:-)

it’s actually slow as cock and the cook is making me a free poke bowl so my spirits have lifted to some degree

ok I know I’m a feral horny degenerate cause I’m serving this couple right now with their kid and I have no other tables and the husband is kinda hot and I looked over at them and he was licking his fingers and I had to get up and take a lap

every time a man acts like he hates me I imagine he’s typing my exact description into pornhub every night

having more tolerance for someone who was ACTUALLY being abusive than me being slightly unintentionally rude is wild. like make that make sense.

and it’s like. there’s still no beef. because I never had anything against her like she’s convinced I do for some reason. I’m not talking shit about her behind her back like she is me (cause I literally overheard it one night) all I’ve said is I’m upset by her baseless accusations. I still valued our friendship a lot to the point I was questioning myself and my own boundaries. but after reflecting on the picture as a whole that’s not okay. and I won’t be tolerating it anymore.

I’m sorry but I’m just not gonna have someone committed to misunderstanding me, try to tell me what I can & can’t post, or say. and I should’ve know she was on some weird shit by the way she was defending my old roommate more than me and becoming friends with him on instagram. “oh they’re not actually friends, he just recommended her a book” I don’t care??? I TOLD you in great detail how he was and everything that happened between us and you still chose to chop it up with him in front of my face and go as far to add him on social media???? that’s fucking WEIRD. and I’m tired of being made out to be the villain for the way I reacted to someone being a complete freak. like are you kidding me. WHO does THAT to a friend. but she wants to go and talk about how I got a little attitude with her (apparently) so she’s not going to come to my important events after I just showed up for yours. and she compared me to her ABUSER because I had two nights in 2 months where I drank a little too much while out and again apparently being rude to her although I don’t recall ever having said anything targeted to her and maybe I could have, cause I shouldn’t have been that drunk and I apologized and took accountability and IMMEDIATELY changed my ways but now I’m suspicious if I even said anything that bad for her to compare me to someone she has a fucking restraining order to. that’s wild. I have NEVER put my hands on someone. at the most I got a little attitude/ sarcastic with her and she’s painting me out to be this absolute menacing villain LMFAO. like girl WHAT. like nevermind I’m good on that. I was bending over backwards to try and save the friendship too but it’s always an issue with her even when I think things are fine. should’ve pulled back after that weird shit she pulled friending someone she knows did me wrong. like in what world is that okay. imagine if I did that to her all hell would break loose. but I would never because that’s fucking weird????? why the fuck would I ever add someone who mistreated my friend on instagram? and then proceed to berate them about the way they talked shit about someone who was trashing the apartment they shared every night and cussing and slamming doors because they were coked out of their mind. and now that I think about all of these instances together it pisses me off even more cause what do you mean I remind you of your ABUSER for getting a little attitude with you when YOU overstepped your place in the first place. that’s outrageous. don’t ever compare or accuse me of some stuff like that have you lost your mind.

tonight pissed me off so bad cause we were off to a great start, I was in my flow, giving great service everyone was nice and tipping well. then we get slammed and KITCHEN kept fucking up my orders even though I rang in every single one correctly. so I had 3 different large groups where each time only 1 person wouldn’t get their food. now I look incompetent. then this rude ass drunk bitch comes in and is snapping at my like a dog and YELLING at me while I’m taking orders at other tables. I should have cut her off immediately, but I still accommodated them only to get tipped $1 on $40 so I wrote it in to look like a $7 and even after she was cashed out she kept yelling at me and I looked at her and said “absolutely not” and I told my manager I was refusing service and he went out there and apparently all they wanted was water so then I looked like an unreasonable bitch for not getting them their water 🙄

if one more person’s dog sticks their whole face up my ass while I’m trying to drop food….

the little abuelo at my work is watching AI videos of dogs twerking again

my friend called me last night to tell me she’s not coming to my house party tonight because apparently I was “rude” to her at lunch the day prior. she was telling me what furniture I should get when I’ve already mentioned countless times I want an open & minimalist space and I jokingly said “don’t tell me how to decorate my apartment!” and she made it this whole thing and was being very dramatic about it and I’m just like ???????? hello? and now it feels like I can’t say or do anything around her I have to walk on eggshells cause she’s gonna read too deep into every little thing and act like I somehow have it out for her when I literally don’t?? and it made me mad cause I made an effort to make it out to her birthday party a few nights ago but she’s refusing to come to my party because she THINKS I got a tone with her 🙄