Shibe

“I’ve survived through what I thought was the end of the world before, I’m going to make it through this too.”

“Sometimes I am a doormat but not because I am naive. It’s because I think the other person needs to step on me or else they will lose their balance and fall. I think I can endure it until they find solid ground and I do. But if they stand there lesuirely to clean theiry dirty, muddy shoes, then guess what? I am human and I am going to walk away. No, I won’t throw mud all overthem as pay back. I’d rather shower first. Wash myself off of their selfish aura. After which I don’t want to get my hands dirty and the truth is, I have much faith in karma. So I walk away but not with their footprints on my face…rather, my stride is more confident now, my feet are more firm.”

“I feel very small. I don’t understand. I have so much courage, fire, energy, for many things, yet I get so hurt, so wounded by small things.”

“I’m so tired of eating all of my unspoken words”

“One day you will meet someone who will be greater than all your fears. You have always been afraid all your life. You have always lived life calmly, safely and in your comfort zone. You have always dwell and got contented in a small space- the space that you have given yourself along with all your fears. All your life, you have always been afraid. Fears are rumbling in your head. Fears of falling in love, fears of giving a big part of yourself, fears of being with someone and sharing your life with, fears of giving your time with anyone else, fears of compromising a part of you, fears of believing in yourself and fears of experiencing other things that life offers. But one day, I tell you, you will meet someone who will make you go out of your zone, live life ecstatically and make you experience the happiness of freeing yourself with fears. There will be this someone who will be there to take away all your fears, who will prove you that there is more to life than dwelling in your own little bubble and I tell you, this someone will turn your life upside down. He will make you see another side of the world that you have never seen, he will make you feel real emotions that you never thought existed, he will make you feel what happiness is, he will make you feel how is it to be in love every day, he will make you discover yourself more, he will make you free, conquer the world and leave your fears behind, along with that, he will be beside you, always. It will be hard for you to adjust and elevate your life to an all new level because you already got use to your routines and practices. But he won’t stop for sure, he will guide and push you to go beyond your limits and from there you will see another way to live your life, you will get to know yourself even more, you will grow, you will discover that your strong, you will learn how to face your fears and most of all you will see how life can be a lot more beautiful. By that time comes, he will be worth it for sure.”