tw: abandonment, undiagnosed borderline personality disorder/complex PTSD, general trashy behaviour
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๐ญ๐ผ๐ณ๐ณ ๐ต๐จ๐ด๐ฌ . alexis simmons . โจ ๐จ๐ฎ๐ฌ . twenty two .ย ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ต๐ซ๐ฌ๐น . cis female . โจ ๐ท๐น๐ถ๐ต๐ถ๐ผ๐ต๐บ . she / her . โจ ๐ซ๐จ๐ป๐ฌ ๐ถ๐ญ ๐ฉ๐ฐ๐น๐ป๐ฏ . october 31st . โจ ๐ฏ๐ฌ๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฏ๐ป . five foot two inches . โจ ๐ณ๐จ๐ต๐ฎ๐ผ๐จ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐บ . english . โจ ๐บ๐ฌ๐ฟ๐ผ๐จ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ป๐ . pansexual . โจ ๐๐ถ๐ซ๐ฐ๐จ๐ช ๐บ๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ต . sagitarius sun , gemini moon , scorpio rising . โจ ๐ท๐ถ๐บ๐ฐ๐ป๐ฐ๐ฝ๐ฌ ๐ป๐น๐จ๐ฐ๐ป๐บ . loyal , honest , persistent . โจ ๐ต๐ฌ๐ฎ๐จ๐ป๐ฐ๐ฝ๐ฌ ๐ป๐น๐จ๐ฐ๐ป๐บ . dramatic , impulsive , moody .
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โญ โโย okay so she was born december 8th, 1997 which makes her a sagittarius !! โญ โโย her parents had her really young and thought they could raise her but when she got to the age of like 8?? they were like fuck sheโs too much work and told her that she was going to go somewhere for a sleepover and was legit?? dropped off at an orphanage?? and she never saw her parents again?? โญ โโย so you could say that ya girl has abandonment issues :/// โญ โโย she was in and out of foster care, because of her age legit?? no family wanted her so like when she was 16 she forced herself out of the system, got a dingy job and couch surfed until she was able to just worked her way to where she could afford rent?? pretty emo actually โญ โโย she started her youtube channel during that time?? it was sorta her safe haven, she made really funny videos on her life, she was always like really pessimistic but in a funny way? you could say self deprecating humour is her coping mechanism lol โญ โโย her vibe is tana mongeau and posts like story times, really obnoxious blogs and general talk shitting behaviour skdjgkgf with a few scattered fashion/lifestyle style videos too when she wants to pretend she has talent she has scandals every other week tbh sheโs used to them, a lot of people hate her but at the same time a lot of people love her bc she keeps it real yk? idk i love her โญ โโ these days she posts a lot less on youtube and now is pretty active on tiktok?? definitely bc it involves less effort on her part and honestly she feels she can really be herself on there and is a lot more free and talks absolute shit, posts thirst traps left right and centreโจ โญ โโ is showing definite signs of BPD and ignores it or just says its because sheโsย โa shitty personโ, is very self destructive, ruins relationships, very unstable emotionally and her mood changes at a blink of an eye - her coping mechanism is either smoking weed until sheโs zonked out, popping xans or punching mirrors sheโs... a lot when in those heightened states โญ โโ all of her fans want her to start an OF, sheโs heavily considering it but atm sheโs having more fun teasing the hell out of her fans by posting soft core porn online but definitely has filmed a lot of things and kept them to herself or with her sexual partners lmao โญ โโ atm sheโs doing usual influencer bullshit, travelling for brand deals,ย โญ โโย thatโs all i have for her so?? far?? but yes pls love her shes a mess but shes funny i promise โญ โโย wanted connections for her would be: the guy sheโs leading on bc she has commitment issues, best friends/squad, influencer friends, enemies (sheโd have a lot), smoker buddies (oh yeah she smokes a lot of weed too ha), an ex? maybe? that she let her walls down for and then got scared and left them?
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๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐:ย https://www.pinterest.com.au/ebonybutcher/muse-alexis-simmons/ย ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐:ย https://open.spotify.com/playlist/1fl9RyUiAcdVQQYArU3sha?si=8bd2cc7832964891
