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#where is my ludovica

i’m not delusional, nor am i impulsive. but sometimes we manipulate human interactions so bad, by wanting it to be almost artificial. don’t double text, and you especially gotta act nonchalant bc god forbid you show you care. well i do. i don’t wanna act like i don’t wanna talk to the one person i do. even when you can predict what’s gonna happen, and it doesn’t end well, ik i really wanted to talk to you, and i don’t regret it. i allowed myself expression and experienced my own love, my own emotions, my own passion, my own fun. even when i feel like i looked desperate and annoying, and i almost regret it, i think it’s worth it. and it kills me, and ill miss you like crazy, my ego should be hurt, and idk what you think of me, but it’s worth it.

no more promises, i promise.