You know how much it hurts and you just keep doing it and I don't know what to do any more

Protip, if you're dating someone with body dysmorphia don't compare their body to celebrities. I don't care if you think I have a nicer face and ass than someone, all my brain tells me is that everything else about my body is worse than them and it's all I can think about for days. Use your brain.

Someone who I considered one of my best friends is trying to push her way between my boyfriend and I, she told him last night that I kissed someone and 1. I wasn't drunk so I remember everything that happened and 2. I just had to message the person in question because apparently I'm not trustworthy now. I can't believe she's doing this after almost four years of friendship, I don't even want to speak to her anymore let alone go out together on tuesday as we have planned