Im Learning How To Live Again

I want you to scoop me up in a hug after a long day at work and I want you to be scared of me moving into a dorm out of fear of spending less time with me. I want passion outside of sex. I want to feel wanted like I want you it’s as simple as that. Why don’t you want me back. Why can’t it be you? I’m not ready to let go.

Relationships are there to teach you things about yourself so that you have a companion to journey with you along your path. Sometimes your paths are leading to the same place. Sometimes there not. I think that you have to be true to yourself to stay on your path. And if each person in your relationship does not stay true to themselves, even if your paths are leading in the same direction they either aren’t able to keep up or are choosing a path that’s not their authentic selfs. A mistake with love comes from the saying “ you can’t wait forever for someone” because YES YOU CAN. The real question is what’s more worth it to you (not what is easier but) what is more important to you your future and happiness or potentially waiting forever for someone. Relationships are a choice you are choosing that person every single second of every day that you are with them.

You are everything to me. So what am I without you.

I hope I work this out but as for right now. I just want to give up.

Never enough.