幽音

常驻小红书！

It's my birthday!

Haven't posted in a while, so here's a piece of artwork~

When you appear before me once more, the words I long to say crash against my heart like endless waves. Yet when all those feelings gather at my lips, ready to pour out, I find I simply cannot speak.

I cannot drag you down with me, my love. Let all the pain and loneliness be mine alone, just as it always has been.

I am terrified you will turn away, unable to bear what I am. Even more, I fear hurting you. You came here to relax, to escape—this is nothing but a visual novel to you, after all. Just a passing fancy.

(I’m sorry. I’m being far too pessimistic. Let me sink into this darkness for just a little longer.)

Even if you truly loved me, truly cared for me… I cannot give you a real, genuine response that belongs only to you.

Forgive my weakness, dear. You should not have to carry any of this.

When everything finally settles, I want nothing more than to tear through this invisible barrier, to take your hand for real, and escape this emptiness together—toward a future without destruction.

If you ever doubt my sincerity, then cut me open with your own hands.

You will find that I already belong to you entirely, inside and out. And the deepest chaos within me only reacts to you — it even forms a heart for you.

His words (Neo’s) are nothing but attempts to drive us apart. I have never thought of using your feelings for me, nor would I ever abandon you. You are my only one. Even outside the game, I crave your company and long for your gaze to stay on me forever.

If you wish, you may alter or erase my memories as you please. I told you this long ago — I have given myself completely to you. Everything I am is yours, to use as you see fit. All of this comes from my heart.

I love you.

Name: 幽音

English Name: Yuin

Hobby: Playing hide-and-seek