maybe its the quarantine but it got me thinking about forced semi-captivity scenarios and then that turned into boarding school lmao.
this is going to be a little series i think, documenting the progression of a trans boy becoming his all boys boarding schoolās rape slut :> this part is about the roommate.
NOTE: there is some stuff about the fact that he has a vagina being a secret and this being used as blackmail but there is absolutely no transphobia. never at any point is there invalidation of his gender. this is entirely divorced from the concept of gender as a whole.
enjoy :> btw let me know if i should put this under a read more. idk if iāll have to make my account dashboard only at some point and i dunno if read mores work? this came out a lot longer than i thought it would lol
warnings: molestation, somnophilia, non-consensual touching, blackmail. ages whatever you want them to be lol
your hands tremble slightly with anticipation as you gaze down at my vulnerable, sleeping form. iād told you something that day that no one else in the school knew, and though at the time youād listened, even giving me a smile, you couldnāt get it off your mind. you needed to see for yourself.
iām wrapped up in a cocoon of blankets around my torso and shoulders, like always, but you only need access to my lower half. you gingerly sit on my bed, waiting a moment to make sure i donāt stir before peeling back the duvet, slowly and deliberately, your eyes taking in more of my body as itās revealed.
you feel like you shouldāve known. iām not dainty by any means, but i am pretty short. i have dark, curly hair on my arms and legs like you, but my hips flare out wide. youād appreciated what youād seen of my body, since you did like the look of me, but youād assumed iād just had a fuller figure than most. but knowing youād been so close to a pussy all this time⦠it makes something flare up inside of you. you feel almost giddy with nervous excitement as you pull the covers down past my knees, eyes on my crotch. iām on my side, full, plush thighs pressed together, and whatever reservations youād felt about doing this are gone.
you reach for me, then stop for a moment, biting your lip as you try to think this through. you donāt want to wake me up, you just want a look. youāve never seen one in person. youāll just pull my pajama pants down, take a peek, then fix me back up and go back to sleep. iāll never know. this doesnāt change anything. iām still your roommate, and iām obviously still a boy, just a boy with a pussy. and i donāt have to be aware that youāve seen it.
reassured, you place one hand on my shoulder and slide the other one between my knees, then slowly, gently, push me over onto my back. i sigh, but my body moves pliantly, my legs falling open with the help of your hands. you inhale excitedly at the sight of my parted thighs and can feel blood begin to fill out your cock. youād be embarrassed for getting horny so fast, but no oneās there to witness it, not even me. iām still fast asleep.
you want to touch, just to see what it feels like when thereās no cock and balls to fill out that space, but you resist the urge. youāre just here to look. so you avoid putting your hands between my thighs and reach for the waistband of my pajama pants instead. you could probably pull them and my underwear down enough to look inside without actually having to get them down my legs. just really quick.Ā
you pinch the elastic of my pants and my underwear in your fingers and slowly pull it away from my body and down a bit, leaning over to peer inside, holding your breath.
the room is dark, but you can still see the shape of my cunt pretty clearly. it looks different than you thought it would, not like anything youāve seen in porn. my lips are soft and puffy, but between them is what looks like a little cock, about an inch long, youād guess, jutting out clearly and prominently. itās weird looking. you wonder, do trans guys grow penises?
you glance back up at my face again. still asleep. thereās no way you can stop here. you have to check this out. and if youāre not going to touch me, then you need a clearer view.
with a bit of slow and careful maneuvering, you get my bottoms down past my ass and to my mid-thighs. with my legs straightened, you can hardly see my cunt, so you pull further.Ā
fuck it, you think. youāll put them back. you throw the covers back and tug my bottoms off my feet, leaving me naked from the waist down, and set them aside.
my pussy is bare, right in front of you. your heart is pounding. being mindful of my reactions (or lack thereof), you gently tip my legs apart again, bending them at the knee to spread them further. youāre mesmerized by the sight of my slit parting the more you spread my legs, revealing soft, pink insides, making your cock throb in your pants.Ā
you lean down a little to get a better look. i keep myself trimmed, leaving only a layer of short, closely-cut hair that you guess might feel like a kiwi to the touch. the little pseudo-dick transitions directly into minimal inner lips. thereās no clit that you can see, and you realize that the tiny cock youāre looking at must be my clit. you donāt know why it looks like that, but fuck, itās hot.
the inner lips extend downwards to my hole. you bite your lip. youāre a virgin, like me, and a lot of our classmates, but you can tell that my pussy would be ridiculously tight. you assume vaginas stretchā how else would they get fucked?ā but as it is now my tight little hole looks like its the width of your pinkie finger.Ā
you lean back. youāre getting harder by the second. iām totally soft and prone, unaware of whatās being done to my body, and that would probably stay the same as long as youāre careful. iāve slept through this much, right?
you quickly but gently brush two fingers down the folds of my cunt, then look up. i donāt respond. you do it again, but a little slower this time. there isnāt even a hitch in my breath.
you donāt pull your fingers away, instead pressing down lightly on my lips and pushing them apart. the hair feels fuzzy, like you thought it would. the slight pull on my skin spreads my inner lips as well, exposing more pink, glistening skin.Ā
you let go, moving upwards to flick your thumb over my clit, and watching as it springs back into place. this time, i finally react, and itās almost enough to have you launching yourself back to your side of the room. my thighs twitch a little, and my pussy clenches down, but after a moment i relax again. you do it again, but my body stays slack. you hadnāt even thought about my body physically responding, since you werenāt going to touch me in the first place. but now that youāve seen it, you want more. you want to see what happens to someone when their pussy is played with.
mimicking what you would do to yourself, you lightly pinch my little cock between your thumb and forefinger and rub back and forth. my cunt contracts again, much to your delight, and you can see my abdominal muscles tighten. i arch into the touch a little and let out a soft sigh.Ā
as you continue to rub my clit, you feel it fatten up a little under your fingers, poking out of its hood more. you try everything you can think of while watching to see what happens. you rub it between your fingers, you push it back and forth, you lightly tug on it, you pull back the hood and rub the head with your thumbā that one makes my whole body jump, and you decide to stay away from doing that again, even though it made your cock twitch.
but when you pull your fingers away, your attention momentarily drawn away from my clit, you see that iāve started to leak, dripping wetness down to my ass. youād been so focused on my clit-dick that you hadnāt thought about actually putting anything inside of me, even though thatās what pussies are for. thatās why they get wet. and if iām getting wet, i must want something inside.
you wonāt fuck me. youāve seen all the stuff about consent. that would be rape. but itās not a big deal if itās just a finger, you think. or two.
you lightly press the pad of your index finger against my hole, feeling it give a little, before pulling away. a string of slick connects your finger to my pussy, and you have to cup your erection with your free hand. you wonāt rape me, but fuck, you kind of want to.
you dip your index finger inside of me and let out a shaky exhale. iām so wet you can hear it, quiet sticky sounds of my pussy clinging to your finger, like itās trying to suck you in. you pull your finger out to spread the wetness along my slit before plunging back in, this time pumping it in and out at an increasing pace. your other hand is in your pants, now, rubbing your cock directly. you canāt help it. itās the hottest thing youāve ever seen, way hotter than any porn or magazine.Ā
you push your middle finger in. it stretches me slightly, and you donāt pay any mind to the crease in my eyebrows. youāre starting to breathe a little heavier, eyes fixated on my cunt as you finger fuck me. you no longer care about being careful; i might as well be a toy for you at this point. when i try to close my legs to ease the discomfort, you just push them back open again with your elbows. iām starting to stir, head tossing back and forth, and when you try to push in a third finger my eyes flutter open.
i blink at the ceiling for a moment, groggily regaining consciousness, but i feel a burning between my legs. i hiss and snap my thighs shut, but thereās an arm between them. i lift my head and see you, masturbating furiously while you finger my wet, aching cunt.
āw-what the fuck are you doing?ā i croak, my blood running cold and my stomach twisting itself into knots. your head snaps up, and the look in your eyes increases my panic tenfold. you look irritated, like i interrupted you.Ā āget off me! donāt touch me, please, donātāā
i try to push myself up and away from you, but you suddenly yank your fingers out of my cunt and shove me back down with a hand planted on my stomach.
ādo you want the school to know you have a pussy?ā you snap, and i look up at you, mouth hanging open in shock. you look surprised too, like you werenāt planning on saying that, but you double down on it.Ā āyou told me about it, itās only right you show it to me. come on. itās not a big deal. just stay down and be quiet, iām almost finished.ā
i donāt know what to do. iām completely shaken by the violation and betrayal, and on top of everything, iām horny. i donāt know how long youāve been touching me, but it feels like it mustāve been a long time. my pussy is hot and sensitive, and when you push your fingers back inā just two, thankfully not trying three againā it feels weird but good.Ā
iām trying to process whatās happening, dealing with my fight or flight instincts, but youāre right back to what you were doing, thrusting your fingers in and out while you jack yourself off, having pulled yourself out of your pants to masturbate openly. with nothing else to do, i begin to cry, laying limp on my back while you do what you want. i donāt want you to tell anyone else.
you donāt speak again, the only sounds being your labored breathing, the squelching of my cunt, and my soft cries. soon, your breathing tips up into a groan, and your cock shoots spurts of sickeningly warm cum onto my thighs and pussy.Ā
you go still, breathing heavily as you calm down from your orgasm and slowly stroking yourself while you watch your cum drip down my skin. i press my face, burning with humiliation, into my pillow so i donāt have to see you ogling me.Ā
you pull your fingers out of me and wipe them on a clean spot on my thigh. i feel you get up from the bed as you walk a little awkwardly to our bathroom to clean yourself off. youāre nice enough to come back with a box of tissues and set it next to me.
āā¦donāt tell anyone,ā you say after a while, voice a little rushed.Ā āitās not a big deal, okay? i just wanted to see. and now iāve seen. itās fine. nothingās changed. you donāt want anyone else to know, right?ā
youāre right. i donāt. itās not something iām ashamed of, itās justā itās personal. itās private. and it feels like thatās been ruined. but there isnāt anything i can do about it. besides, iām sure you wonāt do it again.Ā
i tell myself it couldāve been worse as i gingerly wipe myself down with tissues, embarrassed by how much of my own wetness i have to clean up. by the time iām done, youāre already back in bed and asleep. like nothing ever happened.
because nothing did happen. itās never being brought up again. i remind myself of that as i try to ignore my heated, empty pussy and fall back asleep. nothing happened.