purple haze

bring back the habits that made you happy as a child. there’s no reason you should ever have to give up harmless things that bring you joy. you don’t have to age out of having fun. finger paint. write mediocre fanfiction and questionable poetry. put chocolate chips in your waffles. sing in the bath, and while working in the yard, and while washing your hands. hammer tunelessly on a piano. spin in circles until you fall down. climb a tree. just because you’re now in charge of your life doesn’t mean you’re expected to give up on the things that make life feel worth living

it’s ok. i mean it’s not ok, but it’s ok

“are you okay?” no i’m not can we please change the subject before i start crying

i hate how i can go from feeling so overwhelmed and feeling absolutely everything at once to then feeling completely numb and feeling nothing, it’s so unpredictable and it’s so tiring