I yearn for a chest I can freely fondle without care, whilst listening to the hard thunks of a man’s heart. I love the sight of how turned on a man gets when he’s flustered - listening to his own heartbeat. During the process my heart spins out of control and the background beeping sounds of the ekg signals to us both how hard my heart is beating too, I also want him to know I’m excited and I want him so badly. I want to be the one in control, I want someone to play around with, to stay still when I say so and to endure my wants and needs.

”Hold compressions… anything?” “No, not getting a femoral.” “No carotid.” “No radial pulse.” “Blood pressure’s at 0.” ”Come on, honey, squeeze my hand. Give us a sign you’re still in there.” ”AED pads are prepped, no shockable rhythm from the looks of it.” ”Poor thing… his skin is cold…”

look at my heart hammering against my hand halfway through this

self auscultation (with sound)

The river 1929

You’re a medical resident and you flubbed a code in the ER the other day. Being the amazing nurse I am I take you in for a private lesson in heartbeats

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"God I wish that were me..." as the old meme goes. It reminds me how this kink all got started for me, playing doctor, which I haven't gotten to do in years. Decades. I love how her cheeks flush pink and get pinker as the role play continues-- and how she reacts to each hard precordial thump her boyfriend gives her. Notice how her mouth opens slowly as she savors the shock and the feeling. You know they fucked immediately after.

Maybe your feedback might change his mind 😢

Short breathold, short sniff of a stimulant, and at the end I show two shorter pieces of very visible moments, the end one being right after some pressure.