TheRealMe

Ocean.

Ende.

Lagu.

Senandung.

Bahagia.

Hey..

You are not as much here anymore. But you’re still there.

But do you know, just like he didn’t say anything when he started it, he didn’t say anything when he ended it. I am the one who didn’t have any clue of it.

When I thought that we still had it, he acted like we had nothing anymore. He never told me that he wanted it to end.

It really broke my heart when I heard him saying that we have nothing anymore. That he didn’t want to fight anymore. There’s nothing left to fight for because I didn’t feel the same way he did.

BS, I found that he has someone else to cheer for. He’s now preparing something special for her. I am totally heartbroken. I should stop, shouldn’t I BS?

I have to.

It is not as bad as it was yesterday.

There’s much less tears than there was yesterday.

Much more calmer.

I keep saying not to expect to much. It will hurt again if it does not happen.

I miss you, so much that I am stupid.

Thanks to my stupidity, we are still nowhere now.

16.sep.2017

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