i sighed after the phone call i had with the mystery number, i didnt expect a call from them, but i felt scared and nervous
at the same time i was elated at the fact i received a call about my singing abilities
yuki came into my room and laid her head on my shoulder looking at the mess of balled up papers on my floor
i nodded and showed her and she chuckled
āthis has no meaningā
i tore the paper out and threw it on the floor with the others and sighed once more
ātake this as you will but maybe itāll help to write about vernonā
i raised my eyebrow and turned slightly to yuki and thought about it
writing about vernon hasnāt crossed my mind and im not opposed to it
āmaybe i should try that yuki, thank youā
yuki kissed my cheek and ran off
āi know you like to write alone so call my name if you need meā
i smiled softly and shook my head at my roommate but was deeply thankful for her suggestion
soon as my pen hit my paper, i wrote so many curse words i surprised myself and shook my head and tore out that page
āi just keep writing curses, you deserve itā
i gasped and ran to my drawer and decided to make a song based off of this and the letter i written about vernon not necessarily to give to him because i didnt want him to know how i truly felt about him
i reread the letter and turned the words into lyrics and was pretty satisfied with how it turned out and called yuki into my room
āwhatās up buttercupā
she took the lyrics on my paper and read it and nearly screamed
āthis is so good, send it to themā
i yawned into my hand and nodded āwill do, thank you yukiā
yuki noticed how sleepy i was and decided to type and email the song for me and i told her i would pay her back
for helping me with life and with all of the blank pages of potential songs
