winter cherries

i am the one you look away from. the one that you can't help but notice off to the side the first time, vaguely remember that i'm in the back the second, and completely forget i'm there the third. i am the one no one sees on the sidewalk, not until they bump into me. i am the one who's stories were never asked for, who never had a basket to give love, nevertheless collect. i am the one all of your friends have looked at from every direction going down. i am the one who seems to live where life does not really go, where the color is greyed and the happiness is dulled. you ask me who i am, but you know. i am the one whos heart is not cared for.

i feel left out loll like ignored a lil

i wanna deactivate lowkey