Major Project (Assessment task 2)
In my continuation from the previous task in which I spoke about the Syrian crisis as I understood it from the personal experiences of my parents, I sought to investigate another nearby issue which my father has also shared grievance with me over; the severe restriction of food supplies to the Palestinian people in Israeli-occupied territories, particularly the Gaza strip. Israelâs response after Hamas won the Palestinian legislative elections in 2006 is best summed up by the alleged quote from Israeli official Dov Weissglass: âThe idea is to put Palestinians on a diet, but not make them die of hungerâ. While he may deny having made this remark, the âRed Linesâ document, compiled by the security establishment and Israeli Ministry of Health which reveals the necessary amount of food trucks to enter Gaza to meet the minimum standards for caloric consumption, creates grim contrast to the amount of trucks actually being allowed into the strip. On average, only 67 of the necessary 170 supply trucks were allowed in daily from 2007-2010. Additionally, products such as hummus and fresh meat were forbidden, and large amounts of food were often left to spoil in the sun during points of their transference.
Before I made a solid decision to explore this concept in depth I had personally become heavily inspired by the kitschy aesthetic of internet gifs, particularly those with transparent backgrounds that allow the user to paste them like animated stickers over blogs, pictures, movies and more resulting in the accumulation of unrelated, excessively colorful gifs that detract from the original subject and give the whole scene a very distinctive, trashy, aesthetic. While experimenting in their use for concealment over various political videos I discovered the world of spinning 3D food gifs on Tumblr and was immediately fascinated by their allure; food made useless through its unattainability yet given a new context through its contemporary aesthetic. I immediately made a mental link between these intangible existences of food to my fatherâs descriptions of the restrictions placed on Gaza which further increased my interest.
The growth of the 3D modelling industry has been accompanied by the emergence of many new aesthetics. In relation to 3d food products alone, their depictions range from the aforementioned bizarre, blocky, spinning gifs of mundane snacks to luxurious, highly realistic scenes that are as fantastical as the images seen in that of cooking magazine spreads. In this field there exist transformed notions of the Classical artistic depictions of still life; the appreciation of the simple natural forms, as well demonstrations of skill, wealth and extravagance. I immediately set about learning how to use the modelling  program âBlenderâ in order to create my own scene, seeking to communicate a scene detached from reality in relation to the revelation of all the food products that had failed to materialize within Gaza.
The process of creating the final scene was very difficult, new challenges and possibilities presenting themselves as I gained a better understanding of the technology were constantly transforming my ideas. For example, the process of texturing and coloring all my models was more complicated than I expected and had varied success on different objects; I painted many of my own textures in Photoshop and found some of my models rendered with surprising realism while others became plastic like, or due to some unidentifiable error were incredibly distorted. I incorporated this into my final work by leaving the glitches on some objects untouched, and covering other objects (including the forbidden meat product) in âloadingâ images to further this sense of withdrawal. Following this there was the challenge of setting the lighting and angles for the scene; I created four different images, each with slightly varying angles and lighting set ups. In the end I used a combination of low, subtle warm lighting in combination with a cold aqua shade cast over the table to achieve a natural and realistic yet solemn effect.Â
My project does not explore remedies for the injustices occurring in the Israeli occupied territories; possibilities of resolution there seem scarce unless the occupation is ended. Instead, my artwork serves as a memorial of sorts for the promises, and basic human rights that were left unfulfilled. The lighting of the scene suggests a setting sun; the ending of one injustice upon its revelation that may well filter into another violation of the Palestinian peoplesâ quality of life. The Palestinian âdietâ has since been unraveled and an authority of Qatar has offered millions of dollars in aid (the first time this has occurred by a head of state since 1999) but we must wonder what further documents and objectives exist in secrecy to punish and discourage efforts for freedom, undeniably a deliberate intention of Israeli authorities considering Gazaâs history of contaminated water supplies, power station bombings and prohibited farming areas. Change is happening slowly as more people recognize the Israeli occupation as an invasion, yet for now, like the loading textures in my artwork suggest, we must wait.