ひさしぶり!
I wanted to write about how I feel living in Japan lately.
It's springtime now, but there are days when it feels like summer already. I even went out one late afternoon just wearing a shirt and pants (no multiple layers).
Now that my friends have gone home, I feel a little lonely not having people around who know me well. I have a lot of people I can spend time with, like my classmates, friends, and housemates, but our connection still feels shallow, so I can't fully be myself somehow.
But every day, I am grateful that I get to live in Japan. I never take for granted seeing the changing of seasons and the beautiful scenery that I used to only see in anime or Japanese media.
I think at this point, all I want is someone I can be myself with, and frequently. Someone I can experience new things with and share my thoughts with. It doesn't matter if the person is just a friend or a lover—just that I wanna have someone to share this precious time with in Japan ߹𖥦߹














