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Sometimes I think I haven’t gotten that fat then I look at pics of myself before and realise what a fat ass I’ve become 🐷.

I’ve always yo yo’d with gaining, putting on a few kilos only to lose it all, but I’ve really done a number these last few months and packed it on 😮‍💨.

Now sitting at 110kg (242lbs) I had one of those moments a few weeks ago where I wanted to lose it all again and get back to the physique on the left, but the weight doesn’t seem to want to go. My brain has been rewired, I’m addicted to food now, and exercise is so much harder. I think I’ve gone too far this time and I can’t turn back.

It’s crazy to think that I used to get up and go to the gym every morning at 5am and plan out my meals. Now I sleep in and stuff my face all day, going to the gym a couple times a week. Tbh I definitely enjoy the latter more 😅.

I guess it’s time to give up thinking I’ll ever get back to being the guy on the left, I’m a fat boy now and there’s not denying or hiding it, especially when my friends and colleagues have all noticed my new tits and belly jiggling under my clothes. I was a little embarrassed the first couple of times it was pointed out but I’m used to it now. I kind of love it when people bring it up because it gives me a sense of satisfaction knowing I really have chubbed out.

So I guess this is it, I’m going to keep enjoying stuffing my face and watch my body grow. Face getting rounder, tits and belly hanging lower, body getting softer and my junk slowly swallowed by my gluttonous habits. Side note, it’s actually so hot watching how much smaller my junk has gotten from getting fat, I’ve lost almost 2 inches so far.