Are You Thinking Of Me?

Thanks again for sticking with me you guys, like logging in and seeing all this just amazed me and I’m so grateful.

I know I’ve been pretty absent as of late (again, I know) but I’m doing my best to get back with it. I’ll start sporadically posting some mini S stories that have happened over the course of the last couple of months that I believe are worth sharing. But yeah, that’s my big update 😁 ilysm you guys, and thanks for sticking around!!

Omg I have a weakness for musicians so girl I feel youuuu. Honestly I would try chatting him up between now and your show so you’re more comfortable around him and then you can keep your composure during the show ;) but in all honesty, I would try just talking to him. Best of luck to you!! ❤️

I love this way too much like I would have just spontaneously combusted on the spot and it would have been SO worth it

Ok, so I'm a new follower and I see all theses 'TeacherConfessions'. So I want to share my weird 'triangle crush' with my two teacher crush. Lol, I was an 8th graders at the time Let's start with the 7th grade teacher. Let's call him Mr. L, he is a reading teacher who's classroom is 4 class rooms away from mine. All morning and till dismissal, I have a scheduled routine with him. I say morning to him and chat with him a bit, and chat with him more at dismissal. I'll give you somewhat a visual of what he looks like. Mr. L's race is white, he's tall, skinny, his spiky hair is so cute, and his smile😍. I.cannot.stop.staring.into.those eyes. His eyes are like my favorite part about him. He is so great at teaching and he has an inner child in him at times. I love when he offers me hugs. (I'm blushing rn) He one time asked my 8th grade writing teacher a question : What if everyone was just as like (My name) ? My 8th grade writing teacher responded with: Then I would love teaching everyday I'm like his favorite 8th graders, even though he never tought me. Yet he loves praising me too much. 😄 -------- But one encounter did affect me a bit when I stopped seeing him. I was busy with my math and science reagents (A New York thing), so I was kind of avoiding him since he was my main distractions. This took place outside when I was about to go back inside to go over rehearsals. The conversation when on like this: Me: *on my phone, with one headphone out* Mr. L: *Nearly walks past me, but makes eye contact with me* Mr. L: Hey (My name)! Long time no see stranger Me: *gives a small smile* Has it been that long? Mr. L: *wraps his arms around my shoulders and pulls me close for a side hug* I miss you. How come you I haven't been seeing you lately? At this time I was outside a little too late, so I had to get back inside. That's when we both started walking up the stairs. Me: Sorry, I've been busy with the math and science that exams. Ms. P told us that the science reagents was 3 IA's combined in one *tries to exaggerate* Mr. L: *gives me a reassuring smile* Don't worry I know for a fact your a great student. And I know you can pass this reagents, so don't put so much pressure on yourself. Ok? At this point I was giving him my full undivided attention. Something I don't normally do. But I would listen to what ever he said. Me: I know, but it's really hard when we have the real reagents in June, and the one we already took was a practice one. Which I'm sure I failed. *me trying to give off a dejected sad face* Mr. L: You know what?-- What's your favorite animal? Me: A dog Mr. L: Well your going to be the most fiercest and the most greatest dog to ever complete that reagents. I'll count on that. Me: *Me smiling softly because of how much of a goof he is* Thanks Mr. L, I needed that This is the point where we get to the top of the stairs, Mr. L just pulls me into a welcoming hug which was like 4 seconds but I enjoyed it. But mind you, he is tall and my short self can only reach to his torso. Dr he kind of has to bend down a bit to give me squeeze. This moment helped me realize how much I matters to him, even how distant we became. Now that I've fallen hard for him, it's so hard for me to make eye contact with him now.😖 -------- Thank you for reading this, I hope my teacher crush was enough to sustain you 😅

Girl I feel you!! That feel when you realize it’s more than just an infatuation is some complicated shit!! Honestly there’s two approaches to this. One thing you could do is just avoid him as much as you can and try to get over it, but what fun is that?? So your other option is to just have fun with this and get to know him and get close to him, that’s what I did!! I wish you the best of luck in your TC endeavours 😉❤️❤️

Bless your beautiful soul!! Seriously thank you so much for all the recommendations, it means a lot to see someone willing to help ❤️❤️❤️ I just slathered my hair in some coconut oil and I'm gonna leave it in overnight, and don't worry, I'll keep a bottle of hair-removal cream nearby if the rest of my hair decides to go crazy 😜 seriously, thank you again, this meant a lot and I appreciate all the suggestions!! Ilysm ❤️❤️❤️❤️

Sorry for my rant but I'm actually devastated, you guys. I've been walking with my head down all day and I've lost so much confidence just because of this stupid haircut. I'd really appreciate any help ❤️

GIRL I WISH OMG 😂 this actually made my life though like bless you for even thinking S and I were dating 🙏 but we’re just flirty (for now😏). Also welcome to my blog!! You’re in for a pretty crazy ride but it’s gonna be a good time I promiseeee!! Hope to hear more from you, all the love😁❤️❤️