cum denial - a cocksucker's journey

Maybe you don’t understand the purpose of the cage locked around your dicklet. The cage is supposed to keep you from achieving orgasm. Is that clear enough?

If you want some release, learn to get it through your pussy instead. Either that, or stop stimulating your sex drive with Internet porn!

Maybe you don’t understand the purpose of the cage locked around your dicklet. The cage is supposed to keep you from achieving orgasm. Is that clear enough?

If you want some release, learn to get it through your pussy instead. Either that, or stop stimulating your sex drive with Internet porn!

Not permanent, he's been in chasity probably two days every week for a month and a half now and it's already brought up a few issues, his first cage was sized wrong and it pinched alot. So we got him a soft cock cage and that's the one he uses the most, but he can take it off easily since there's no lock, we found a better cage that's plastic and he wears that one more often now. Now that he lives with me I don't need to take his word for it either, he's fully transparent with me about when he's really tempted to stroke, usually I'll make sure he's in a locked cage and give him a plug for the day with the promise that he'll cum soon.

But making it forever isn't something I'd do. He isn't going to become slave one of 10 or something where he doesn't need his dick because #5 has the biggest dick and that's the only one unlocked to Fuck the others. He's a third of our relationship and some days it's clear he just needs to get off without a challenge. That being said, he's only jerked off three or four times alone since he's become my slave, now he's not aloud to without someone else, in case we want to withhold his orgasm for a bit or just have him edge. He also hasn't gotten off without some sort of mental manipulation or poppers. So either he's hypnotized and usually I'll make it that his hands are trying to give himself a ruined orgasm/ he's milking himself. Or he's pretty messed up on some poppers.

A very powerful young Alpha sent me this message today. I thought it would share.

I want you slaves to work for us. In every aspects of our lives. Cleaning home, clothes, preparing meal, sexually pleasing us, being under control of us, better if you are caged... You born as a slave, and all of you too. You can't really escape from this. However you try to pretend, there will always be that slavery inside of you. You should be controlled totally. And nothing should be given to you but to whoever you belong to.

No accurate records until:

2016

1 July - commencement of voluntary denial period, before my orgasms came under the control of @ukstudentalpha which took place on 14 September

8 October - I was ordered to cum as much as possible over a 3 day period.  I managed once a day.  This first one was a ruined hands free orgasm.

9 October 

10 October - After this i was ordered not to cum for 150 days 

2017

1. 3 April - For various reasons I went over the 150 days…to 175 days.  I was then given a week to cum as much as I wanted.  On this occasion I came as a cock owners shot his load down my throat.

Updating what has happened since then.

I came on 23 December 2017 and again on 30 December, 2017.

So that is 8 orgasms in the 18 month period to 31 December 2017. All of them were authorised by My Owner. Every one. I cannot cum without His permission.

Here is a bit of an update on my orgasms since 17 December 2018.

No accurate records until:

2016

1 July - commencement of voluntary denial period, before my orgasms came under the control of @ukstudentalpha which took place on 14 September

8 October - I was ordered to cum as much as possible over a 3 day period.  I managed once a day.  This first one was a ruined hands free orgasm.

9 October 

10 October - After this i was ordered not to cum for 150 days 

2017

1. 3 April - For various reasons I went over the 150 days…to 175 days.  I was then given a week to cum as much as I wanted.  On this occasion I came as a cock owners shot his load down my throat.

Updating what has happened since then.

I came on 23 December 2017 and again on 30 December, 2017.

So that is 8 orgasms in the 18 month period to 31 December 2017. All of them were authorised by My Owner. Every one. I cannot cum without His permission.

Here is a bit of an update on my orgasms since 17 December 2018.

No accurate records until:

2016

1 July - commencement of voluntary denial period, before my orgasms came under the control of @ukstudentalpha which took place on 14 September

8 October - I was ordered to cum as much as possible over a 3 day period.  I managed once a day.  This first one was a ruined hands free orgasm.

9 October 

10 October - After this i was ordered not to cum for 150 days 

2017

1. 3 April - For various reasons I went over the 150 days…to 175 days.  I was then given a week to cum as much as I wanted.  On this occasion I came as a cock owners shot his load down my throat.

Updating what has happened since then.

I came on 23 December 2017 and again on 30 December, 2017.

So that is 8 orgasms in the 18 month period to 31 December 2017. All of them were authorised by My Owner. Every one. I cannot cum without His permission.

Here is a bit of an update on my orgasms since 17 December 2018.

I hold the keys to a few devices, but that’s rarely how I run chastity with most subs. 

First: Devices are a pain. Most of the subs that want a device end up going through 3-5 devices before they find one that is wearable long-term. Generally, the smaller the fag’s dick, the easier it is to find a device, but penises and balls are weird shapes and finding the right fit is a marathon. As such, unless the are intensely interested in wearing a device I usually just forego it and let them be chaste on an honor system. 

Second: Although I like the look of a caged nub, it’s not the end-all-be-all for me. I enjoy chastity in terms of the restraint, not necessarily the device. For me, it’s even hotter if I can just give the order of “do not touch yourself for X days”, and trust that my sub will maintain that. 

The large majority of my subs are very obedient and honest. I’ve created a safe space where they can be honest about their service, so I can also trust them to do what I ask. Do they fuck up sometimes? Sure. But we work on it and move forward. 

I get off on the control and connection. It’s hot for me to hear that the sub can’t touch his dick because it’s locked, and it’s equally hot for me to hear from the sub that he really wants to touch it but won’t because he wants to obey my order and prove himself. 

Being a dom to many subs is… exhausting. And a bit of a juggle. Subs are grouped into two categories: “permanently locked” and “occasional chastity runs”. The permanently locked guys I don’t have to manage at all. They are super dedicated to their own chastity and manage it themselves. Chastity, to them, is like brushing teeth or combing hair. It’s nothing special, just a default they have. In fact, travel and doctor’s visits, where the device comes off, are more strange than them ever having to think about managing their own cages. 

The “occasional chastity runs” are subs to whom I give chastity tasks for a specific reason. Maybe they are coming to visit and I want them worked up. Maybe it’s just for my enjoyment to see them “suffer” for a week or so. Maybe it’s a slow build to a climaxing wallet drain. Whatever it is, the chastity is a layer of control for a period of time to magnify whatever other BDSM headstuff we’re playing with. In those cases, device or not, I check in with them on a daily basis and see how their headspace is. 

There’s one or two subs who I enjoy edging throughout their chastity. I have them make videos of them edging their dicks for 10-15 minutes, multiple times throughout the day, using their “fag mantra” to concentrate. It’s fun for everyone involved and it keeps their nuts extra churny and blue. Plus, it really ratchets up the headspace. 

Once you have given up ejaculatory control to a dominant partner and assumed the commitment to self-enforcement, it works on you and your head and your sense of self and your sexual identity in a way that no device can possibly enduce.

My previous Owner imposed ever increasing periods of chastity. Kept by me on an honour system. I am super obedient and never cheated. On the rare occasion I had an accidental orgasm I would fess up.

Since being unowned I am looking for someone to take control of my orgasms again. Someone to grant permission or deny. Or set conditions. Someone to ask or beg, if I'm really horny.

While I am looking for an Owner to take charge of my orgasm again, I am training myself in the art of cum denial. Without a device.

My last orgasm was 273 days ago. Almost 9 months. Longer than I ever went with my previous Owner.

It is true, you might not be good enough. But it may also be that he does not always want to masturbate the way you want him to masturbate. I orgasm almost every day; sometimes more. More times than not I do not use either of my slave’s holes.  While using his holes to masturbate is definitely a sublime pleasure, many times I prefer he manually ejaculate me or I prefer to handle things myself. 

In fact, one of the ways I enjoy most is to masturbate and shoot all over his torso while he makes love to my anus and rectum under the rim chair. I also have worked hard to train him to manually masturbate me.  Too few boys know how to do that well; they spend too much time training their throats and anuses.