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I answer the question on my online H.W. and get the answer wrong. I'm told it's wrong. It is not explained to me how, why, or where I went wrong. Simply that I am. Comparatively, when I have physical homework assignments, I get them handed back with quick jots of criticisms (a necessary evil for learning), and I'm left to interpret whatever's on my paper in order to improve. Improvement from these small few word responses is not only expected, but necessary so that the foundation of my information we'll build upon in class isn't warped.

Either way, I end up wrong and without a clue of why. They have office hours, and tutor-halls. I go to them, and learn equally nothing from the current-students-turned-tutors. They work in the ELA/Science/Math/etc. department, not under my teacher. The questions I have about my teacher's specific directives or requests are left unanswered in exchange for general rules. Speaking to my teacher themself only results in speaking with a stressed, tired 40-to-60-something year-old, who simply wants a relaxing paid break instead of office hours. I ask questions, and get rude, confusing responses. I stop asking questions.

In class, other students are struggling. Our teacher simply treats us all like we're unprepared, or mentally incapable of completing the assigned tasks. Students forget assignments in one subject just to do an all-nighter studying for an exam in another class. A catch-22 of which classes you can lose your good grades in.

At the end of the day, I'm left being told "that was your responsibility! Not mine!". "You are supposed to know your course requirements for your degree, required course hours, which teachers are better rated, where the classroom is on campus, etc", says my appointed academic guidance counselor. "You were supposed to read the syllabus, check online for homework, check in person for homework, pay attention at all points throughout class, actively participate, take notes, be quiet, give feedback, ask questions, email us before missing class, only miss class if you're sick, etc" says my teacher. "You're supposed to take care of yourself, brush your teeth, brush your hair, take showers, eat regularly, drink enough water, keep good posture, exercise, etc" says my doctor. "You're supposed to make time for friends, make time for love, meet new people, focus on yourself, think about what you want, take care of yourself mentally, hug your friends, make good friends, learn coping mechanisms, use coping mechanisms, process trauma, etc" says my counselor.

I know, these things are reasonable requests. I should be able to do them, according to most people. Why do I always end up feeling like I don't have enough time? Like I don't know what to do? Why are so many things expected of me? How can I possibly do all of them?

I think that it's morally a dick move to make content with the intent of making money.

Is this a justifiable moral belief?

Here's some arguments I could come up with that are against content creation with the goal of profit:

It can waste people's time with clickbait for a video the person isn't interested in watching. It can set a dangerous precedent for what is accepted as content, possibly promoting dangerous, illegal, or immoral activities in the name of mass production & mass consumption. If too much is produced, it makes it impossible to find content created without money as a primary goal

Some arguments for the side agreeing with content creation for profit:

If veiwers dislike the content, they can simply give it a negative rating through dislikes or other means, letting it all sort out in the algorithms. If content or media on youtube is being consumed in order to kill time, wasting people's time is irrelevant as long as it can satisfy their need for a distraction. People also need to make money to have the necessities to survive, so allowing someone to do that through even a minimally creative format produces not only a more fufilling occupation, but potentially a higher quality product if done with care.

Overall, I'm not sure how to feel. I think this is possibly a good example of order vs conflict sociology, though.

I fall for clickbait too easily, but I am equally starved for genuine content.

Sure, in the real world you'd be homeless, but ideally also able to get a job in some form unless society outside is completely unlike life inside. Become a political campaign activist for stopping future Truman Shows from happening, go on TV and maybe get some local support for what you went through, maybe even sue?