Cum Deny Her

So a few years ago I vaguely remember entering a challenge that I saw online. I think someone reblogged it here and I went ahead and gave it a shot. The challenge was to write tease instructions well suited for a webcam show. 

Apparently I won. But I didn’t find out till just last night!

Needless to say I didn’t get my free video! But that’s okay. Of course I’m very curious to see how it all turned out, but its just nice to know that my instructions are appreciated.

THE ILFM MASTURBATING GIRLS NSFW SURVEY

(1055) Amber O. Is Answering:

How old are you? 20

What’s your sexual orientation? Bi-curious

Your pubic hair? Bald

Are you virgin? No

How old were you when you first masturbated? 13

How did you discover masturbation? I’d heard my sister talking about it with her friends

How old were you when you had your first orgasm? 17

Can you tell us more about your first orgasm? How did it happen? I came so hard I passed out, but according to the guy I was with, he started playing with my clit while he fucked me and I just exploded and blacked out.

How often do you masturbate? Once a day

When was the last time you masturbated? Last night, woke up from a dream and just went for it

Do you masturbate to any stimulus? Videos of myself

What do you think about? How I must look so slutty when I play

What’s the last thing you thought of or masturbated to? Fucking myself for a crowd of friends

Have you ever walked in on or caught someone masturbating? (If yes, please tell us a little more about it) Sadly no

Have someone ever walked in on or caught you masturbating? (If yes, please tell us a little more about it) My sister and I used to share a room so she caught me a loooot in high school. Besides that I just do it in front of friends a lot.

Have you ever had cyber sex? No

Have you ever had phone sex? No

Have you ever had a wet dream? Yes

What’s your favorite method of masturbation? (i.e. Hands/Toys/Lotion/etc.) Specifically the middle finger

Are you loud or quiet when you masturbate? On the quieter side

Has anyone ever watched you masturbate live online? Yes

Has anyone ever watched you masturbate in person? Yes

Have you ever watched someone masturbate live online? Yes

Have you ever watched someone masturbate in person? Yes

Have you ever masturbated with someone? (Mutual masturbation) Yes

Do you enjoy watching others masturbate? Yes, girls and boys

Do you enjoy being watched while masturbating? I cum a million times harder being watched. I couldn’t cum the first four years of masturbating, so I didn’t cum until having sex. But once I learned I’m an exhibitionist, imagining myself being watched or just doing it for someone works every single time.

Who do you like to think about when you masturbate? I’m a narcissist. So myself.

Have you ever told them you think about them while you masturbate? Yeah and she loves it

Does anyone know you masturbate? How did they find out? Everyone who’s caught me

Have you masturbated because your partner wasn’t around to help? Where were they? Not close enough when I needed it bad.

What’s your most embarrassing masturbation story? Being caught by my sister in her bed

What’s your funniest masturbation story? Cumming in a police car, and when they asked why I was so red I said I’d never been arrested before.

Have you ever masturbated in unique or strange places? The police car, someone’s driveway, on top of a car

Have you ever used something unique or strange to masturbate? Musical equipment: guitar bodies, drum sticks, microphones, corner of an amp.

Is it easy for you to orgasm or do you have to work for it? It’s a bit of work, used to be near impossible.

What’s the easiest way for you to get off? To watch videos of myself masturbating. I look fucking hot.

Is there only one way you can get off? (i.e. Vaginal/Clitoral/Toy Use) These days anything works

Are you able to achieve orgasm through only non-conventional or indirect methods? (Breast Play/Hands-Free/Anal) No

Do you ever double penetrate while you masturbate? No but it sounds fun

Do you ever suck on a dildo while you masturbate? Sometimes

Do you edge when you masturbate? (Get to the point of orgasm and stop repeatedly to enhance the experience) No, it takes long enough as it is

What position do you typically masturbate in? On my knees

Describe a typical masturbation session. I pull up a video of myself and kneel in front of my desk

How long do you usually last? 30-45 minutes

What’s the quickest you’ve ever been brought to orgasm? 10 minutes

What’s the longest masturbation session you’ve had? Fuckin’ loooong several hours

What’s the most amount of times you’ve cum in a day? 3

How wet do you get? Do you leak fluids when you orgasm? (If yes, please describe) I guess average

If you are older than 35, how has masturbation changed for you over the years?

Do you want to tell us something more about your masturbation experiences? The best orgasm I ever had was when my girl friends all told me what a whore I was while I fucked myself for their entertainment.

Are you sexually aroused taking this survey? Yes

Thank you so much for your answers! ❤ ️

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But discovering that about youself can be scary. What if the thing that makes you cum is watching lesbian porn, but you don't "want to be a lesbian." What if its being watched, but you are afraid that your nudes will get out and be circulated?

Denying who you are and what turns you on, often only makes things worse. If you know, then you can work to express yourself through your sexuality in healthy ways.

If your curious what effect Orgasm Conditioning has on you, here is something written by someone in the throws of it, describing what its like:

It’s been a while since I’ve written one of these, but I had the inspiration today so the timing of receiving the request was perfect.

Its for someone with a Sybian (which looks to be kinda new for them.) So I want to create something that hopefully will get them more formally introduced. If you don’t have one, you can just use your vibrator the same way. It should work fine, but I think it will be more intense on the Sybian.

Lastly, they live with someone else so will need some flexibility built into the tasks.

So first, this task is going to be centered on time. Not so much on number of edges, but the amount of time spent teasing. Of course the more time you spend horny, the more you’ll want to cum and the more time you’ll spend touching. That’s the feedback loop that I intend to take full advantage of.

It will be important to start this tease in the right state: not turned on at all. 

If you’ve been teasing our touching, you likely will need to cum first before giving this a try. Do that however you like, but if you do, then you’ll need to wait at least 12 hours before starting this tease. 

You’ll need a stopwatch; you can use the one on your smart phone.

Now, I know that the Sybian on high might be way too much for you to stand. That’s okay. You probably also know the setting for yourself that’s about the highest you can take. If you can do the highest setting, great. If not then just set it as high as you can.

Now completely cold, with as little arousal as possible hop on the Sybian on the “highest setting” that you can take. Don’t read the rest of the tease yet, and start the stopwatch on your phone.

See how long it takes before you have to turn the Sybian off to avoid cumming and stop the stopwatch. This is your base time.

Now wait 5 minutes. Don’t touch. Don’t get dressed. Cover only enough to stay warm. Wait the whole 5 minutes. Get on the Sybian again and set the knob ½ way between your “Highest Setting” and your lowest. Stay on it until your base time has passed keeping track with the stop watch. When it has, turn it off. That’s one.

Now wait 4 minutes and repeat. That’s two. 

Now do 3 minutes and repeat. That’s three.

Our goal here is to fine the ideal amount of rest time for you that makes you close to cumming even on this setting so keep going with the timings below below until you find that place.

…2 mintues rest. Then 30 seconds, then 15 seconds, then 7…then 3, but likely you won’t make it this far…

Whatever that amount of rest is, will be  your “base rest.”

Now take a little break. Get some water. Stay warm and just relax for at least 30 minutes. Do a few chores around the house or whatever you like.

But don’t wait too long. Now come back to the Sybian. Do your base time and then your base rest on the same “medium” setting it was just on. Likely will either immediately bring you close, or it will only take 3ish times or so before you start not being able to make the base time.

Now the fun begins. Your going to do a full 15 minutes of time on the Sybian on this medium setting. Start your stop watch, get on the Sybian, and wait till your close and have to turn it off to avoid cumming. Wait only the base rest time then start again. Don’t stop the stop watch in-between, but do use it to make sure you rest the right amount of time. Don’t get off the Sybian until you’ve hit 15 minutes.

Whew! All done for now. Whatever your base rest ended up being, I’m sure that was a challenge. I’m guessing that stopping got harder and harder, and the rest time seemed to pass insanely fast. By the end it was probably far more rest time than anything…and probably really hard to even keep track of anything at all let along how long you had to rest! Then at the end you probably felt so frustrated at stopping you felt like screaming.

But don’t worry, you get to do it agin. You can rest as long as you like this time but no more than 24 hours. Or you can start again right away. Next time though it will be 20 minutes not 15. Then the next time will be 25 minutes…then 30.

Once you hit 30 you should be very excited. Your going to get to cum. But if you can help yourself, don’t read beyond here yet. Just stop reading and do your task up to this point, knowing you’ll get to cum eventually.

*** Don’t read beyond here until you’ve completed the above task. ***

Now, immediately after the 30 minutes turn the Sybian back up to the high setting; you know, the one that was as high as you could stand. Set an alarm on your phone for 15 minutes. This time I want you to have no idea how much time you have left.

Get on, and stay on for your base time. When your base time hits, turn it off for your base rest. Do this until your alarm goes off. No changing. No going longer or shorter on either the base time or base rest.

Your going to cum from this obviously. But that won’t change when you turn the Sybian on or off. How many times will you cum? Will you end up not able to cum again at the end? Will you cum the first time just as you have to get off and end up with a ruined orgasm? Will your pussy get over sensitized and the last 10 minutes end up a over-stimulated hell where you can’t cum?

It will be interesting to see.

*** Bonus Round ***

Now that you know how this works, wait a day and try it again. Find out what your new base time and base rest are, but at 5 minutes to all the other times. Does dreading it shorten your base time and make your base rest longer? How will that change the final, what is now 20 minutes where you get to orgasm?

It will be interesting to see…This is just the thing I like to test over a 2 week period, counting your orgasms, seeing if it gets harder or easier on you, and taking notes so that we can later review them together. Then I can make adjustments and we can try again. 

We argued about it a lot. “I can’t cum from penetration only!”

“Yes you can,” he’d say while I was in tears.

“Please, please let me cum.”

“Oh sweetie, of course you can cum. You just can’t touch your clit.”

“But I can’t cum like this!!!”

The mind fuck was sometimes more than I could bear. I would cry, and beg, and fuck myself as hard as I could, but nothing would happen, and I’d be more turned on than ever.

It was perfect.

But yesterday, I don’t know what happened. The same mindfuck again, of fucking but not touching my aching, desperate clit. Maybe it was the position. Maybe I was especially horny. Maybe I finally found my g-spot.

“Oh my god. Sir, I think I might actually cum from this.”

“If you go over, what do you do?”

I wanted to cry when he asked that question.

“Ruin it, Sir.”

“That’s right.”

And I did - amazingly, I did. I slipped over the edge, from only penetration, and I pulled out and ruined it.

“Good girl. You first vaginal orgasm. Ruined. Now do it again.”

And again.

“Please Sir, can I touch my clit now”, I begged after three ruins.

“No. You just proved you don’t need your clit anymore.”

I started to argue, but he shushed me.

“Learn to edge well like this, fucktoy. I think it’s all I let you have all week.”

It’s sometimes more than I can bear.

I’m so proud.

“Undress.”

He didn’t ask. He didn’t make it easy by simply stripping the clothes from her body, paving the way for his hands to touch all the places she’d longed for him to touch. He simply gave the command and sat back, watching her with hot, hooded eyes to see what she would do.

The pause seemed to stretch out into minutes, hours as her shaky self-confidence warred with her instinctive desire to please him. Each button slipped from its hole was a fragile victory; each creamy inch of skin bared another triumph - his, over her. 

Her fingers trembled. She fought to suck in her tummy, to keep her pretty smile in place, when the weight of his eyes made her want to pull her clothes back on and hide. When the dress slipped from her shoulders to pool around her ankles, leaving her standing there in her lacy bra and skimpy panties, her teeth worrying her lower lip as she fought the urge to cover herself.

He waited while she worked out the conclusion that she was not finished with his request. He didn’t hide the growing bulge in his pants or the hunger for her in his eyes. He refused to let her turn away or look down, holding her gaze even as her slender fingers unhooked her bra and let it fall away, then pushed her panties down impatiently, as if eager to finally be done with the process. 

“Lovely,” he said simply, bringing a flush of pleasure to her cheeks. “Kneel.”