bon the fuck jour

having a worksona with a physical outside job is so fun. here's me but 20% butcher

pride and scoliosis awareness month both also being my birth month is truly one of gods little jokes

after thinking about it i think the reason Obsession struck me so hard is because Bear reminds me of multiple different guy friends ive had. like yeah ive definitely met several men in my real life that would have done that shit to me

the scariest part of obsession was that moment in the bathroom where i thought that evil straight man wasnt gonna kill himself

the good news is that my chronic health issues and general endurance have improved so much that im actually like, a normal functioning person and dont get worn out way before everyone else. the bad news is that my new coworker lowkey almost went into heat exhaustion today and i didnt notice because ive gotten so used to being the first one down