cuoresenzanome

No. You lost the chance to apologize to me. Not because I’m mad or petty. But because I already forgave you, for myself. And if I let you come to apologize at this point, that’s just giving you access you no longer deserve. So if your apology is only showing up now because you feel guilt, that’s not an apology. That’s an attempt to make you feel better. So thank you. But no.

Some people never loved you. They loved how available, understanding, and forgiving you were

“i wonder who i could’ve been if i hadn’t spent so much time just trying to emotionally survive.”

I'm slowly teaching myself that someone else's emergency is not my emergency. I've been running miles for people who couldn't even take a step for me.

I don't have the energy to be a giver anymore. I want to try the role of being appreciated and love and taken care of.

why does wanting to be loved sometimes feel so embarrassingly pathetic?

you made me believe that i can’t be loved. i’m still unlearning that.