Storm of things

Lately I've been wondering whether I am more a Charlie friend or a Lorde friend. But I guess I am a mix, sometimes I feel like my friends hate me (recurrent thought in my mind lately), care about what they think of me, other time just hate how I look in the pictures they take, goes from losing too much weight to gaining some uncontrollably, and avoiding to go out, finding myself not cool enough.

you're all I need, at the end of everything

blip

"I was a blip, just a small interruption I was a slip up, a minor obstruction Invisible glitch in a system malfunction I was a blip, I was basically nothing"

Olivia O'Brien

So I just prayed, and I keep praying."

Ethel Cain, Sun Bleached Flies

Touch me baby put your lips on mine

Could go to hell but we'll probably be fine ;)

Its crazy, I had completely forgot about this blog, and now after three/four years I am reading all my past posts. I wish I could hug the past me and tell her everything will be okay.

I know she wouldn't believe me if I told her I got to see Harry Styles, Madison Beer and Taylor Swift in concert.

Or if I told her i left my hometown for a year, and even got to live in another country for ten months.

Now I am back home and feel like I am in highschool again.

If I could travel back in time I will go to 2018 to see this show

An American Trilogy

"You don't believe a woman could enjoy being free and independent ?"

"This isn't a love story, this is a story about love"

And we are so important to some, but we are just passing through. "