CHRIS

I'm sure it will end as a rumor

I told you how much you meant to me the entire time we were together. I loved you, and you said you loved me back. I said you'd only be mine and I'd only be yours, so why did you have to cheat? I thought I was the one for you. What was so wrong with me that you felt the need to do this? You were my pride and joy, and now it's all gone. I thought I was perfect for you, but I guess that's not the case. I treasured every moment we spent together. You made me feel like the luckiest girl around. Now I wish you were dead. I suppose it's sometimes better off that love is dead. I hate you so much. I can't believe you'd do something like that. You said I was the one for you, but now I'm in the trash. Fuck you

Even though we are no longer together, I will remember and think on the times we shared. I'll remember that for the rest of my life, so please don't forget. Please don't misunderstand my absence.Do not cry tonight. I'll still be watching you, baby. There's heaven above you. Don't take it so hard now, remember the nice times we had. Don't think about me right now, sweetheart; there's no time for that; there'll always be someone else for you. Don't waste your time being sorry over me; instead, live a joyful life. Even if it's difficult, don't allow the past impact you. Try your hardest and live a free life. Don't worry though, there will always be someone like me. You will find love again; it only takes time. Remember that I will always love you and that I shall see you in the future life.

When it comes to explaining how I feel to others, it can be difficult. I'd never had this kind of connection with anyone before meeting Alex. I'm not sure why, but something about them seems different. It's as if they've been there for a long time, even though they haven't. I know it sounds odd to say that, but I feel so at ease around them. They make me feel very loved. I mean Yes, I have other friends, but this one is unique. We simply connect on a level I can't with others. I can joke around with them, which makes me so happy; you have no idea how much that means to me. I can talk to them about anything and they won't judge me at all. They tell me no one is perfect and that's okay, and you're not alone. They say I'm beautiful the way I am which I seriously appreciate. I'm so forever grateful they help me whenever they can. I'm not sure what I'd do without them. They are my light, my safe place. I would feel so lost and Incomplete without them. So why shouldn't everyone else leave me alone?

@ke1fersgirl

I'd always known I wasn't the most beautiful person in the world. Even when people tell me I am, I have the impression I am not. I see individuals I know come and go from relationships, and then there's just me. I'm 15 years old, almost 16, and I've never been in a relationship. Who knows, maybe I'm not good enough for them. I just want to be loved like everyone else. I only wish I looked like the other people, with the beautiful hair, perfect face, and perfect figure. What's the point if you only have a decent personality? Most people these days only go for looks, and I don't look pretty at all.Why can't I simply be like them, what's so wrong with me, I overthink everything like a cry baby, I care way too much what others analyse. I wish I was set free; you have no idea how badly I want to be you.You make things look so simple, and I'm just so alone in this world; every day I look in the mirror and think how disgusting I am. I go to the scales, expecting to lose weight, but all it appears to do is increase my weight. I attempt to starve myself so I can feel better about myself, but I don't want to worry my parents, so I keep eating even though I'm crying on the inside.I wonder if somebody will ever adore me even if it's a lost cause. I believe I will always be the unappreciated friend, and I must accept this one day.