crushitintoexistence

if our tale is as old as time,

only time can tell a better tale;

you were the only one who

i close my eyes

and all i see are horrible memories.

maybe its easier if i just stayed

somedays you feel like youre over it

others you feel like youre drowning.

take time for self-love

maybe if the cracks didn't run so deep,

maybe if the reason they're even there was known,

maybe if there weren't so many,

self-driven some might say;

to others, im stubborn.

my lifestyle needs no explanation,

sometimes i wonder how to get others to have the same fighting mentality as i do

sometimes i wonder how to get myself to be as motivated as others

sometimes i wonder if life would be easier if im strong, mentally

sometimes i think of myself as a sponge.

someone mundane but indispensable

someone thats usually soft but can turn rock solid when the situation calls for it

someone who exudes positive energy to those who lift her up