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pile 1

energy check: this pile is for you if you feel like you’ve been having lack of direction recently and feeling disconnected from yourself, or even love. you may often worry about what your love life holds, therefore leaving you confused and not sure where to look for love. you could be feeling unworthy of love because in the past it wasn’t equal. the reason you have a disconnection to love and potential soulmates is because you may not have known how to give, or vice versa. you could have avoidant attachment or disorganized (anxious-avoidant) attachment… if this sounds like you, subscribe to read the rest !

pile 2

🔅veryyyyy long post ahead🌀

🧩hi lovely! this reading will cover who they are, their current feelings toward you, and how they’ll express their readiness. this post took me so so long to write, but i enjoyed reading for the collective! choose whatever image, number, energy, you feel the most connected to !☀️

. ݁₊ ⊹pile one

who is this?

the star, 7 of pentacles, 8 of wands

aquarius, taurus, sagittarius, gemini, 17, 7, 8

this person is someone who is very special to you! they’re literally a star in your life, someone you have a lot of hope and faith in. you feel as if you and this person are fated, spiritually connected, soulmate energy. this person is like a breath of fresh air, they could be different from what your used to in the past. they may be different from your typical type, but clearly this doesn’t bother you. this person is also very hard working, and don’t mind putting work and energy into things they feel will fulfill them in the long run. they’re willing to invest time into things , and they go about it with diligence. but they will only put effort into things that will help them in the future/ long term. i do see they’re someone who might be impatient at times. although they’re willing to put in the work and effort, it could feel reluctant since they want results as soon as possible. i feel this is more so work or financially related, rather than in love. they may make bad financial decisions at times, out of impulse. i also see this person is quite lucky and good at manifesting things into their life. i don’t think they even know how spiritual they actually are. but the universe looks out for this person and they are divinely protected. they can be someone who is very logical, may come off cold or distant at times. they don’t seem to be very emotional either (at least they don’t express it). they could enjoy video games, making videos, anything that involves technology. they might just have interest in tech. they also enjoy going out sometimes, spending time with friends, and feeling free. they are a free spirit which is funny because i also feel they are a home body. they don’t always like to go out, just sometimes. they enjoy being home and the material things in life, like food, hot showers, good music, etc. they may also express interest in you more so in action, rather than words. and they can be quite hard to read

their current feelings towards you:

knight of pentacles, king of cups, knight of swords

this energy is making me so happy😭😭. this is genuinely such good energy. they feel like your someone who they’re willing to put in a lot of effort and work towards. they want to involve you in their day to day routine, they want you to be someone who they regularly interact with. they feel responsible for you in a way, i’m getting more “protective” energy. they also have a lot of love and compassion for you. they wanna support you and show that they can show up for you emotionally. i do feel that they themselves have a hard time opening up, and often control their emotions, but you are someone they feel they can open up to. the king of cups is the highest cup card, so there’s a lot of unconditional and deep love here. they enjoy conversing with you as well! if you guys banter, i feel like they enjoy that. i do see they view you as someone who is intelligent and can hold a conversation, someone they would want to hold one with. they think of taking action on you, and want to as well. they really want this to work out between you two

how they’ll express their readiness:

9 of pentacles, the world, the emperor, 8 of cups

they will spoil TF out of you. they will always ask “do you need anything” “is there anything i can do for you?” so i feel this person expresses their love through acts of service as well. they want to reward you, make you feel good, and like you can financially depend on them. they also will seem more present in your life, showing up more and more for you. they may also say they feel satisfied with where your connect is at or they feel at ease. i’m hearing “i can finally rest” when they feel like your relationship has gotten to where they want it. like i said, they’re willing to put in a lot of work and effort and when they start to get the results they want, they’ll feel complete. they may also want to travel with you, take you on a trip. they’ll start to show their more confident side. i’m getting like “i’m him” energy LMAO. like they successfully bagged the baddie they wanted. they become more dominant, protective, and even more fatherly towards you. they want you to view them as a stable, high value, dependable figure. lastly, with the 8 of cups here i’m seeing that there may be a period where they seem uninterested or as if they’re leaving you behind but this isn’t true. something is telling me they have to focus on other matters before they get to a point where they’re comfortable with your relationship. i also see this as you having a fear of abandonment, that they’ll leave like everyone else. but this person is going no where, they truly want you.

extra messages: “i don’t have much energy but i have energy for you” “i want you to see me as daddy” (inappropriate i know😭) “i’ll show you” “i’ll prove it” goddess maat, “this situation will be handled in a fair and just manner” goddess brigit, “stand up for what you believe is right”. “nourish yourself first” “you need time to heal” “pull them panties off!” let your friends help, ask for and accept help from others. attraction, you attract romantic love by enjoying this moment fully. give your relationship a chance, work on your partnership.

. ݁₊ ⊹pile two

who is this?

death reversed, wheel of fortune reversed, strength

scorpio, leo, jupiter, hermit energy (virgo), 13, 10, 8

so this is some strong energy, only major arcana cards. i see this person is very important in your life and plays a big role in it as well. this person could be very stubborn, it’s hard to get them to change their mind or feelings about something once it’s made. which is funny because 2 of the major arcana cards are represented by fixed signs. i see they have a fear of change, im sensing this is trauma related. and i also sense that they have trust issues. they tend to hold onto the past, and might even be passive aggressive in nature. i do see when this person is going through spiritual and life transformation or transitions, they don’t handle it very well, and will fight against it. they may also lack self discipline. they’re pretty pessimistic in nature, and might even have a victim mentality at times. they can stay stuck on karmic cycles, and make the same mistakes again and again, and can even self sabotage. i do see this person is strong though, they’ve been through a lot. there’s a side to them that’s very passionate, caring, courageous, and compassionate. they also have more impact on others than i think they realize. they could be someone who’s pretty secretive. “i keep my cards close to my chest” is what im hearing. they don’t like for people to know too much about them. they may also be quite spiritual their self, possibly religious leaning. when they care about someone or something they can become very possessive or obsessive over it. “what’s mine is mine”. they give me typical bad boy vibes. they could have an alternative aesthetic , or just a more emo aesthetic. they do have potential to be more positive and optimistic but this will only happen with self growth. they could be a different ethnicity from you, and may enjoy philosophy. lastly i’m seeing they do have some confidence but it comes more from ego than confidence. “don’t let them fool you” is what im hearing. so don’t let this person trick you into thinking they’re sooo confident and have it together. anyway, i see that they might like animals or pets. lastly, i see they might be pretty sexual, they have a lot of passionate and intense feelings, which they may get out through sex.

their current feelings towards you:

knight of wands, 5 of swords, 6 of pentacles

i’m sorry but i don’t like this person for you😭. so they do have a lot of passionate feelings for you, and they have a lot of energy for this connection. but i’m seeing they can act more on impulse rather than logic or even emotions. also i feel like they care more about sex or sexual contact than anything else. they do feel like you guys are going through a lot of disagreements, arguments, and might even feel disappointed in you. and im sensing they feel like your the wrong one, and they’re willing to argue and argue until they feel like they “won”. so immature. this person is a bully, and i feel like they will do anything just a prove a point, even twist the truth. now with the 6 of pentacles here, it’s interesting it’s not in reverse because this person seems very selfish. but they actually do feel like giving something to you. i’m gonna ask for a clarifier. 2 of pentacles reversed and 9 of wands. so i was right, they do feel like there’s an imbalance of giving and receiving, and may feel overwhelmed by you or this connection. they feel like this connection is a mess, but i also see they want to continue it because they’re trying to prove their faithfulness. they feel like they’re preparing for the worse to happen but they’re gonna stick it through ?? it’s giving “leave me first so i can tell everyone i was faithful”. i’m sorry but this person is such an ass, and i truly hope you find someone who is better for you and isn’t constantly playing mind games and victimizing themselves.

how they’ll express their readiness:

3 of swords, 7 of swords, 2 of pentacles reversed (again)

oh my god, pile 2 i’m kindly asking you to love yourself more and leave this person for good. i know it’s hard (i’ve been in similar situations) but i promise you there’s always light at the end of the tunnel. so i feel like this person is a play boy. they won’t really be expressing that they’re ready to be with you. their priorities are fucked, and they are overwhelmed by their own mess. there could be another person who they’re in contact with, who i’m seeing is more than just a friend to them. possibly an ex. they’re only going to cause you heartbreak, pain, and suffering. they’re literally deceiving you and getting away with it, please don’t believe anything this person says. i’m hearing “love bombing”. they’re being sneaky and shady asf and i honestly don’t think they care. im feeling they have their hands full, but not with adult and normal issues like bills, work, etc, but instead with romantic partnerships, drama, etc. this person is so messy and think they’re the shit. anyway, yeah this person will never tell you they’re ready because it will be revealed that they’re disrespecting your connection

extra messages: when i was trying to take a picture of the decks i was using, i got the “full storage” message. maybe your overwhelmed or overstimulated at this time. also while doing this, i was watching a video (unrelated to tarot) and they said “the hermit” so that could be significant. “im not negative, im realistic” “the world is against me” “the energy is heavy” situationship. goddess kuan yin, compassion: release judgement about yourself and others, focus on the love and light within everyone. “set boundaries” “trust your intuition” “don’t be scared to express your feelings”

. ݁₊ ⊹pile three

who is this?

queen of swords reversed, the empress, knight of cups, 3 of wands

aries, virgo, libra, scorpio, venus, 3, 33

i don’t know why but this person is giving me fun energy. “girls just wanna have fun!” doesn’t have to be a girl, but someone who’s connected to their femininity. i do see they can be someone who’s very emotional, gullible, and might even complain a lot. they have moments of being rude or cold, but i do also see they can be extremely nurturing, caring, loving, etc. they could have kids or want kids, and may be viewed in a motherly or just parental way. “that’s mother” is what i’m hearing😭. maybe you view this person as a guidance in your life, someone you can rely on who provides you direction and support. this person is also such a charmer! they charm your pants off. i see that they like to flirt and enjoy making romantic gestures, and tend to follow their heart. they could have that “ideal partner” energy for you, like this person is exactly what you want in someone, despite their flaws. they’re also someone who is willing to grow and change. you don’t have to tell the twice that they made a mistake. they could be somewhat clairvoyant, like knowing things before they happen. i’m getting “i have a weird feeling about today” and then something weird/ bad actually happens. they’re kinda lucky or good at manifesting in that way. and they’re definitely an opportunist. if they see a chance at something, especially something they want, they take it. “i want it , i got it”. this person must like a lot of female artist 😭. i see that this person does take care into their appearance, specifically their skin and hair, but i can see they just focus on their appearance in general. they can be someone who’s a people pleaser but also brutally honest at times. i have a feeling that side of them mainly comes out when they’re upset. they love love, they’re a romantic at heart, no matter how cold they can be at times. they have so much love in their heart, and when it comes to someone they love, they act on it. they can be quite picky about stuff as well, or just particular about the way things are done. they could have control issues as well

their current feelings towards you:

the devil, 10 of pentacles, 10 of cups, 2 of swords

uhm sooo you make them horny… LMAO. on a serious note, this person feels like you bring out something primal and guttural. they could feel addicted and obsessed with your energy. you’re so tempting to them, like candy. if you haven’t done anything sexual, they really want to. “ovulating” is what i’m hearing, and “mouth watering” 😭. they are holding their self back, since i’m feeling like they don’t want to fall into the same pattern? i feel like when they usually catch feelings, they might act on it immediately and jump straight into something sexual, but they want this time to be different. they feel like they see long term benefits and success with you. they could imagine being with you down the line, and might even want to start a family with you. they want you to feel financially secure because of them, they want to financially support you. they also feel very aligned to you, and fulfilled emotionally. “you don’t need to do anything for me”. they’re happy with where things are or whag they see in this connection. they feel that you’re divine, and like your love was meant to be. they’re happy and very satisfied with the way things are right now. they want to give you complete love and commitment. now, i do see that they do feel indecisive about what choice to make. in their head, they’re weighing things out, seeing the pros and cons. i’m going to ask for a clarifier. 9 of swords. their own worries and fears are getting in the way, which with the devil being here, it makes sense. they could feel they are someone who’s bad for you, and might ruin the relationship, or hurt you in some way. this keeps them up at night, and they have a lot of anxiety surrounding this decision. they just don’t want to mess it up or do the wrong thing. they could’ve had toxic behaviors in the past that they don’t want to carry into this connection, and it could be hard to control that side of themselves at times

how they’ll express their readiness:

5 of swords clarified by 8 of cups, 9 of cups, the moon

so i feel like there could be some kind of argument or disagreement surrounding this. i’m interpreting this in different ways. for some of you, they may take a break or get some distance away from the connection. they may not leave physical but could emotionally withdraw for awhile. the other way i’m seeing this is that they have abandonment issues, and they need to be sure that you won’t leave them or walk away from this. they need to know that even when your fighting or having issues, that you’ll stick by their side and try to make it work out. i do see that they will express happiness in the connection. they might smile more around you, do cute little romantic things like grab your hand, hold the door open for you, pet your head, etc. they may also thank you more or express gratitude towards you. they’re happy your in their life, and they feel like they won the lottery, like your a wish fulfillment. they may become more vulnerable with you and compliment you more. it could be hard to tell, that they want a relationship because i do feel they might be good at hiding or keeping romantic feelings a secret. they could act more shy around you or timid around you as well. there’s a lot of fear and worry when it comes to them making things official, but it does seem like they want to. don’t be scared to show this person that you are interested in them, i feel it will reassure them

extra messages: “wild card”, they get distracted easily, dangerous (in a rebellious way), sleepiness, stalling, “i always want you when i’m coming down” (coming down by the weeknd), 18, 15. goddess sekhmet, be strong: “you are stronger than you think you are and strength assured a happy outcome”, goddess vesta, home: “your household situation is improving, either through a move or a healthy change in occupants” this could be the one, you met the romantic partner you seek, engagement, honeymoon, “i don’t open up easily”, “you’re easy to read”, “tell me…please”, brown hair, soft features, baby/ youthful face

. ݁₊ ⊹pile four

who is this?

6 of swords, 8 of cups, the world, the moon

aquarius, pisces, saturn, 6, 8, 21, 18

so this person is going through a phase in their life where they’re leaving things behind. this could possibly be someone you recently went no contact with, had to cut off, or have been taking space from. i do see they might be looking for escapes from their current reality, especially with the 8 of cups and moon here. reality is hitting a little too hard for them right now, and they need a break. they’ve been distant from you, and withdrawing. you might feel abandoned right now. i see that they’re someone with a lot of achievements, and are usually very “life of the party” energy, although right now it seems they’re struggling with being that fun happy person they usually are. they enjoy life, one of those people who do things to feel alive, and truly appreciate what the world has to offer. they may also be good at changing, growing, learning from mistakes, etc. i see that this distance has affected them mentally and emotionally though. they could be a anxious person, maybe someone who over thinks a lot, or even over feels. i did sense this person was someone who’s mysterious, hard to get to know, more than what meets the eye. they’re a layered person who you have to be around for a long period of time to understand. they kind of give me hermit energy. anyway, this person could be very logical, and maybe even a bit stubborn with their beliefs on things. although, they do care deeply for the world, and others. they’re extremely empathetic, and compassionate, and they love hard and deep. they could’ve been through a lot in life, and learned a lot of lessons. i’m getting capricorn rising / saturn aspecting asc vibes. they may be seen as weird or unusual to a lot of people, so when they have someone who seems interested in getting to know them, it means a lot. i also feel that they are introverted, but can be very friendly and easy to get along with

their current feelings towards you:

9 of cups, 7 of wands, 4 of wands

wow, this person really loves and cares for you. they see you as a wish come true, “the one” i’m hearing. they’re so grateful for you and they’re happy with you. happy with who you are as well. “your my person” is what i also heard. it’s giving “if you could change one thing about me what would you change” and their response would be nothing. i don’t think they’d want you to show up any differently than as you are right now. they love who you are at your core, flaws and all (very pisces coded). i do see they also feel like they have to be on defense with you right now. they’re protecting themselves from being hurt more than they already are. they feel that theres a lot of conflict between you two right now, and they’re trying to stay in control of their emotions. i do feel that it isn’t something they want to do tho, they want to express their self, although it’s already hard for them to in general. they feel like your home, someone they want to come home to. i get sparks by coldplay vibes from this. which is making me emotional. whatever falling out you two had, they genuinely feel bad for their part in the issue. they just wanna come back to you, they want to celebrate your union. you make them so happy, like a kid i’m sensing. they want to take action on you, but they’re holding back, they want the reunion, but they’re trying to protect themselves right now

how they’ll express their readiness:

the world, 2 of pentacles, 10 of pentacles

they’ll express their readiness pretty bluntly with the world being here, like just straight up “i want to get with you”. they could also make big gestures, romantic ones especially. i’m also hearing they’re gonna try to work harder to get you. they want to be sure that this is what they want before the act on you, so they could be in a bit of a limbo right now. they have a lot of priorities and things they’re juggling so they’re trying to manage this relationship with their physical life. they might come off unsure at first, or approach you in a hot and cold way, but once they’ve made up their mind, they’re going to truly commit. they’re gonna wanna celebrate this too, maybe go out, do something fun. i feel like they’ll feel whole if they can get with you again. i keep having a feeling that this is more of a “i already dared this person but we’re taking a break” situation. doesn’t have to be, but i keep wanting to say “again”, as if they already had you at one point. they might try to help you accomplish things in life, acts of service energy. as well as spoil you. i have a feeling they won’t buy you gifts, but instead just give you a bunch of cash, or their credit card😭. they could talk about wanting a family with you, baby names, etc. and they could also express wanting to really commit this time, and do something long term. they’ll express how they’ll give you the world, and try to provide for you in any way they can (especially financially)

extra messages: hesitation, deep pinkish red, mysterious, unicorns, free yourself, “time to take back control of your life”, feet? (sorry idk why i got that energy, they might have a fetish?) black hair, strong jaw, contemplation, “it’s you that i’ll hold on to, yeah that’s what i’ll do” (sparks by coldplay) “i know i was wrong, but i wont let you down… yes i will” rain/ rainy day, cloudiness, proposal. “but i crumble completely when you cry, it seems like once again you’ve had to greet me with goodbye” (505 by arctic monkeys) goddess lakshmi, bright future: stop worrying, everything is going to be fine. this could be the one, “you already met the partner you seek”, heart to heart conversation, “honestly discuss your feelings”, deception “someone is wearing a false self mask in this relationship” “damn she bad” “i love spending time with you, wanna hand out?” “nothing feels the same with you you” “i never meant to hurt you

thank you so much for reading !!!🩵

hey guys !! i’m going to talk about your next sexual encounter! we’re going to go over who the person is, then what the experience is like. choose a pile however you want, by image, number, vibes, etc :)💙

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‪‪❤︎‬ who is this person ?

10 of pentacles, 4 of pentacles, king of pentacles rx

virgo, capricorn, taurus and libra energy

this is someone who you could’ve known for a long time, someone you can see yourself building a future, family, even legacy together. especially financially or with material possessions. i’m also seeing something about sharing goals or plans with this person, maybe a family business or sharing finances. this is also someone who is very stingy with their money or doesn’t give it away easily. possibly even possessive when it comes to you, and they do not like to share you. they could’ve grown up in a home where money was scarce, due to this, they try to hold onto money and material things. they’re quite greedy. i’m also sensing they may base their worth on this. they are quite stubborn in nature as well, and care a lot about their status, and flashy things i’m hearing. they could care a lot about their appearance, often buying shiny jewelry, name brand clothes, hair always done, etc. im also sensing something about cologne or perfume, that they wear. maybe they have a signature smell or wear something strong and rememberable. they seem to over indulge a lot as well, not knowing when to stop or take a step back. they could have struggles with spending, food, shopping, etc.

❤︎‬ the experience

hierophant rx, 7 of swords, 6 of wands rx, 9 of swords rx

this is interesting! so this is not your typical hook up or sexy time. this goes against what you two usually do, or what you usually do in bed. you could be trying something new, or something unconventional. like a kink that’s pretty niche or different. i’m hearing something about “free will”. maybe in the past you thought sex has to be a certain way, or that you have to conform to what sex should be like, but in this next experience, it’s going to be much different than in the past. i’m sending that your used to vanilla sex but this is different. next, i’m seeing that you and this person might sneak away together or be doing it in secret. like you guys aren’t supposed to be together, or aren’t supposed to want each other this way. you may even lie to friends or family about the person your seeing because this person has a reputation of some kind im hearing. maybe they’re a known player or they’re into shady things. i can also sense that there could be this energy of you guys denying your attraction towards one another. “i could never like you” is what i’m hearing, when in reality you guys find one another highly desirable. there’s also going to be a lack of confidence here. i believe it’s because your not used to having sex this way, or the kind of person you chose to have sex with. i’m kind of getting hook up, possibly situationship vibes, maybe even an ex. you may be performative during sex, instead of acting how you typically would. “put on a show” is what i’m hearing. you want to impress this person, but there’s insecurity and fear of not being desired back. there’s also energy about having to keep this quiet, like people can’t know about this happening. maybe this person only shows love or attraction towards you behind closed doors, rather than openly. lastly, there’s a desire for reassurance and care. you want to be held, you want to know that your fears are just fears and nothing more. there’s underlying anxiety here, or anxiety that’s deeply rooted in this. you could be relieving some of this fear or worry though. when it comes to sexual acts done in bed, once again, it could be kinks or positions that you don’t usually do. there’s a sense of performing as well, so possibly exaggerated moans, exaggerated ways of speaking or moving, etc. possibly degrading. i’m also hearing whispering in your ear, telling you things you want to hear. having sex really late at night as well, like 12am-4am. also doing it somewhere secretive or where it’s dark. there’s a lot of sneaking around energy in this

extra messages: strong sense of possession of obsession. they want you bad. forbidden love/ forbidden fruit. “i shouldn’t want you” “tell me pretty lies, look me in the face, tell me that you love me, even if it’s fake, cause idfc”- idfc by black bear. deep attachment here. “i’m willing to better myself” “twin flames” “you’re never alone”

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❤︎‬ who is this person ?

2 of wands, the sun, 8 of wands rx

aries, leo, sagittarius

this person could be bored of their life right now, is what i’m getting. this person is at a bit of a cross road right now. they’ve been making plans, possibly with traveling, or trips. but whatever action they take, they want it to give them a spark or passion. they’re tired of the same old things, they want to venture out. they’re also someone who’s very light hearted, fun, positive, enjoys the pleasures of life. they’re a more optimistic person, and like to see the bright side of things. this person may also be connected to their inner child, often catering to it. i saw someone in the toy isle of a store, so this person may like to buy or look at the toys at stores😭. they also have friends, they may talk about these friends a lot or just really enjoy hanging out with them. you could’ve met them this way. lastly, this is someone who could be holding off on you, or vice versa. like there’s action that wants to be taken, but there’s a delay, pause, or energy where you may need to slow down. i’m getting more of a delay/ pause energy though. i’m sensing there’s hesitation because you bring a spark to this persons life. like the light in a grey area, because this person isn’t in a dark place, they’re just bored right now, maybe even frustrated. your relationship with this person also seems to be relatively new, and if it’s not new, then it’s pretty surface level or friendly. it’s not heavy, painful, or deep. this person may also be very confident, bold in nature, and stand out from others. they could work out as well, or partake in some sport. they have a big heart and is very passionate in nature. i’m also seeing they may talk loudly, and they loveee to joke around and say silly things !

❤︎‬ the experience

high priestess rx, 6 of swords, strength, the star

wow so in the past you may have been very disconnected from your body or intuition during intimate moments. like maybe you went for people that “looked good on paper” or was conventional, when in reality it’s not what your intuition felt a pull towards. like maybe you went for blonds when you like brunettes, or you went for jocks when you like nerds, etc. i’m also getting an energy that during sex you would be very disconnected from it, like expressionless, mute, bored, etc. but your moving away from that energy and releasing that baggage. especially mentally. you could’ve had a realization that sex doesn’t have to be or feel that way. so when you and this person have sex, it’s going to feel like a weight lifted off your shoulders. this time will feel significantly different from past experiences. your going to regain power, especially over your body and intuition. it’s going to feel empowering, passionate, even courageous. i feel that this person will actually tend to your sexual needs and care about what you want in bed. like they won’t be selfish, and they’ll focus on your body language. they want you to enjoy this just as much as they do. this sexual experience is literally going to feel so healing, rejuvenating, different, and even hopeful. i’m hearing “ohhh” like you realized that this is what intimacy should feel like. it’s going to even feel spiritual. the sexual energy between you two is definitely there, but it’s not heavy or obsessive, it’s lighthearted, it’s friendly, i even get a sense of shyness. sex is a very adult thing, but the energy between you two feels very innocent and joyful in nature. there could be playful kisses that feel soft on your skin, someone blushing or getting embarrassed as well. there could be attention to your boobs, like this person could like kissing your boobs/ chest area. as well as caressing, asking if your okay in between, aftercare, reassurance, and i’m also seeing something about them laying on top of you when they’re done or you guys cuddling. this is very sweet energy. there’s also a lot of play, maybe foreplay, but just playful tension in general

extra messages: i’m sensing tiredness or boredom. (could be from anything) but they want you. like you give them passion or hope. they day dream of you, or have plans for you two in the future. “i never meant to hurt you” “ill wait on you” “im willing to better myself”

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‪‪❤︎‬ who is this person ?

3 of swords, 5 of cups, the hanged man rx

pisces, scorpio, libra

so this is someone who has hurt you before in the past. likely an ex, failed talking stage, or a situationship that didn’t take off. this person likely reminds you of that hurt, that pain you felt. there is unhealed wounds with this person. if you’re not heartbroken, then they are. they may even feel like they’re suffering, like this is punishment or something. there’s a bit of a victim mentality i’m sensing. they also regret how things went with you. they feel like they’ve disappointed you or you’re disappointed in them. there’s a lot of negative thinking with this person, like they’re not in a good place at all. they feel like they’ve disappointed lost you and they’re really sad about it. i wanted to say they’re “fucked up” about it, so this person could cuss a lot or just express their feelings through cussing. it does seem like this person could be holding back a lot when it comes to you. like they’re too scared to make the first move. i believe it’s a fear of rejection or being shot down by you, because it would kill them to not only be left behind, but rejected once more. they’re scared of sacrificing, and in this current energy, they have a lack of control. i think if they were to reach out to you first, they wouldn’t be able to control their emotions, tears, words, etc.

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king of pentacles, wheel of fortune, page of swords, 3 of wands

this experience will be more fulfilling for them than for you. they will gain more from it than you will. i’m even sensing that they’re going to be more focused on finishing and having sex with you in a way that only feels good for them. it also seems like it was meant to happen or like your not surprised. this could be a cycle you’ve fallen into with this person before, or even past partners. like you break up, or have bad arguments, have sex, then move on. but this could also be a turning point in the dynamic. it could be closure in a way. next thing i’m seeing is that your going to be kind of disconnected from the emotion aspect of the sex. like you’re going to be more in a space of observing and learning what this means for you two, rather than being emotionally present and going through the motions of the act. your more so curious about what this means, or what it makes you two. it may even give you a sense of clarity, like a question you’ve been curious about will be answered because of this experience. but i do believe you will look past this encounter and start to focus more on your future and what you want from this. like expanding your ideas of sex, passion, intimacy, etc. this could make you realize opportunities with other people instead of this person. like you’re ready for something new, wether it’s a new beginning with this person or someone else. but there is a sense or need for progress and expansion here. when it comes to the actual act, there could be a lot of grabbing, caressing, touchiness in general. you two may observe each others sexual undertones or body language before acting. you could have sex the way you usually do, like following your routine, but something about it could change the dynamic or feeling or the connection. there’s a sense of hope or faith in this connection, wether it’s on your end or theirs or both. also this person could be taking advantage of the opportunity to have sec with you. like they feel lucky, because they didnt think you’d let them

extra messages: something about school or childhood? “it’s too late for you and me, it’s too late for you and i” “how could we end up like this? baby, let me reminisce”- to keep you satisfied by marvin gaye. “i’m willing to better myself” “it’s fine, it’s cool, you can say that we are nothing but you know the truth”- good luck baby by chappell roan. acts of service. “my soul yearns for you”

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dividers by @angeliicide @pixopix @rmstitanics

˚˖𓍢ִִ໋🌼˚˖cancer midheavens may not work a typical 9-5 as their career. something where they can accumulate passive income or work from home may be more up their alley.

˚˖𓍢ִִ໋🌼˚˖ i think the reason sagittarius moons are so intense and their huge emotions are amplified is because their moon also conjunct pluto (if they’re gen z). i knew someone who was a 4h sagittarius moon, and i’ve genuinely never met someone with worse anger issues.

˚˖𓍢ִִ໋🌼˚˖ virgo moons express their emotions in very small and sometimes unnoticeable ways. talking about their feelings can be harder than acting on them or just keeping it to themselves in general.

˚˖𓍢ִִ໋🌼˚˖ 2h stellium people are very laid back, but also need a routine or healthy habits to remain stable. when they have no form of routine, they can become erratic.

˚˖𓍢ִִ໋🌼˚˖ sun square pluto can mean you will go through transformation with your identity, but not without a fight. you may constantly be questioning yourself and fighting between old and the newer version of yourself. i can also see this indicating an ego death.

˚˖𓍢ִִ໋🌼˚˖ if pisces placements don’t turn their trauma and pain into compassion and empathy, it’ll become victimhood and lack of accountability

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˚˖𓍢ִִ໋🌼˚˖ 7h mars/ pluto people may actually be their worse in a relationship. it can trigger growth if positively aspected or if there are other planets in the 7h, but if not, relationships can be extremely karmic.

˚˖𓍢ִִ໋🌼˚˖ having aquarius, aries, taurus, and/ or sagittarius in someone’s big 6 can make someone who hates being told what to do. they will always do what they want or the literal opposite just to prove a point.

˚˖𓍢ִִ໋🌼˚˖ 12h mercuries get so side tracked so easily. it’s so frustrating because then i loose the plot and so do you 😭

˚˖𓍢ִִ໋🌼˚˖ having jupiter in retrograde in your chart can mean that instead of learning and understanding philosophies and spirituality through experience or what other say, you learn through how it personally relates to you. you also have to create your own luck. people without it retrograding can have luck fall into their lap, but when you have it in retrograde, you have to put yourself out there to then obtain luck. your luck is very personal and may not be obvious.

˚˖𓍢ִִ໋🌼˚˖ virgo mars can be so cutting with their words. even more than a fire mercury. their bluntness is from their anger and hatred. and they’re extremely factual, they’ll even bring receipts.

˚˖𓍢ִִ໋🌼˚˖ 10h moon means people immediately perceive you as emotional or in-tuned with their emotions. you may be seen as motherly and nurturing as well, people can look to you for guidance.

✨𝑴𝑬𝑴𝑩𝑬𝑹𝑺𝑯𝑰𝑷✨

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astrology observations #29

astrology observations #28 (based on my chart)

astrology observations #27

✨ 𝑴𝑬𝑴𝑩𝑬𝑹𝑺𝑯𝑰𝑷 ✨

dividers by @angeliicide @pixopix @rmstitanics

˚˖𓍢ִִ໋🌼˚˖cancer midheavens may not work a typical 9-5 as their career. something where they can accumulate passive income or work from home may be more up their alley.

˚˖𓍢ִִ໋🌼˚˖ i think the reason sagittarius moons are so intense and their huge emotions are amplified is because their moon also conjunct pluto (if they’re gen z). i knew someone who was a 4h sagittarius moon, and i’ve genuinely never met someone with worse anger issues.

˚˖𓍢ִִ໋🌼˚˖ virgo moons express their emotions in very small and sometimes unnoticeable ways. talking about their feelings can be harder than acting on them or just keeping it to themselves in general.

˚˖𓍢ִִ໋🌼˚˖ 2h stellium people are very laid back, but also need a routine or healthy habits to remain stable. when they have no form of routine, they can become erratic.

˚˖𓍢ִִ໋🌼˚˖ sun square pluto can mean you will go through transformation with your identity, but not without a fight. you may constantly be questioning yourself and fighting between old and the newer version of yourself. i can also see this indicating an ego death.

˚˖𓍢ִִ໋🌼˚˖ if pisces placements don’t turn their trauma and pain into compassion and empathy, it’ll become victimhood and lack of accountability

✨𝑴𝑬𝑴𝑩𝑬𝑹𝑺𝑯𝑰𝑷✨

˚˖𓍢ִִ໋🌼˚˖ 7h mars/ pluto people may actually be their worse in a relationship. it can trigger growth if positively aspected or if there are other planets in the 7h, but if not, relationships can be extremely karmic.

˚˖𓍢ִִ໋🌼˚˖ having aquarius, aries, taurus, and/ or sagittarius in someone’s big 6 can make someone who hates being told what to do. they will always do what they want or the literal opposite just to prove a point.

˚˖𓍢ִִ໋🌼˚˖ 12h mercuries get so side tracked so easily. it’s so frustrating because then i loose the plot and so do you 😭

˚˖𓍢ִִ໋🌼˚˖ having jupiter in retrograde in your chart can mean that instead of learning and understanding philosophies and spirituality through experience or what other say, you learn through how it personally relates to you. you also have to create your own luck. people without it retrograding can have luck fall into their lap, but when you have it in retrograde, you have to put yourself out there to then obtain luck. your luck is very personal and may not be obvious.

˚˖𓍢ִִ໋🌼˚˖ virgo mars can be so cutting with their words. even more than a fire mercury. their bluntness is from their anger and hatred. and they’re extremely factual, they’ll even bring receipts.

˚˖𓍢ִִ໋🌼˚˖ 10h moon means people immediately perceive you as emotional or in-tuned with their emotions. you may be seen as motherly and nurturing as well, people can look to you for guidance.

✨𝑴𝑬𝑴𝑩𝑬𝑹𝑺𝑯𝑰𝑷✨

thank u for reading :)

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ARIES:  Getting  a  whiff  of  that  hot  car  smell  whilst  simultaneously  getting  burned  by  the  seatbelt.

TAURUS:  Being  in  Las  Vegas  and  getting  held  up  all  day  due  to  being  coerced  into  a  timeshare.

GEMINI:  A  high-tech  bubble  machine  made  in  China.  Temu,  Alibabba,  dropshipping.

CANCER:  Squidward  making  Spongebob  cry  on  April  Fools  Day. A Russian manicure.

LEO:  The  sims,  or  any  game  where  you  can  control  peoples  lives! Your aunties favorite pair of sun glasses

VIRGO:  Secretary  of  State,  Spearmint  Gum, that perfume that takes you back to middle school

LIBRA:  Getting  added  into  the  middle  school  group  chat  to  “work  things  out.” Making out with your hand.

SCORPIO:  Yandere  Simulator,  your  parents  asking  to  check  your  phone,  AO3. Getting sized for your first bra.

SAGITTARIUS:  Right-leaning  male  podcasters,  Passport  bros,  “Japan  trip  this  year?”

CAPRICORN:  Being  embarrassed  in  public,  massage  parlor  coupon,  that  one  tattoo  you  know  you're  going  to  regret,  crashing  your  car  immediately  after  getting  your  license.

AQUARIUS:  Terribly  chopped  bangs,  being  the  pink  mermaid  at  the  pool,  iconic  “white  and  gold”  dress  (its  black  and  blue).

PISCES:  being  on  a  three  way  call  with  your  crush  and  finding  out  they  like  someone  else,  maladaptive  daydreaming,  a  dirty  quarter  at the bottom of a shopping mall fountain.

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ARIES:  Getting  a  whiff  of  that  hot  car  smell  whilst  simultaneously  getting  burned  by  the  seatbelt.

TAURUS:  Being  in  Las  Vegas  and  getting  held  up  all  day  due  to  being  coerced  into  a  timeshare.

GEMINI:  A  high-tech  bubble  machine  made  in  China.  Temu,  Alibabba,  dropshipping.

CANCER:  Squidward  making  Spongebob  cry  on  April  Fools  Day. A Russian manicure.

LEO:  The  sims,  or  any  game  where  you  can  control  peoples  lives! Your aunties favorite pair of sun glasses

VIRGO:  Secretary  of  State,  Spearmint  Gum, that perfume that takes you back to middle school

LIBRA:  Getting  added  into  the  middle  school  group  chat  to  “work  things  out.” Making out with your hand.

SCORPIO:  Yandere  Simulator,  your  parents  asking  to  check  your  phone,  AO3. Getting sized for your first bra.

SAGITTARIUS:  Right-leaning  male  podcasters,  Passport  bros,  “Japan  trip  this  year?”

CAPRICORN:  Being  embarrassed  in  public,  massage  parlor  coupon,  that  one  tattoo  you  know  you're  going  to  regret,  crashing  your  car  immediately  after  getting  your  license.

AQUARIUS:  Terribly  chopped  bangs,  being  the  pink  mermaid  at  the  pool,  iconic  “white  and  gold”  dress  (its  black  and  blue).

PISCES:  being  on  a  three  way  call  with  your  crush  and  finding  out  they  like  someone  else,  maladaptive  daydreaming,  a  dirty  quarter  at the bottom of a shopping mall fountain.

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