan on treating Kazumi the way the boy surely expected. He didn't need to be paying for sex and the last thing he wanted was to make the other feel uncomfortable on his one night off.
Kazumi stood in the apartment not quite sure what to do. He was faced with a strange situation here. Should he shower? He has had moments where he trusted the wrong person and let his guard down, but he wanted to believe that not everyone was like that, that people would be kind to him just for the sake of it.
So he sat down, feeling vulnerable, afraid.
"I..." Kazumi paused, looking down at his lap, "I'm actually kind of hungry." What a stupid time to notice that he hadn't eaten all night, that his stomach was a painful void.
"My..." no, he couldn't say it, he didn't want his boyfriend to seem like a monster, he loved him after all, even if he was the one who told him not to eat before going out on the road ", I don't eat before I work. I need to look good for clients."
❝ I always pick a Britney Spears song. ❞ He raised both hands immediately, already bracing for judgment. ❝ Yeah, yeah, I know — pop sucks. But who the hell sings Godsmack at Karaoke ? ❞
Though with Kazumi tagging along, he may have to weigh his choices. Especially after Kazumi mentioned interest in a duet. His face scrunched into a frown. ❝ Really ? I've sung with someone else a few times. Sometimes with my friends. And a couple of times with my hateful wife . . . ❞ His hand waved. ❝ Back when she was not so hateful. When we first fell in love, before reality smacked us both in the face. ❞ He paused. ❝ We were also very drunk. ❞
Dude ushered Kazumi inside. The lights were bright, the music loud, and drunk people everywhere were already dancing their asses off. Dude sighed with content, like a man who had just came home from a long day of labor.
❝ Maybe we can also get very drunk and sing that Britney Spears song with Madonna. Me Against The Music, if you can keep up with it. ❞
It felt right, to actually go out and have fun. When was the last time he did that?
"I hope you don't mind me singing Limp Bizkit," he chuckled "yeah, I unironically like them. Don't judge me." he never actually shared what kind of music he liked with anyone. Despite his cute appearance, Kazumi loved hard, angry music, including metal, nu-metal, and grunge.
"But, you know, I hope you do sing Godsmack. That would be fun."
This whole place seemed like a different dimension. People were happy. Having fun, though it was bittersweet. He knew this wouldn't last. None of this could last.
"I don't want to get too drunk, you can drink though." he still had to work his second job, even after this.
//people have been talking about OCS and I wanna throw an old character I had in the mix: gentleman thief who steals for the love of the game or if he's paid to do so.
Lives fast and doesn't care if he dies cause he fucking hates himself
Potential faceclaim maybe 🤔🤔

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//people have been talking about OCS and I wanna throw an old character I had in the mix: gentleman thief who steals for the love of the game or if he's paid to do so.
Lives fast and doesn't care if he dies cause he fucking hates himself
Officially going low activity!
Heya everyone, I decided to mark my account as low activity! I'll still be on, just not as frequently and sometimes I might dip for a bit longer! I'll still be available to chat OOC via Tumblr IM and will be lurking on the dashboard, even if I'm not replying as quick.
Nothing happened irl, or on here, or something, I'm just hyperfixated on other projects. Mostly fanfics, but I'm also working on a novel, and I really have to lock tf in.
I still wanna talk and interact with all y'all, that's why I'm making this big announcement.
Thanks for y'alls understanding <3