i. on earth we're briefly gorgeous, ocean vuong // ii. the meeting on the turret stairs, frederic william burton // iii. the chronicles of narnia: prince caspian (2008) // iv. "waiting for this story to end before i begin another" jan heller levi // v. "they are hostile nations" margaret atwood // vi. hug, carlos blanco artero // vii. @/nixscriptum // "how long will you demand i love you?" margaret atwood // viii. the lord of the rings: the return of the king (2003) x the chronicles of narnia: prince caspian (2008) // ix. norwegian wood, haruki murakami // x. nona the ninth, tamsyn muir // xi. "a not admitting of the wound (1188)" emily dickinson // xii. commission detail (2016), alexandra jean auger // xiii. art hug, iris hageman // xiv. "the five stages of grief" linda pastan // xv. a grief observed, c.s. lewis // xvi. the chronicles of narnia: prince caspian (2008) // xvii. mabel podcast 23 "bull in the maze" // xviii. "little beast" richard siken // xix. the lord of the rings: the return of the king (2003) // xx. "romeo & juliet" indigo girls' cover