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When you wanted light, 

I gave you the sun.

When you wanted the star,

I gave you the sky.

When you wanted ten, 

I gave you a hundred.

When you want darkness,

I gave you evil.

Then you suddenly realized,

I was never the one you’ve been looking for.

Eventually, you’ll find someone else.

Anyone else, but not me.

And because I am not that sweet kind of person, I won’t write cheesy things online, and probably this is the best statement you can get out of me. I won’t also say that many things happened in my whole year, I won’t rant how many problems I’ve encountered and how much I’ve changed, and probably, I won’t share how much I’ve learned. Because dear, surely, we all do.

Instead of talking about myself, I want to talk about you. How many countless times did you talk about your new year’s resolution? How many times did you say it’s enough? Are you proud of who you are today? Or are you ashamed of what you’d become? Did you check any of your bucketlist? Did you do something new this year? Did you become more adventurous, creative and imaginative? Or how about, did you get the best out from inner self?

It might be cliche, but I’ve always believed that you don’t need a new year to have a new you. Everyday is a never-ending cycle of chances and opportunities, and you can do something new no matter what the time of the day is. If you want to change something, start it now. And if you think it’s not going well, it’s okay, try again tomorrow. And if it is still not going as what you’re expecting, try the day after tomorrow. And if everything’s not working out, it’s still okay, maybe you need to start figuring out for yourself. I believe in you, though. It’ll be forever okay.

Let’s put this world into another perspective. What if time doesn’t exist, but only clocks do? What if days, months, years doesn’t exist, but only calendars do? What if we’re only living a very very very long day? Come to think of it, these years are useless. 24, 7, 4, 12, 365, these numbers are pointless. There’s no such things as pages, chapters, and volumes in your life. What you only have is you, and your choices.