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sometimes the self hatred is so huge that I don't even know what do to, I just lay there, I can't even cry

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istg how can moms be so manipulative.

After commenting on what I ate today (which she knows is a thing that hurts me and makes me wanna die), she came in my room with a sad face and was like "are you mad at me?🥺"

AND NOW I FEEL SORRY

I binge <==> I hate myself

A three steps realization:

1. I realize that to have a good relationship with food I have to stop hating myself

2. but I hate myself bc I binge

3. so to stop hating myself I have to have a normal relationship with food

(repeat in an endless cycle)

#just ed thoughts #tw ed things #just ed stuff #tw weight #ed #binge

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If I wanted your opinion I would ask 😐

cuscuscuscus

my mom endlessly worrying about how I cant have romantic feelings towards everyone when I have at least 6 other psychological problems (which she (and my dad) caused)

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when not being able to feel anything towards anyone is literally the only thing that I do not worry about in my life. Like please listen to me just once or at least don't speak about my issues if the only thing you know to do is to worsen them

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my mom endlessly worrying about how I cant have romantic feelings towards everyone when I have at least 6 other psychological problems (which she (and my dad) caused)

TW violence(?)

my parents making comments on how I eat makes me want to fucking rip their faces open

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it’s crazy because i was fine last week but now that i know how much i weigh i feel so much worse. i feel like i’m wearing it like a sign on my forehead like everyone can see. i feel like everybody knows and i’ve just found out

overwhlmeed

:)

baby-willow

!! i hate myself !! my body is so gross !! lol !!

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※I fucked it all up I fuck it all up it's all my fault※ ※I fucked it all up I fuck it all up it's all my fault※ ※I fucked it all up I fuck it all up it's all my fault※ ※I fucked it all up I fuck it all up it's all my fault※ ※I fucked it all up I fuck it all up it's all my fault※ ※I fucked it all up I fuck it all up it's all my fault※ ※I fucked it all up I fuck it all up it's all my fault※ ※I fucked it all up I fuck it all up it's all my fault※ ※I fucked it all up I fuck it all up it's all my fault※ ※I fucked it all up I fuck it all up it's all my fault※ ※I fucked it all up I fuck it all up it's all my fault※ ※I fucked it all up I fuck it all up it's all my fault※ ※I fucked it all up I fuck it all up it's all my fault※ ※I fucked it all up I fuck it all up it's all my fault※ ※I fucked it all up I fuck it all up it's all my fault※ ※I fucked it all up I fuck it all up it's all my fault※ ※I fucked it all up I fuck it all up it's all my fault※ ※I fucked it all up I fuck it all up it's all my fault※ ※I fucked it all up I fuck it all up it's all my fault※ ※I fucked it all up I fuck it all up it's all my fault※ ※I fucked it all up I fuck it all up it's all my fault※ ※I fucked it all up I fuck it all up it's all my fault※ ※I fucked it all up I fuck it all up it's all my fault※ ※I fucked it all up I fuck it all up it's all my fault※ ※I fucked it all up I fuck it all up it's all my fault※ ※I fucked it all up I fuck it all up it's all my fault※ ※I fucked it all up I fuck it all up it's all my fault※ it's all my fucking fault it always is

syubangel

TO UKRAINIAN FRIENDS

If you are looking for an emergency exit from Ukraine, Poland will open EIGHT safety points on the border with Ukraine (you will get warm food, medical help and from there you will be guided to safety) in two of our voivodeships: lubuskie and podkarpackie. It is confirmed by the Polish Secretary of State in the Chancellery of the Prime Minister, Paweł Szefernaker.

SOURCES:

https://www.rp.pl/konflikty-zbrojne/art35748991-szefernaker-na-granicy-z-ukraina-powstaja-punkty-recepcyjne-dla-uchodzcow

https://www.wprost.pl/polityka/10633681/polska-reaguje-na-agresje-rosji-na-ukraine-powstana-punkty-dla-uchodzcow.html

I've marked those voivodeships on the map!

Please share because it can save lives!!!!!!

syubangel

EDIT: THERE WILL BE NINE SAFETY POINTS IN THE FOLLOWING PLACES: Dorohusk, Dołhobyczów, Zosin, Hrebenne, Korczowa, Medyka, Budomierz, Krościenko and in Przemyśl organized on the train station.

SOURCE: https://www.gazetaprawna.pl/wiadomosci/kraj/artykuly/8365281,punkty-recepcyjne-granica-z-ukraina-uchodzcy.html

Help i cant find a way to get carrot hunger on Android, i cant find the apk anywhere😭😭😭 help pls

#just ed stuff #th11nspo #weightloss #tw weight #model thin #thinsppi #thinspiracja #thinspx #thinspu #carrot hunger #carrot app

this post probably won't be seen by anyone because I'm inactive butttt who has been like me in a loooong binge cycle and wants to get back in track with me? :)))

#just ed stuff #th11nspo #tw weight #weightloss #model thin #thinspiracja #thinspx #thinspu

had another conversation with my family about how their actions and words ruined my relationship with food and they still refuse to acknowledge lmao what did I expect anyways. I only wish I wasn't this bad at doing this fcking thing so I could get actually sickly thin and show them what they actually did, but I am a failure even at this

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so there's this guy and we basically decided to be friends with benefits and ofc I Want to but I really don't get how he would want to have s*x with me, so I'm really anxious because even if we have been talking for like two years, because of the pandemic we only met twice, and what if he finds out right before we are having s*x that I'm a whale and he doesn't want to anymore. kinda freaking out rn

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he dumped me LMAO

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