Hello everyone! Itās been a while! I didnāt mean to stay away for so long, and for that I apologise. Looking through my inbox, Iām touched that Iāve been missed. Iāve missed you all too! Thank you for checking in, and I plan on replying to all my messages asap.Ā
Now, considering itās been over half a year, maybe you can already guess, but sadly I have stopped writing fanfic. I think deep down I knew 9 months to fall in love would be my last - I really put my all into that story - but I just didnāt want to admit it to myself. Iāve wanted to log in and interact with you all numerous times, but I thought a break would be best for me until I officially decided (and accepted) what to do.Ā
This isnāt goodbye though!Ā
While away, I have been (slowly) writing an original novel. I have 25k written right now and in the new year I really hope to share more details with you! Your support and excitement as I attempt to publish my own book would truly mean the world to me š¤§Ā
Iāve been on this site for seven years and I never imagined to gain the amount of readers I have. The love Iāve received over the years will always mean so much to me. I cherish every moment I spent writing for bts. Without them, none of it would have been possible. Because of them I discovered my joy for writing. I will always cherish this space. All the friends I made, the interactions I had with you all, whether it was anonymous or not. All the stories I posted. It all made me very happy š„ŗ
Of course, I do plan on sticking around, awaiting and celebrating btsā return with you all. I just wonāt be very active, but I would absolutely LOVE it if you stayed around for this new journey Iām attempting to embark on. I will keep you posted!Ā
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soft sex w seungmin :( yeah he might tease u a lil still (itās kim seungmin after all) but itās sooo soft and comforting :( him giggling while kissing u, rubbing his warm hands up n down ur sides ā¦. just soft n silly. and the aftercare hhnnnnnnfjdjd omg what if i cry :(
-š³ anon
seungmin would love to do this. you can't have hard rough sex all the time!! UR SORE!!
"nice and slow, baby, nice and slow," seungmin says. his breath is warm against your neck, lips pursing to press a soft kiss into your skin. his cock is solid inside of you, but you're sore from the night before, and he knows it. he knows it, but he knows you need him too - this is the only way. "feels good? not hurting?"
you nod, grinning. "'s good, seungie. thank you."
seungmin chuckles, running his hands up your thighs. it tickles you slightly and makes you giggle, wiggling away from his touch.
"we'll go slow. slow and soft, yeah?" he's quieter this time, and you wrap your arms around his broad shoulders, fully naked and skin soft against yours. he lets his chest brush against yours, and then he's moving, soft grinds of his hips that make you sigh in bliss.
"yeah, just like that," you affirm, and he kisses your hairline in response. the lights are dim in your bedroom, one singular lamp casting a soft glow over his features. you can just about make out his soft smile, puppy-dog eyes and the way his jaw clenches at a particularly long thrust. you coo when he leans down, forearms either side of your head for purchase, allowing him to thrust a little deeper. "god, i'll cum in no time, minnie."
"good," he grins, kissing your forehead. "my special thing. cum whenever you want, baby."
mmmm thinking about pervy roommate hyunjin who watches your girlfriend, yeji, fuck you, through the slight crack in your door. it's not the first time he's done it either. standing not to close to the door [because he's clumsy] but close enough to see, hand down his pants squeezing at his cock while watching yeji eat you out. bites his lip whenever you moan, all of your sounds going straight to his cock, twitching in his hand as he tries to get off as quickly as possible. it isn't until yeji puts on her strap that hyunjin is coming in his pants, squeezing his eyes shut tightly. usually he'd shuffle back into his room by the first time he cums, but he just wants to watch some moreāhow yeji spreads you open, hips rocking with a steady rhythm into yours, hard and deepāand before hyunjin knows it, his hand is down his hands again, thumb rubbing over the tip before wrapping around his girth. a whimper gets caught in his throat the second he catches onto what yeji is saying to you, her hand gripping at your cheeks; strings of degradations spilling from her lips so naturally. and the way you moan in response to her words, agreeing to all the dirty things she says to you. it's not long before he's coming again, careful to bite down on his bottom lip to suppress his moans. stilling for a moment to regain clarity, before waddling off back to his room with cum stained pants and cum dripping down his thighs.
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*~.Itās so comforting to know I can stay up till 2 am reading the most toe curling, filthy, plotless smut in a warm bed on thanksgiving break. This is what the holidays are all about. *~.
summary: jeon jungkook is nothing but your obnoxious new coworker who canāt seem to get the hint that youāre not interested. heās loud, clumsy, and a bit of a player who knows his way with girls. what started off as an immediate physical attraction toward you quickly changed to a full blown crush that jungkook just canāt seem to let go. for seven days the two of you must work together alone at the store and each day jungkook takes as a chance to get you to notice him.
⣠genre/au: coworker jungkook x reader [she/her, female anatomy], co workers au, smut. himbo jk
⣠14.2k words
warnings: smut. jk is obsessed with reader in a cute way. based off seven music video but heās as slutty as the lyrics. heās a gym rat who likes to read comics and talk about y/n. workplace sĆ«x. oral [both receiving]. unprotected bc theyāre literally at a record store having sex on the cash counter at the end. slapping. choking. hair pulling. switch jk. reader is insecure in relationships. jk likes to be yelled at. reader hates him but heās all heart eyes googoo gaga. oc is mean at times but theyāre lowkey v similar except Jk Is v clumsy. oc has piercings and tattoo but in a girly pop way
song inspo: seven ā jeon jungkook
There was something soothing about reorganizing vinyls to your liking. You like them in a specific order that not everyone can replicate and thatās why itās your zone. Youāre the one in charge of organizing them, not anyone else, so why does Jeon Jungkook keep fucking with them?
āJungkook!ā
He practically jumped over the cashierās counter to run to you, bumping into a rack of CDs and making a couple fall. You couldnāt help but roll your eyes when he lifted his index finger asking you to wait just one second. Your arms were crossed over your chest impatiently and you watched him pick them up from
the floor and try to reorganize them, only for a couple more to fall.
āJungkook,ā you repeated and this time around he just let them go and went to you with a smile. āYeah?ā
āDid you touch my vinyls again?ā You watched as he slowly blinked, eyes shifting to the side as if Taehyung ā who was watching the interaction safely in the sound booth ā would help him out. Taehyung just smiled and leaned further against the window to get a better look at what he can only presume is Jungkookās third murder this week.
āUh, no?ā He wasnāt smiling or anything but you could clearly see the way his dimples teased their way out when he looked at what you wore today. His attention drifted away and it took everything in you not to snapp your fingers and make him look back up. Instead you just took a step toward the shelf and tried to continue.
āReally?ā You asked as you pointed a finger to a section, āSo why is Chemtrails Over the Country Club next to Ultraviolence Deluxe when their releases are seven years apart?ā
āUm,ā Jungkook scratched the back of his head, āDonāt you color code them?ā
āNo,ā you released a small sigh as you grabbed the vinyl and put it in its rightful spot between Blue Banisters and Norman F****** Rockwell, āI do it by release date.ā
āBut wouldnāt it be moreāā Jungkook stopped his train of thought when he paid attention to the small twitch in your eye, āYou know what, my bad Y/n, I just wanted to make it easier for you but I get it. I wouldnāt want you fucking up my comic book order.ā
āGlad, we have a mutual understanding then,ā You said with a tight smile, āDonāt touch my vinyls.ā
āGot it,ā Jungkook smiled, āHey, so later Taehyung and I are gonna go get some drinks after work, would you like to yāknow coāā
āNo.ā
āThatās cool! Yeah, uh, it was probably gonna be boring!ā Jungkook yelled after you as you left him, āNot even worth your time, I get it! I mean, we can do something else if youāre interesteāā
āIām not,ā you said as you dragged a cart full of boxes toward the backroom, āThanks for the offer though.ā
Jungkook watched you leave him with a smile on his face that made him look like a complete idiot because it has become very clear to everyone else that you donāt like him.
āWow, youāre so pathetic itās actually funny,ā Taehyung laughed as he came running down from the loft. Jungkook lifted his middle finger to him as he tucked his hair behind his ears.
āAm I ugly?ā Jungkook asked.
āA little,ā Jimin said with a shrug.
āIs that why Y/n doesnāt like me?ā Jungkook asked, looking back at his friend.
āY/n doesnāt like anyone, don't take it personal,ā Taehyung said honestly, āBut she especially doesnāt like you because you canāt take a hint.ā
Jungkook released a dramatic gasp, āWhat do you mean?ā
āKook, youāve been working here two weeks already and Y/n has not shown a single ounce of interest in you, give it up already,ā Taehyung patted Jungkook on the shoulder reassuringly. Jungkook shook his hand off, āMaybe sheās not good at picking up hints.ā
āOr maybe she just doesnāt like you,ā Taehyung said, beginning to walk away back to the sound booth where music played from, āY/n doesnāt like guys who seem like players.ā
āBut she doesnāt even know me,ā Jungkook said, āIām not a playerā¦ā
āKook, youāve had zero girlfriends in the past two years yet you always have some girl hanging off of you,ā Taehyung told him, heading back upstairs, āArenāt you messing around with someone right now?ā
āUm,ā Jungkook scratched the back of his head dumbly, āYeah Yuāno, uh, Sua, I think, but itās not really working out. Sheās getting a little too clingy for my liking.ā
āAnd now youāre trying to move onto Y/n?ā Taehyung asked with a chuckle, swinging the sound booth door open and taking a seat. He flipped some notches on the sound board and a new song began to play, getting broadcasted on their small radio station.
āI mean sheās hot.ā
āThatās it?ā Taehyung asked with furrowed brows and said, āAnd thatās why itāll never work out. Youāre not her type.ā
Jungkook stayed at the open door until Jimin shooed him away with a flick of his hand and he left.
Itās been about two weeks since he got this job with his close friend. Jungkook had been in search of a job for weeks when he went to Taehyung venting about it. His landlord had upped the price of rent for his one bedroom apartment and told him last minute so it was very unexpected. He already had another job working part time at a fitness center but it wasnāt paying enough so he switched it up. He would like to go back to fitness training but right now he needs to save up and get his shit settled before he makes any changes.
On his first day he only worked with Taehyung and his boss, Namjoon, he didnāt meet you till about two days later and he was immediately attracted to you. You werenāt the only one at work who caught his attention but youāre the main one. The others were cute but youāre the one that gets him a little excited to come to work.
Itās because you want nothing to do with him and he wants to know why. You donāt know him and sure, maybe you can tell that he might be a player but⦠heās not a bad guy. You seemed to not like him at all from the get go and itās not fair . The only people he sees you smiling at are Namjoon and Sungha.
What does he have to do to make you notice him? When he asked Taehyung earlier if he was ugly, it was just a bitter joke. He knows heās not ugly. He knows that he can be charming and that he can get any girl he wants if he really wanted to, so why is it that the one he is focused on right now wonāt even bat an eye in his direction unless itās to tell him off?
Heāll admit, he does like the fact that you just wonāt give him the time of day at all, itās kinda hot. The way you roll your pretty eyes at him looking annoyed even if he can always find a hint of amusement in them. When you donāt pull your gaze away from his like most girls normally would, youāre not intimidated by him. He can say the most daring verse to you and youāll just blankly stare at him and scoff. Donāt even get him started on how he feels when you stand there looking up at him because of your height difference and try to tell him off. He knows heās supposed to feel scolded but he always gets a little giddy on the inside.
Since when was he ever into girls who were a little mean to him?
You never considered yourself a complicated person. If anything, you always felt like an open book, someone who people could easily read and learn about. Youāve only just recently begun to learn that thatās not the case at all, that in truth you are a very difficult person to read while also being predictable. It was all a jumbled mess and no matter how hard your friends tried explaining it to you right now you were a little too drunk to understand.
āI just canāt tell what youāre thinking half the time,ā Jimin slurred on his words a bit as he wrapped an arm around your shoulders, squeezing you into him. You scrunch your face in disgust trying to put some distance between you as he went on, āI mean⦠Iāve seen you turn down like three guys in the last hour. You mean to tell me not a single one of them interested you?ā
You furrowed your eyebrows in confusion as you looked around the club curiously, āDid a single one of them look interesting?ā
Jimin didnāt say anything, taken back by your straight response and by the time he had figured out what to say, Sungha was pummeling right through him, āOh my god, you wonāt believe who I just saw!ā
āWho?ā Jimin asked as the two of you immediately forgot about your previous conversation.
It was a Saturday night and you were out drinking with your friends but at one point it became a small intervention between you and Jimin where he would tell you what was wrong with you. To be clear, thereās nothing wrong with you.
You havenāt been in a relationship in a while but that doesnāt mean youāve completely shut men off. Thereās been a few exceptions but youāve learned that you are a very picky person. Itās not your fault that you know what you like and what you donāt. Sure, sometimes it might be a bit much but thatās why you choose to stay single. No real man is ever going to fit your male fantasy so why bother even going out with one?
You enjoy coming out with your friends at the end of the week to forget all the stress from work and school but that didnāt mean you had to entertain whatever bozo came offering up some short pick up line or cheap drink. Youāre still trying to get Jimin to understand that.
āJungkook!ā Sungha squealed drunkenly, āI only saw him in passing but he was with some people.ā
āI thought it was someone important,ā you sighed, rolling your eyes, you waved her off, āWhatever, Iām gonna get another drink. Are you guys fine here?ā
You left your two friends behind as you headed toward the bar at once more to get something to drink. Part of you felt a little wary now that Sungha has very enthusiastically said how she ran into Jungkook. What if you ran into him too? That would be so awkward. You already had to see him at work every day and youāre just not interested in having to deal with him outside of work too.
Itās not that you hate him, he amuses you with his weird antics but itās just too much. You canāt tell if he follows you all around all day because heās into you or if that is just how he usually is. He seems to be a player so this could just be how he is and he doesnāt even realize heās doing it. Youāre not sure why he seems to always be at your side even when youāre very clearly annoyed by him, but he just never backs down. Itās exhausting even if you do think heās attractive and charming.
When you got to the bar, some guy helped you cut through the crowd of loitering people and you were able to put your drink order in, taking note of the circular bar at the center of the room. It went all the way around and as you trained your eyes along the circular bar, your gaze landed on someone directly across from you on the other side of all the drinks.
So, Jungkook really is here.
You meant to look away but you found yourself taking in the sight of everyone surrounding him. He was turned away from you so all you saw was his side profile but you knew it was him either way. He was busy talking with two girls who laughed at everything he said and youāre sure heās probably flirting his way through to their numbers. There were some guys around him who you assume are his other friends but he was entertaining the girls without any worry for his friends.
Just as you were busy studying the pretty girls he was talking to, you looked back at him, his dark eyes meeting yours and you quickly looked away. He just caught you staring, shit.
You could leave and disappear through the crowd to ignore his watching eyes but the bartender was still trying to make your drink so there was nowhere else to go. From the corner of your eye, you could see him lean down and whisper something to all the girls before he was pointing at you and you curiously look back. Jungkook bit back a smile with his teeth sunken into his bottom lip as he began walking away from them and heading around the bar.
The bartender came back and you quickly took out your card to hurry up and pay and you tapped your foot anxiously like it would speed up the process. You wanted to leave before Jungkook got to you.
Maybe you were overthinking it or overly confident but in reality maybe Jungkook wonāt even come to you with any of his usual shenanigans. Youāre outside of work and he could be a completely different person. Maybe at work youāre the only one he can entertain himself with andā
āI was wondering if I was gonna get to see you too,ā Jungkookās voice boomed over the loud music and you jumped in surprise as the bartender gave you your card back and receipt. You looked back at him, āWhat?ā
Jungkook smiled sweetly at you as you finally left the bar and he went with you, āI saw Sungha earlier so I was wondering if you would be around here too.ā
āWere you? You seemed kinda preoccupied with something else,ā you blurred out before you could stop yourself, releasing a sigh when you saw him following you.
Not different from work at all.
āOh? So you were watching, for a second I thought I was getting ahead of myself, usually you donāt pay any attention to me,ā Jungkook said teasingly and you found yourself rolling your eyes like you normally would.
āPoor you,ā you said as you looked around for Jimin and Sungha but stopped. Did you really want to bring him to them? Sungha would understand, sure she thinks itās cute that Jungkook seems to be into you but Jimin would read too into it. Heās always looking for some sort of gossip and you bringing around Jungkook would definitely raise questions after scolding you for not paying attention to any guys.
āWhyād we stop? You want to dance?ā Jungkook asked, looking as everyone seemed to dance or grind on each other. You were practically on the dance floor and he was intrigued. His hand touched your lower back as if to guide you but you whipped around to face him, so close that his breath hitched, feeling like he was just caught doing something he shouldnāt be doing.
āYour friends are probably wondering where you went,ā you said, trying to hint that he should probably go already but he just smiled down at you with his bunny teeth on display.
āI told them I was gonna be with my favorite person in the world,ā Jungkook said and you rolled your eyes with a huff in annoyance.
āDonāt you get tired of always joking around?ā You asked suddenly, making his brows furrowed in confusion.
āWhat do you mean?ā
āI mean, you always joke like that at work but you donāt have to act like this if we see each other in public. Weāre not friends, I wouldnāt be mad if we didnāt acknowledge each other,ā you gave him a shrug of his shoulders looking up at him.
He slowly blinked in thought, like he still didnāt understand what you meant and that made you smile. You brought a hand up to his shoulder, fixing his silver necklace as you said, āIāll see you at work?ā
āHuh?ā Jungkook asked as he brought a hand up to touch yours but you moved it away. You waved, beginning to walk away, āBye, Jungkook.ā
āBye?ā
MONDAY
Taehyung stared at Jungkook unimpressed. He was finally at work again and he was filling in his dear friend on the events of the weekend. Heās just told Taehyung about how he saw you looking at him and he went to hang out with you only for you to just tell him bye. Once again, you didnāt even try.
āI donāt know what you want me to say,ā Taehyung said as he reclined back on his spinning chair, āY/n doesnāt like players.ā
āBut I wasnāt even doing anyāā
āWhat were those girls trying to talk to you about?ā Taehyung asked with a raised brow as Jungkook tried to think for a second.
Well, the girls came up to him just after he had gotten drinks for him, Jin and Yoongi and they just started randomly talking to him. They asked if he worked out a lot and it was definitely flirty but what did Jungkook do back? Okay.. he did flirt back but not because he was feeling one of the girls. Thatās just how he is, he was just flirting to flirt and nothing more. How was he supposed to know you were watching?
Is this why you thought he was a player?
Oh my god, did you think he was a slut?
āAlright, so what should I do for Y/n to take me seriously?ā Jungkook watched Taehyung stand up as he began to turn off his sound system and clean up his work area. Taehyung sighed in thought as he grabbed his backpack out of the closet and packed up his belongings, āDo you actually like Y/n? Because if youāre doing this because youāre bored itās just going to ruin it for everyone at work.ā
Jungkook looked taken back by the question and he had to think about this for a second. What exactly did Taehyung mean?
Yeah, he likes you. Well at first he just thought you were really hot and he still does but thatās not it. He likes that he canāt read you. At first he thought you were this cute chick he was going to work with who seemed to dress brightly sometimes and smiled sweetly when you wanted to. He thought you would have a cute personality.
Then he saw that tattoo tucked behind your ear. It was a straight line of hearts in red ink and it was cute but he did see you a bit differently after that. Especially when you came in wearing a dress one day and he found another tattoo on your back between your shoulder blades that heās sure went all the way down your spine. He couldnāt tell what that one was but that made him more curious about you. The night of the party he found a new one. Tucked underneath the small strap of your top was a tattoo on your collarbone. It seems like maybe a quote or song lyric but it looked so good on you and he just got more and more curious.
Do you have more tattoos? What about more piercings? Your ears seem to have a good handful of piercing too and your nose is pierced too but was that all? Maybe he couldnāt see where else you might have a piercing and jeez that just drives him absolutely insane.
Your music taste makes him curious too. He realized youāre very territorial over your Lana Del Rey vinyls and some other artists too but he wants to know your favorite songs and how many concerts youāve gone to. He wants to know if you like any of the same artists and if so should he make you a mixtape of all his favorite songs?
āI like Y/n,ā Jungkook finally admitted and this time around he looked serious about it. Even Taehyung seemed to pause and stare at his friend waiting for him to crack a smile but he didn't and with a deep breath he decided to offer up an idea.
āMaybe you can show Y/n youāre serious, only be about her,ā Taehyung said swinging his bag on and heading toward the door, āThat means stop flirting with other girls, You probably proved to Y/n that youāre a flirt the other night so youāll need to stop that if you want her to take you seriously. Iām not saying itāll help but it might.ā
Jungkook nodded his head in acknowledgment and Taehyung had absolutely no doubt in his mind that his friend was taking mental notes. He left his lofted sound booth and Jungkook followed him down the staircase to the main floor. The way the store was set up, it looked like a modernized warehouse.
Up on the loft was where Namjoonās office was and where Taehyung broadcasted music in store and on the local radio. The loft overlooked the main floor where you and the others usually worked.
Jungkook was in charge of comics and manga, you were in charge of vinyls, Sungha was in charge of movies, Hoseokās area was CDs and cassettes. You all had a specific station that made the store run smoothly and switch on and off of who did register, tonight it was your turn and you had to close with Jungkook all by yourself.
āAlright, Iām off,ā Taehyung said as he got behind the counter and clocked out, āIāll be back Sunday and Namjoon is back on Monday, Sungha and Hobi will do morning shifts but you two have to close so please, and Iām literally begging, Y/n donāt kill Jungkook. At least not till weāre back, I donāt think I can train another person after Jungkook.ā
Jungkook rolled his eyes though he blushed at the reminder of when his friend trained him. He accidentally logged a bunch of things wrong during their weekly inventory and it took days to fix. You actually smiled, also remembering it, it annoyed the hell out of you back then but you realized it wasnāt entirely his fault that he didnāt know how to do it. It was just funny for Taehyung to bring it up again. Jungkook watched you smile and it made him smile too as he leaned against the counter just the way you did.
āBye guys,ā Taehyung waved goodbye as he prepared himself for a week-long trip in Daegu visiting his family and friends back home. Namjoon went on some business owner retreat where they attended boring seminars and connected with other businesses to trade and learn how to better their business not just for themselves but for the neighborhood.
āBye,ā Jungkook waved cheerily as he moved to the side to let you check some customers out.
Around this time of night there werenāt that many people coming in but there were a few. The store was open early in the morning and closed late at night every day. Namjoonās reasoning for this? Thereās a couple coffee shops around here and usually people like to come in and browse their music to pass time, youāll especially see couples and teens in here. At night thereās bars and restaurants a few streets down and usually people come in looking to rent movies so theyāre open till 11:00pm every night. Jungkook had about three more hours with you.
āSo, howād you wake up yesterday? Were you hungover at all?ā Jungkook asked as the customers left and there was a small gap in time where you were the only two people in the store. You had already walked away from the counter, most likely to recover the floor such as fix displays or put things back where they go instead of just shoved wherever a customer decided to leave it. Jungkook began to copy you.
āNo,ā you said, turning your back to him as you moved a few CDs back where Hoseok usually has them and ignoring how Jungkook was trailing a few feet behind you acting like he was doing the same.
Jungkook nodded, not giving up even if it was clear you didnāt want to talk to him. You were already leaving the CDs to go check on your vinyls and he was going down the next aisle to act like he wasnāt just following you, āSame, I never really get hungover. I can actually hold my liquor pretty well.ā
You raised your brows acting interested and just as you were about to round the corner you came face to face a black vinyl with a white sound wave on it. Arctic Monkeysā AM album. Jungkook was hiding behind it and he peaked around the large square and smiled cheekily, āCan we listen to this?ā
You wanted to say no but you didnāt really have a reason to. You just nodded your head and left to Taehyungās sound booth again with Jungkook hot on your trail. You pointed a finger down, āStay here in case customers come.ā
āBuāā his words caught in his throat when you glared at him and he just nodded looking defeated as he watched you head upstairs without him acting like a clingy puppy who canāt leave you alone.
You got on the monitor and tried to search for the album so that you wouldnāt damage any of the actual vinyls. You scrolled through the songs and hit shuffle, queuing up a song that didnāt explain what you wanted to tell Jungkook but itāll at least ring a bell in his noggin.
Jungkook smiled as you finally came back down to him and he paid close attention, unintentionally singing the exact line you wanted him to hear.
āI wanna grab both your shoulders and shake, baby, snap out of it,ā Jungkook sang happily and you smiled in clear amusement as he sang to his heartās content, completely missing the fact that youāre telling him to snap out of this little crush he seems to have on you.
Heās not your type and youāre sure youāre not his. Heās just bored.
Your smile seemed to drop just as his began to widen as the next song shuffled in began to play. The lyrics were sort of ridiculous but at the same time stupidly romantic and Jungkook immediately went into a dramatically serious mode as he sang.
āSecrets I have held in my heart,ā he sang softly and you were surprised to hear what a pretty voice he had as you went back to sit behind the counter just watching him sing, āAre harder to hide than I thought.ā
Jungkook wasnāt even paying that much attention as he subconsciously followed you, standing in front of the counter and playing with some of the small knick knacks for sale like miniature record player figurines and cardboard cassette models, āMaybe I just wanna be yours, I wanna be yours, I wanna beā¦ā
His words cut off when he found you looking at him and suddenly he couldnāt breathe. His face flushed red in embarrassment when he realized you were still looking at him and like usual, you didnāt shy away by pulling your gaze from his. The night of the club was the first time you ever looked away first and he didnāt like that, heās more used to staring into your eyes.
āI didnāt know you could sing,ā you said casually like it was no big deal and at the sound of the first compliment youāve ever given him, he accidentally knocked down the pyramid of cassette models making you both scramble to catch them all but they fell anyway. You released a deep breath with a roll of your eyes at the mess he made and Jungkook managed to hit his head on the counter when he tried picking it up, debating if he should just flatten himself against the floor and wait for it to just sink him in until he was nothing but hardwood panelsāmaybe then heāll quick being a mess.
āJust a little, I justā¦ā Jungkook shrugged, unsure of how to finish what he was saying, still embarrassed, especially when he looked up and found you smiling a little wider.
Even in his clearly hot mess of a state, he smiles too knowing that heās made you smile an actual smile.
As if realizing you were being soft on Jungkook, you immediately straightened out your expression out of fear that he would think heās growing on you.
He is growing on you but thatās not the point.
You donāt want to give him a sliver of hope that something will spark between you two. Heās not your type and youāre not interested in entertaining any guy at the moment. Especially not one like Jungkook who grabs everyoneās attention and can have whoever he wants.
You saw it the other night. Girls throw themselves at him so heāll surely grow bored of pursuing someone who wants nothing to do with him.
Itās only natural.
TUESDAY
Considering the store opened 10am and closed at 11pm, it meant that there were a lot of work hours during the week to get through. Sungha and Hobi usually clocked in around 9am to get the store ready for open and by about 4pm their shift was up and you and Jungkook would clock in. Usually your schedules were a little more unorganized but since both Namjoon and Taehyung would be gone it meant that the four of you had to cover the rest and since you had morning summer classes on Tuesdays and Thursdays, you had to work night time. Jungkook said he would cover the evening shift too just to be with you.
During the day heāll just lounge around waiting to come to work and go to the gym and do some workouts or boxing. By the time he came into work he was clean and dressed to impress you but today he didnāt seem to have much luck for it.
He was running late and didnāt have time for a proper shower at home and ended up having to wash up at the gym. He got stuck wearing a black compression shirt that he had extra in his bag and a pair of gray sweats.
āWhy do you kinda look like Toji from Jujutsu Kaisen?ā Sungha asked as he walked in ready to clock in. He looked down at himself and how ridiculously he looked, āI was running late.ā
āYeah well you look like a slut,ā Hoseok joked walking up to him and suddenly smacked Jungkookās chest, hitting his pecs which were clearly visible through the compression shirt along with his abs. Jungkook immediately brought a hand up to his chest with a groan as the rest of you laughed, āPut your man boobs away.ā
āFuck off, I didnāt have time to run home for clothes, all of you can scatter,ā Jungkook said rolling his eyes before looking at you, āExcept you, Y/n.ā
You scoffed with a smile, āThanks, now stop harassing Jungkook, his body, his choice and if he wants to look like a slutty gym rat he can!ā
Jungkook smiled giddily now, āYeah! What Y/n said, if I wanna look like a slutty gym rat then I can. Hobi youāre mad I have more muscles than you and Sungha youāre mad I have bigger boobs than you.ā
Sungha came tunneling toward Jungkook, āSay that again, brat! Iām your noona, show me some respect.ā
āOnly person I respect is Y/n,ā Jungkook said as she clenched his shirt in her fists, āSo stop groping me. Arenāt you two off already?ā
āLetās go Sungha,ā Hoseok said with a shake of his head. You waved them goodbye and Jungkook finally got behind you to clock in. You moved to the side to give him space but he only moved closer with a childish smile, āHi, Y/n.ā
āHello Jungkook,ā you said as you left the counter. It was Jungkookās turn on the register and you were very thankful for that. It was shipment day which meant you had to check in all the boxes delivered first then check in every item in the boxes and get them put away. Considering Jungkook messed it up last time you wanted to do it.
You left to the backroom to begin to bring boxes out and Jungkook followed you, carrying more than one to the counter. Hoseok and Sungha managed to get some done but didnāt get to finish so it was your turn.
You checked in a box of comics and began taking everything out with Jungkookās help. A small laugh left your lips, āLook, new manga and one is Jujutsu Kaisen. Letās see if you really do look like Toji.ā
Jungkook rolled his eyes but couldnāt find it in himself to be bothered by you keeping on the running joke, his hand went to his chest still sensitive from Hobiās slap. Heāll have to get back at him soon.
A group of customers came swarming in and the two of you had to focus on work.
By the time night rolled around and the store was ready to close, you were on your phone a lot. Jungkook tried talking to you but you would barely bat an eye in his direction and it made him a bit sad. A bunch of girls would come in giggling trying to compliment them and for the first time ever, Jungkook didnāt entertain it. He simply helped them with whatever they needed and went back to the register.
At closing time you closed up the register while he recovered the floor and the two of you were able to leave at a timely manner. Jungkook twisted his key around in his hand as he watched you lock the front door, āWhere are you headed? Iāll give you a lift.ā
āIāll get the bus,ā you said, standing straight and staring down the street. You were always hot and cold with him. One second you would be smiling and joking and the next you would barely acknowledge that he was even there. Yesterday you talked to him but today you didnāt pay any attention to him aside from when the other two were here. Jungkook practically ran after you, āThen Iāll walk with you, itās late anyway.ā
āItās fine, I always leave by myself,ā you said with a roll of your eyes. Here he is not leaving you alone again. Jungkook shook his head no, defying, āI want to walk with you though.ā
āI donāt need you to though.ā
āBut,ā Jungkook huffed, āBut you barely paid any attention to me anāā
āAre you always this clingy?ā You whipped around to ask, once again so close that Jungkook had to take a step back to keep from bumping into you.
āYes,ā Jungkook said casually, āWell no but I want to make sure you get back safely. Plus it looks like it might rain anāā
āFine! Hurry up and take me home then,ā you sighed, giving up. You forgot that the forecast said 80% chance of rain and knowing your luck youāll be stuck in it before the bus even gets here.
Jungkook nodded enthusiastically, āAlright, come on. Iāll even give you aux.ā
He drove a shiny black Mercedes and he was strangely kind enough to open your door for you, making you sigh as you got in his car. You keep telling yourself heās just being nice or that heās just trying to get some but every day he shows you a different side of him that youāre not used to.
Yesterday it was that he can sing.
And today it was his music taste, he was surprisingly a pop music guy who liked Charlie Puth.
āI just didnāt expect you to like that kind of music. I expected you to be more into hard rock or something,ā You told him. You were already close to your apartment and you acted like you didnāt notice the way he slowed his driving down to stall your departure.
āFor the gym, I do, usually Deftones, maybe a little bit of Pierce the Veil but usually I like more upbeat sounds,ā Jungkook told you. He was surprisingly a lot calmer when it was just you two and he wasnāt chasing you around the store. His voice was more relaxed and he didnāt seem to be in a rush to get close to you.
You looked ahead as he slowed down a little more, āRight here is fine.ā
āOkay,ā Jungkook said softly, looking down at his lap in thought. How could he get you to stay a little longer?
āIāve been meaning to ask,ā Jungkook cleared his throat and for a second you debated listening or not. What if he said something ridiculous like he tends to? It would ruin a good night.
āYeah?ā
āHow many tattoos do you have? Iāve seen three but something tells me thatās not it,ā Jungkook said curiously, āAnd can I see them?ā
āNot all of them,ā you told him, āBut I have six, just small ones here and there. Not as many as you though.ā
He smiled, āYeah, I still want more.ā
āWhich ones are your favorite?ā You found yourself asking, not leaving yet. Jungkook him in thought as he looked over the ones you could see.
āNot sure, I love them all,ā he said before looking back at you, āWhich one of mine do you like the most?ā
Your brows furrowed in concentration but it was so dark you could barely see. Jungkook pushed on the overhead light and for some reason it made the small confines of his car feel more intimate than when they were off.
āThis one,ā you pressed your index finger to the flower on his arm, āWhat is it?ā
āMy birth flower, I just got it colored,ā Jungkook said proudly, āAnd I drew it myself so I feel really special to know itās your favorite.ā
He looked over at you with a smile and sparkly eyes that had you realizing just how close the two of you had gotten. You were both leaning into each other to look at his tattoos and suddenly this didnāt feel so casual.
You cleared your throat awkwardly, moving back to u buckle your seatbelt, āAlright well I guess itās time I get out. See you tomorrow.ā
āI can pick you up!ā Jungkook said as you opened the door, āBefore work I mean, we go in at the same time anyway andāā
āIām good, but thanks for the offer,ā you said getting out and just before you closed the door, you bid him Goodnight.
He sat in his car waiting for you to make it into your building softly and when you got to the door you turned and waved back at him one more time. He couldnāt help but immediately get on his phone.
jungkook: my fav tattoo of urs is the one on ur back
WEDNESDAY
You must be out of your mind for being here right now. After begging you all day to come out for just one drink, you got tired of telling him no and found yourself sitting at a bar with Jungkook to your left.
āSo youāre taking summer classes so you can graduate a little earlier?ā Jungkook asked, playing with the wrapper of his straw. You really donāt know how you got here but now youāre being interrogated by Jungkook with 21 questions as he tried to get to know you better.
āThatās the plan but I think Iām still a little behind, what about you? Did you go to school?ā You asked him casually.
Jungkook was a few years older than you. He was 25 and you were still 21 so if he went to school he was probably done by now if he got a bachelorās or even an associateās degree. Jungkook was quiet for a moment before he said, āI did but I dropped out. I didnāt know what I wanted to do and I didnāt have money to keep going even with financial help.ā
You nodded understandingly. The only reason why you were still in school was because you got a little bit of help but you would still be going in debt because of it. You didnāt know what to do either so you chose to major in business because it was a broad enough course of study that you still had a few options. He looked over at you almost embarrassed but you just gave him a reassuring smile, āSchoolās not for everyone.ā
āI wish a lot more people understood that,ā Jungkook said, āIt still stresses me out knowing majority of my friends graduated. I know Jimin and Hobi still work here and theyāre older but at the same time theyāre pursuing their interests differently. Hoseok teaches dance classes on the side and Jimin does vocal coaching but Iām just⦠yāknow Iām still trying to figure things out. In the future I would like to own my own fitness center but Iāll probably have to go back to school for that or at least find other ways to be certified.ā
āIām sure Joon would help you figure out how to run a business,ā you offered and it did reassure him that you seemed to understand him better. Jungkook has never really talked about this sort of stuff with a girl. Usually itās all superficial and heās not sure how this conversation came about but heās surprisingly really thankful for it. Youāre younger than him by four years but you just seem so much more with the way you think.
You donāt have your life figured out either but you seem to have an understanding that not everyone works the same and you donāt make him feel smaller for not having a college degree.
He really is more into you than he first thought. Heāll never deny the fact that the main reason he was after you was because he found you attractive but now thatās itās just you two this week youāve had no choice but to talk to him and heās been really able to get to know you better.
āY/n, I was thinkingāā
āJungkook?ā
His body froze as his words caught and he debated for a second not turning around. The lounge bar was small and quiet so he wanted to come here to talk to you better, he didnāt expect to run into anyone he knew. Especially not Sua who stood behind him with a tight smile and raised brows. He looked to you but you looked to her and he had to turn to see her, āSua.ā
āNice to see you out and about,ā Sua said but he could hear the strain in her voice, āAfter two weeks of not talking I thought maybe something happened but you seem to be doing just fine.ā
You looked away, figuring this has nothing to do with you and instead went on your phone as you listened in on how Jungkook would get himself out of this situation.
Just when he started growing on you, youāre reminded that heās just a man and heās still a player, probably trying to get in your pants before he moves on to the next. Why has he been trying so hard for three weeks if he was still going to have girls on the side? You donāt think this is a former girlfriend but sheās definitely someone he used to mess around with. He doesnāt seem like the relationship type anyway.
āUh, yeah,ā Jungkook said looking back to you but you werenāt paying attention anymore. This was awkward enough for him but if you started ignoring him again, he doesnāt think heāll be able to handle it.
Sua has never been more than a fling. They didnāt go on dates or call each other 24/7, they only ever talked when they were looking to get drunk and possibly hook up. Even then itās been about two weeks since heās spoken or texted a single word to her so for her to just pop out of nowhere and remind him that heās⦠well, a player [?] while youāre sitting next to him and heās trying to get you to like him, it just doesnāt sit well with him.
Sua looked to you expectantly like you would introduce yourself to her but youāve got no intention to do that. You donāt know her and you donāt owe her anything. Sheās a complete stranger and sheās Jungkookās problem not yours. You just looked back at her while she waited for you to crack but you werenāt at all intimidated and when she realized that she just rolled her eyes.
āAlright, well call me when youāve had your fun,ā Sua said, stomping away before Jungkook could say another word.
It went quiet between you two and the once light atmosphere became thick and heavy. He looked down, mentally cursing at himself for not being up front right now. He shouldāve just told Sua it was done but he thought it was obvious when he stopped responding to her hundred texts. Also, he wasnāt sure how you would feel about him suddenly doing that.
With a deep breath he looked up at you apologetically, āIām sorry, Y/n, I didnāt knāā
āItās late,ā you said, checking the time. Half past 1:00am and you were ready to end it, āLetās call it a night. I can get an Uber so you donāt have to waste your time driving me home.ā
āNo, Y/n, I want to take you home,ā Jungkook said when in reality he wanted to stay and talk more. He might be a bit slow sometimes but right now he knows that whatever opening you were beginning to make for him immediately shut when Sua came.
In the end you let him drive you home since it was so late but you didnāt talk to him much. He tried making small conversation but you were back to barely acknowledging him and it was really getting to him. Is he back to square one?
āY/n,ā Jungkookās voice was deeper than usual and lacked any of that weightless aura around it. Usually he was joking or energetic but right now not so much. He was in front of your building again and was watching you begin to unbuckle your seatbelt sadly, āWhat should I do?ā
Your eyebrows scrunched together in confusion as you say in his car, āWhat do you mean?ā
āWhat should I do to get you to notice me?ā
You didnāt say anything for a moment, the two of you just staring at each other. What did he mean?
Jungkook leaned back against his seat as he waited for you to say something but you just stayed quiet. His eyes went from yours down to your nose ring, then your parted lips. Itās getting harder and harder for him not to look at them, they just looked so inviting even if you didnāt. He just wanted to kiss you so bad, maybe itāll tell him if this is worth it all.
Heās always been the one to go based on physical touch. When he usually kisses someone, heās not looking for that electric current to run through his veins but heās looking for something that might make him want to do it again. Right now, any time he even thought about you it was unlike anything heās felt in a long time. What if when you two kissed, he really does feel the butterflies in his stomach?
Heās not sure when this seemed to happen but he found himself just a few inches away from you. You looked down at his lips too and he wondered if you were also itching for a kiss. Deciding he wanted to test it out, he leaned the rest of the way and just before your lips touchedā¦
āDoesnāt seem like you need me to notice you,ā you said before your lips could touch and he didnāt realize his eyes had fallen shut until you said, āYou have a lot of people who already do and I donāt like the idea of fighting for someoneās.ā
āY/n, thatās not what I meanāā
You slammed his car door shut and left like the two of you didnāt almost kiss.
THURSDAY
āYouāre so mean.ā
Your jaw dropped as you stared at the two in front of you, āHow?ā
āWell, it sounds like this guy has really been trying and you make him think he has a chance only to shut him down each time,ā Jimin said, spinning in his desk chair as the three of you talked in his bedroom.
āThatās not true,ā you argued back as you laid in his bed ranting about the past week with Jungkook.
You have to admit, he confuses you.
Heās just so⦠persistent but at the same time you canāt find it in yourself to consider him genuine. One second you think he is and the next youāre reminded that heās very well sought after. That girl from last night was proof of it and if they talked just two weeks ago and Jungkook just stopped talking to her⦠then what happened?
He started working with you all three weeks ago and since the beginning heās been on your ass, following you around like a puppy and annoying the shit out of you. Sure, she said it had been two weeks since he last spoke to her but that didnāt mean it was because of you. For all you knew, he had other girls satiating his needs and he just wasted his time on you at work.
You were filling in your closest friends on the past week but Jimin never seems to understand where youāre coming from. Youāve known him the longest and he knows all of your past dating experience better than anyone. You used to be the type to fall in love easily only to get your heart broken each time. After a while it got exhausting and you just stopped trying, now youāre closed off and you know itās a problem but you canāt help it. What if you fall for another loser who just wants to play with your heart and then break it when they get bored?
You sighed, āSungha, is that true?ā
She sunk further into the beanbag she was occupying, like she wanted to hide from the question but when Jimin looked at her too, she spoke, āI mean⦠Jungkook really does seem like heās trying. We all know heās hot and has probably gotten around but he really is putting in the effort. Now I canāt say this is how he is when heās interested in someone because I donāt know but⦠he seems to really mean it. Even before this week, heās always been following you around and if he didnāt see you he would only ever stick to himself in the comics. When youāre there heās smiling more, I donāt know. I donāt know how genuine he is but donāt act like you canāt see his effort, Y/n, itās not fair to him.ā
You scoffed as you pressed a pillow into your face, āItās only been a weekāā
āAnd heās already shown more effort to get to know you in four days than any guy has in the entire relationship,ā Jimin said coldly, āDoesnāt that mean anything to you? I donāt even know this guy aside from what you and Sungha have told me and even I could see that. When we went out drinking last week, I saw you two. He was right there beside you and you just shooed him away.ā
āWe work together, itās awkward if I give in,ā you said and even you knew it sounded like an excuse.
You were being honest though. What if you did let something happen between you? What if you opened up to him and he took you home one night, you hook up, and the next time at work he just ignores you?
āStop making excuses and just try it,ā Sungha said, āEither that or just stop making him think he has a chance by being hot one second and then cold the other.ā
Jungkook sat across from his friends at a small rounded table for a late lunch. He hasnāt talked much today which was already strange considering usually he talks their ear off like itās nobodyās business. Yoongi and Jin shared a concerned look but Jungkook didnāt even notice. He was too busy playing with his food and that was another concern of theirs.
āEverything alright? You havenāt even touched your food, thatās not normal,ā Jin said, reaching out a reassuring hand to Jungkook who just rolled his eyes.
āI donāt know,ā he said honestly, āI know things canāt just change in a week, itās not enough time, but Iām running out of ideas. Iām trying and trying and every time I think Y/n will open up to me, something happens to change that. I donāt think Iāll ever get her to give me a chance.ā
āBut things are changing, Kook,ā Yoongi said, āYou said it yourself, Y/n let you take her home and youāve been talking a lot more during work.ā
āThatās because nobody else is around, not because she wants to, sheās just stuck with me for seven hours every day,ā Jungkook said as he pushed his plate aside to rest his head on the table feeling absolutely defeated. Neither Yoongi nor Jin have ever met you but the amount of times Jungkook had ranted about you these past couple weeks really felt like they knew you.
You werenāt the quiet type but you werenāt the loud type either. You were somewhere in the middle and depending on the person or occasion, youāll only show one side of yourself to them.
You like music a lot and though Jungkookās section is comics and manga, you seem to have a small interest in those too. He always sees you browsing the books and the other day he found you reading a vintage Ironman comic.
You like to joke around a lot even if you donāt do it with Jungkook.
You seem to walk a fine line between organized and messy. Your vinyls are always clean but according to you, you always lag when it comes to cleaning your apartment.
Youāre in school for business but youāre not sure what exactly you want to do with that.
You donāt care that he never finished school and you seemed to reassure him over it.
The point is, Jungkook talks about you all the time and every single time they think more and more of how similar you two are. He says you dress cute sometimes but youāll act so cold. Other times youāll dress in more dark colors but be the most bubbliest person that day. Just like Jungkook.
āDonāt give up, Koo,ā Jin said finally, āYou just need to show her that youāre serious. You need to tell Sua youāre done, donāt just ghost her and expect her to get the hint. Y/n probably still thinks youāre messing around with others. It hasnāt even been a full week yet so at least stick it out until Sunday. If by Sunday she still isnāt giving you a chance then maybe you should think about backing down.ā
That night he tried to continue and be as bubbly with you as usual even if you barely gave him a response. He didnāt want to seem affected by the way that last night went when you completely blew off his kiss. It was his fault for the bad timing anyway and when he got home from work he called Sua.
He told her that heās done and that heās sorry for not saying it sooner but he really wants to pursue a real relationship with you. It upset her because he never wanted the same with her and it made him feel bad but he wasnāt going to back down from his word. He wanted you, nobody else, and he let every girl in his DMs and messages who he hasnāt answered in days know that too.
And by the time you closed, he slid a CD into your bag with some of his favorite songs hoping youāll understand him better.
FRIDAY
You havenāt given in to him yet but that wasnāt the point anymore. The point for Jungkook was to show you how serious he was about you, so after work when he dropped you off in the cold rain in front of your house, he waited for you to head in like usual.
Usually, he drove home after making sure you got in safely but tonight he couldnāt seem to do that. He sat in his car trying to look at your door through the pouring rain and he just wanted to see you again. He just had seven hours with you but the store was so busy that he didnāt even have time to talk to you. You locked yourself up in Taehyungās broadcasting room and only came out when the store was too packed for Jungkook to manage on his own.
He debated texting you and asking you to come down and see if you can talk but the debate didnāt last long before he was throwing the idea out of the window. Before he knew it he was turning his car off and running in the rain to your door, searching your last name on the list of tenants and buzzing the number to find you. It was for number seven and he was beginning to think that had a meaning.
Seven days of just you and him at work.
Seven hours working together.
And now your buzzer was number seven too.
It was becoming his favorite number.
āHello?ā
āY/n, itās me Jungkook,ā he checked the time on his phone, heart skipping a beat, 11:57pm, āI know itās late and youāll probably say no but can we talk?ā
You were genuinely taken back to know he was down there. He couldāve called you on his phone from his car but instead he was using the buzzer to ring your apartment door, to talk to you. You can even hear the rain in the background and you were saying, āUm okay, Iāll let you in, Iām on the third floor, number 77.ā
Seven seven.
The second the door made a clicking sound as it unlocked he was swinging it up and running inside. Just as he reached the staircase, he slipped on the bottom steps, tightly holding the railing as he looked at the track of water he left. Once he caught his balance he was running up the stairs again, only slipping a couple more times before he got to your door.
āJesus Christ, youāre soaked,ā you said once you opened the door and let him in. You looked at him from head to toe, āWait right here, Iāll get you a towel, take your shoes off.ā
Jungkook nodded but he couldnāt help but fidget excitedly as he looked around. Your apartment was an extension of you through and through.
Vinyls in the corner by a record player and books.
Plants by the window, some dying and some thriving.
It was organized minus a few things that seemed out of place and it all just looked so homey.
When you came back he was too focused on the pictures hanging on the wall to notice you until you thrusted a pile of clothes in his waiting arms. You pointed down the hall, āBathroom to your left, hereās some dry clothes, when youāre done bring your wet clothes out and Iāll toss them into the dryer.ā
Jungkook nodded his head and followed orders. Your bathroom smelled like lavender and he eyed all your perfumes trying to pinpoint which scent you used the most. You always smelled so good and he can see why. He quickly got changed into an oversized t-shirt with Lana Del Reyās face on it and a pair of sweats. The shirt seemed to be yours but heās not sure about the pants. It didnāt matter to him, they smelled like you and like a creep he was taking in a whiff of your laundry detergent immediately remembering the scent. There was always a faint smell of it on you and it was refreshing and warm.
āAre you smelling my shirt?ā You asked standing outside the bathroom. He got caught.
āUh, yeah?ā Jungkook scratched the back of his head, wet curls dropping water onto the shoulders of his shirt, āSorry, thatās weird.ā
You just rolled your eyes and asked him to follow you to where the washer and dryer were hidden behind a closet door. He set his clothes in the dryer and you started it up before walking to the kitchen.
āWhat were you thinking? You know itās typhoon season and if you wanted to talk so bad why didnāt you just call in your car, or better yet talk at work?ā You asked, pouring hot water into a mug and grabbing a tea bag, āSugar?ā
Even as you scolded him, you worried and he felt his cheeks heat up. You sighed, āWhat did you need to talk about that you felt the need to stand out in the cold rain and wait for me to answer? What if I was showering or already in bed?ā
āI guess I wouldāve waited,ā Jungkook mumbled a thanks when you handed him the cup of tea and he took a seat on your couch. You just sighed and sat next to him, āWhat did you want to talk about?ā
He refused to look at you and when you asked again, he answered, āNothing in particular, I just wanted to talk.ā
You looked away, āWe talked at work.ā
āNot enough!ā Jungkook finally said looking back at you with doe eyes, āWe were so busy and you didnāt really talk to me so I just⦠I donāt know.ā
āJungkook, itās late,ā you said calmly, āWhat did you really want to talk about?ā
āWhy is it so hard for you to believe I just genuinely want to talk to you? It doesnāt have to be about anything specific, I just wanted to see you. I know itās late and not even I know why I got out and called for you but I couldnāt stop myself,ā Jungkook said honestly, āYou probably think I canāt get the hint and youāre right.ā
You actually laughed at the last part he said and he went on, āI know youāre not into me but I canāt stop myself from wanting to see you and talk to you every chance I have.ā
You slumped back on the couch as Jungkook hissed at the way the tea burned his tongue and you immediately jumped up, āItās hot, you himbo.ā
The name just slipped out and you went to apologize but Jungkook just looked at you with starry eyes, āYouāve never called me by a nickname other than the other day when you called me a slutty gym rat. Please keep them coming.ā
You looked at him in disbelief as he looked the complete opposite of offended that it made you laugh and with a defeated sigh you asked, āWhat do you want to talk about?ā
āDid you listen to the mixtape yet?ā Jungkook asked, āDid you even see it?ā
You thought about it for a moment and went to look for your bag. You pulled out the CD with the words, āTHESE REMINDED ME OF YOUā scribbled in red sharpie on the front. Youāve never been given a mixtape witn songs dedicated to you and when you first saw it you didnāt know what to make of it so you ended up just shoving it back in your back.
āI havenāt had a chance to listen.ā
SATURDAY
Like yesterday, Saturday was just as busy. You barely got to talk but that didnāt mean you wouldnāt steal glances at each other and every time he caught you already looking at him, he would smile and wave even if you were on the loft and he was on the floor.
You still havenāt hinted at possibly wanting to go out with him but he also hasnāt asked. Heās waiting till at least Monday to do so. Heās giving it the week before he pushes for it again. He thinks itās starting to work, youāre beginning to open up to him. Last night you showed him your collarbone more clearly and you asked him more about his tattoos too. You talked about music and movies and by the time you ran out of things to talk about it was past 3:00am and he left.
Even if he couldnāt stand around and talk to you, he would still try to make you laugh. When you would be fixing CDs, he would be in the next aisle hiding behind them until you pulled them out and found him there.
If you were at the register he was right there next to you bumping his shoulder against yours.
At close he texted you right after dropping you off home. It was the most dumbest things too but he was just giddy talking to you.
jungkook: would u rather be rich and depressed or poor and happy
you: rich and depressed obviously
jungkook: same. would u rather get eaten by a shark or by a cheetah
you: donāt want to get eaten by either :/
you: by a shark. I would probs drown before Iām fully eaten
you: also less chance of survival against a shark in water
jungkook: so u could outrun a cheetah?
you: no, Iāve got lung problems. Iām not surging in other way
jungkook: I could probably outrun a cheetah
you: alright, pack it up turbo. no u canāt.
jungkook: yeah⦠i cantā¦
you: Itās late ykno
jungkook: yeahhhhh but one more question
you: what
jungkook: have u changed ur mind about me yet?
He immediately regretted asking and not even a minute later he texted back.
jungkook: u dont have to answer that
SUNDAY
You were beginning to think you were as bad as Jungkook. Not meaning Jungkook was a bad person but because you were realizing that you might be leading him on the way he leads other girls on. This past week youāve really gotten a chance to see how sweet he is and you did like it.
You liked that though he looked big and scary he was actually genuine and kind. He had a good personality and he never seemed to poke fun at anyone. He was clumsy and a bit slow at times but it was cute. He still annoyed you on occasion but it wasnāt as insufferable as before. It was endearing and last night when he asked if you changed your mind about him yet, you were so close to saying yes. You had changed your mind about him but you were still scared to admit that.
What if Jungkook was one of those people who preferred the chase over the conquest? What if once he realized you kind of liked him too⦠he would lose all interest. People are like that, you used to be like that and look where that got you.
You lost any motivation to get to know someone after all your failed relationships and in the end you only went after guys who didnāt want you because you knew they wouldnāt ask for anything serious. By the time you found out that they liked you, you would cringe and stop talking to them.
What if Jungkook is like that too?
You finally listened to his mixtape and it was very clear he thought long and hard about which songs he would burn onto the CD and thatās what had you antsy. Was he really serious?
You didnāt mean to avoid him today but it just happened and Jungkook noticed it the second he clocked in and you refused to look at him. Throughout the shift he would try and talk to you and something would suddenly come up or you would be in the back room pretending to be busy all so he wouldnāt talk to you. You confused the yell out of him and after three weeks of it and one week of getting to know you, he was fine.
He was done with your avoidance and by closing time he made it very known.
āSo whatās up with you ignoring me today?ā Jungkook asked as he finished counting the money in the register for close.
You didnāt respond right away as you fixed a stack of cassettes before finally saying, āWhat are you talking about?ā
Jungkook couldnāt help but scoff as he took the cash register out so he could put it back in the safe, āYou know what Iām talking about. You didnāt talk talk to me at all today.ā
āWe were working.ā
āSo? Suddenly that means you canāt even say hi to me when you clock in?ā Jungkook asked and you wanted to answer but you didnāt know what to say. Instead you just watched him head to the back room to put the registers in the safe and return with a more sullen expression. You went back to fixing items in the shelves in order to not look at him. You didnāt know what you wanted right now, he did grow on you but thatās the problem.
You got to know him a lot this week but itās only been seven days. Sure, seven consecutive days where itās just been you two majority of the time but you still donāt know him all that well. You donāt know what heās looking to gain with you and you know thatās really just you projecting your own insecurities and fears to think he just wants to use you but you canāt help it. Your brain isnāt wired to always think on the positive side anymore.
Jungkook kept looking over at you but he couldnāt take it anymore. You donāt owe him an explanation for not being attracted to him but he would like to know why you didnāt like him from the get go. Itās like you had made up your mind before even getting to know him and every single time after the first, you were more closed off from before. Of course he always noticed it but it didnāt start to really drive him crazy until these last seven days. You had begun to open up to him, smile at him more, share stories yet at the same time there were still moments where you seemed like you couldnāt stand him.
He was done with you ignoring him and he walked right up to you as you put a CD away in a high shelf, āY/n, talk to me, stop ignoring me.ā
You turned to face him, caught off guard at how close heās gotten making you unintentionally took a step back but he took one forward not giving you any chance to focus on anything but him. You chuckled nervously, āWhy?ā
He looked very visibly upset by you but you just couldnāt stop, āListen, I just donāt know what you want. Donāt get me wrong, I know you're interested in me or at least you act like you are but if youāre just doing this because youāre bored orāā
Your word caught in your throat as Jungkookās hands cupped your jaw suddenly. He looked down at your lips, unsure why he moved so quickly but he couldnāt help himself. How could you think heās just doing all this because heās bored?
Jungkook licked his lips as he stared down at yours, āIām crazy about you, not bored.ā
You didnāt say anything, and when he began to lean down you couldnāt move. The shelf was pressed against your back and his hands were cupping your face that when he finally kissed you, you were stuck. It was short and sweet but you couldnāt kiss back, too caught off guard and it wasnāt in a bad way, you just couldnāt react right away when he pulled back nervously, āSorry, IāI shouldnāt have done that.ā
Jungkook waited for you to say something and once again he was met with silence. He was at the point of giving up and left you in between aisles to hide from the embarrassment. Maybe he pushed too far, you rejected him over and over again and he still had the nerve to kiss you. He ran his fingers through his shaggy hair, returning to the counter so he could start getting his things to leave.
He tried everything he could and he was exhausted.
āJungkook?ā
You came up to him shyly and he was struggling to not look at you. He was a bit nervous to know what you had to say. What was wrong with him? Heās always had a crazy amount of confidence and heās never struggled this much to get a girl he likes but why can't you just think about him once? He felt ridiculous to be this hung up on someone who doesnāt want him.
When you finally stood in front of him, he couldnāt help but look down at you, a little scared that you would slap him or something. Before he could utter an apology, your hand was around his neck pulling him down into a real kiss.
It took him a second to understand what was going on but once he did, he completely melted into you, holding your chin in his hand to keep your head angled up to kiss better and another hand go down to your waist. You didnāt back away when he deepened the kiss with his tongue against yours. Your fingers played with the end of his hairs trying to reach him better but it was hard. Jungkook knew this too so he held you by the waist, backing you up toward the lower end of the high counter until it touched your back and picked you up with ease to set you down on it.
You moved your legs apart to allow him to step between them and kissed him eagerly. Jungkook couldnāt hold himself back, lips swelling as he kissed you with such fever that the room felt hot even with all the lights off minus a few dim ones. The record store was completely empty and a shelf of comics was in front of the door so it felt like a maze of art hiding you from anyoneās view. That made it all so much more exciting to know it was just you two.
Jungkook pulled back for a second and smiled when you followed after him, not wanting to break away from the kiss much to both of your surprise. He smiled cheekily, beginning to pull down the zipper of his gray sweater, āSorry, Iām hoāI mean, itās hot in here.ā
He threw the light gray cloth somewhere to the side and immediately pulled you flush against him for another kiss. The two of you made out like that for a while, not even thinking about the fact that you were still at work.
Your hands canāt get enough of him, they run along his exposed arms and over the thin fabric of his white ribbed cotton tank top that showed off all his muscles and tattoos. You had tried so hard not to acknowledge how unbelievably attractive he was since the beginning but it was the most difficult thing youāve ever done.
Jungkookās hands tangled in your hair, trailing down the back of your top, middle finger softly caressing the line of your spine at your neck and further down as far as your shirt would let him, kissing you deeply.
You couldnāt help yourself from pulling on the back of his shirt until he got the hint and yanked it off, your eyes immediately traveling down his naked torso. His tattoos went down his side too and didnāt stop until his deep v-line and his stomach was taught with muscles. The compression shirt the other day didnāt do the real thing any justice and thatās that he looked so hot that day you almost folded. Why were you holding yourself back from this again?
Jungkook was unaware of your train of thought, the only thing on his mind was how to get your top off and with your help he was able to raise the shirt off and finally get a better look at you. Just under your bra was another spot of ink in the shape of a flower and vine on your ribcage. He ran his thumb over it softly as he looked up at you, lip rings caught between his teeth and you just smiled, āBirth flower.ā
Now he knows why you liked his flower so much and with a breathy smile, he kissed you again, hands caressing the line of your spine once more, imagining what the tattoo on your back was and low fat down it went. He hugged you to him making you scoot to the edge of the counter and before you knew it, he was lifting your hips with ease to pull off your pants. You squealed in surprise when your hips hovered up for a moment as he got them off, never once breaking away from your lips.
Jungkook places a hand on your chest, fingers toying just under your bra, tempted to just push it up and out of his way but he worried he might be moving too fast. You didnāt hesitate in reaching behind your back to uncoil your bra and let it slide off. You never realized how deprived you were of sexual intimacy until you were here and too impatient for Jungkook to move things along. He pulls away from the kiss, running his tongue down your lower lip, trailing it along your jaw, down to your ear, and then to your neck where he sucks a bruise into the skin at the base of your ear, hands finding your breasts and feeling the weight of them.
You tugged at his jeans and Jungkook attempted to pull them down without breaking away from kissing you and to help him out, you unzipped his jeans and helped get them down his hips where he kicked them off without a care and chased after your mouth.
Now that Jungkook understood that you were just as eager as he was, he couldnāt hold himself back. He pulled you to the very edge of the counter till it seemed like you could fall off, and kissed down between your boobs to your stomach, a small ball of metal pressing against his lips when he reached your belly button. Your hand made its way into his hair, moving out of the way as he looked up to you, moving lower and lower between your legs, āFound another.ā
You were reminded once more of your past conversation about tattoos and body piercings. Jungkook couldnāt but smirk at the way your gaze darkened when he punched the thin fabric of your underwear between his fingers and began to slide them off. Your lips parted in surprise, hand slipping out of his hair only for him to nuzzle his head close again until you brushed it out of his face. Jungkook came face to face with your wet heat, a smile on his face as he said, āDid I make you this wet? We havenāt even done anything.ā
It was still all strange to you. Out of all the girls, he put himself through your hot and cold attitude because he wanted you. He chose you and now here you were letting him make you feel good yet being just as obnoxious as usual.
You rolled your eyes, already feeling that tinge of annoyance you used to always have with him, āShut up.ā You didnāt mean it in your usual pissed off way, but more so you didnāt want to prove him right. You couldāve been doing this all along.
Your words end in a moan when his tongue first teases a lick across your clit, his eyes were on your face as he watched you closely, repeating the motion again and again as your breasts rose and fell. Jungkook wraps his hands around your thighs, shifting them onto his shoulders and tightening his grip on them when you try to move away from the intensity of it. Your hand accidentally pulled on his hair making his whole head move with the motion yet his mouth never once moved away. His tongue lapped hungrily at your slit as he stimulated your labia with the sides. His nose bumped against your clit every now and then and when you yanked on his hair it made his eyes roll just slightly.
Jungkook has come to the conclusion that he could eat you out all night and he plans on doing that soon but right now his back is starting to hurt from being hunched over your pussy and he couldnāt take it. He pulled away with a small line of slick connecting his lips to your heart but neither of you seemed to care when his mouth was on yours.
You could feel Jungkookās covered bulge hit against your sensitive wet cunt and he felt hard. His dick made a pretty outline in his Calvin Kleinās and you stuck a hand between your hot, naked bodies and tried sliding his boxers down.
A soft groan left Jungkookās left at the first feel of your hand touching his hard cock. He still had a hand between your legs, middle finger teasing your entrance that when your palm rubbed against the tip of his member, he pressed it deeper until he felt the warmth of your pussy on the fingertip.
You released a soft moan as he pulled his middle finger out before thrusting it back in teasingly, he looked sleepy but you knew it was all lust in his gaze. You were no longer kissing and his eyes were on yours, his lips were parted with shaky breath when you fisted his length and began to stroke him up and down. His one finger became too when your thumb rubbed across his leaking slit before spreading the precum all of his head and gliding your hands back down to his base, repeating the motion over and over again.
Jungkook hissed in pleasure when you massaged his bells before jerking him off a bit more roughly than before, his two fingers sped up their thrusts while letting his palm rub against your clit, āWe couldāve been doing this so much sooner.ā
You didnāt say anything as you let his hips buck into your closed fist fucking his cock into your hand, making your legs shake with how good his fingers felt, āIām close.ā
āMm,ā Jungkook hummed pressing his forehead against yours, āI need to feel you, baby, please can I fuck you yet?ā
You looked away from his eyes first and without a word guided his raw dick to your entrance and moaned when he pushed in slowly. Youāre both very aware that you werenāt using a condom but in your haste to have him inside you, you couldnāt find it in yourself to care.
āF-Fuckā You both moan when he pressed his pelvis against your spread thighs, his cock all the way in letting you adjust to the sudden stretch before moving. You swung your legs around his waist, pulling him a little closer when his hand snuck behind your waist and pulled you into him. With your arms around his neck, clinging to him, he was able to bring his other hand down to your hips and hold you in place as he began to fuck you slowly. Jungkook watches your face contort with the pleasure of having him inside you and it makes his chest swell with warmth. You looked so fucking pretty releasing quiet moans with each thrust of his cock into your tight pussy, āYouāre so damn pretty, Y/n.ā
You tug at his hair fucking your hips back onto his thick length, āI know.ā
Your response caught him off guard and he couldnāt help but smile when you did. He leaned forward to kiss you but just before his lips could meet yours, you pulled on his hair a little harder now, hand sliding around his neck and you felt the way his cock seemed to throb inside you when he groaned in pleasure. Your hand tightened at just the right pressure points on his neck slightly, dragging him into a hungry kiss that nearly had him falling onto the counter over you.
āYouāre prettier,ā you finally said between kisses and you felt his fingers pinch your sides, cock angled up enough to hit that soft spot that always made your legs tremble. You felt your orgasm close and you just wanted him to get rougher, āBut I need you to fuck me harder.ā
āOh fuck,ā Jungkook kissed you passionately as he did as told, so unbelievably turned on by that he could only thrust his big cock into your tight little pussy like his life depended on it. He was so close but you wanted him to fuck you harder and who was he to deny the girl heās been obsessing over the pleasure of dreaming all over his cock?
A loud moan left your lips, completely surprising you by the volume of it but your butt still stunted from the way Jungkook just spanked you, fingers digging into the soft flesh and rutting his cock just that further in, āIām so close, Y/n:ā
Your nails drag across the skin on his back, kissing along his pretty neck almost falling back again when his back arched down to fuck you, you moaned out his name, āJungkook, oh my god, I canāt.ā
Jungkook held you tighter, raising his hand and bringing it down on your ass cheek once more, āCum for me, baby, please, fuck.ā
You nodded your head, eyes squeezed shut as you finally released all the tension in your body and came around his thick length.
Jungkook released a loud groan as your pussy tightened around him, using all his strength to keep from cumming inside you. You cling to him cutely as you came down from your high and he had to pull out. He hid his face in your neck as he let go, cumming untouched all over your stomach and his but you only hummed in pleasure at the sudden feeling.
It took you both a minute to relax, cool down and think about what you just did.
You shyly looked at each other. Jungkook bit his bottom lip nervously, āThank god thereās no cameras.ā
You actually laughed, wincing a little as he helped you off the counter. He smiled, straightening out his clothes as he got dressed, āWhat do you say about coming back to my place? IāIs that okay, I mean? Or was this, um⦠umā¦ā
āSure, but Iām going to need something more comfortable to wear,ā you said softly and he looked over at you as you held up your ruined top. He didnāt realize he ripped it when he pulled it off. His cheeks flushed red in embarrassment as he hurried to get his sweater and hand it to you, āIāll buy you a new one.ā
You zipped up his light gray jacket that fit you oversized like it did on him and covered up to your mid thigh. Jungkook couldnāt help but smile at how cute you looked, putting your pants back on.
āSo we both have tomorrow off,ā you said trying to clean up the mess the two of you left like you didnāt just have the best sex youāve had in a long time ā and at work no less.
Jungkook nodded. Taehyung returned today so heāll be opening tomorrow with Hoseok and Namjoon will close with Sungha when he got back. The two of you had the day off as a thanks for covering and on Tuesday Hobi and Sungha will have off.
āThereās this new place that opened up and I really want to try, tomorrows our first day off in a while soāā
āYes,ā Jungkook cut you off before you could even ask him your question, āObviously. Are you asking me to go with you? Well, even if youāre not, Iām going. Iām not letting you leave my bed if you donāt take me. Like a date, right? Are you asking me out on a date?ā
āWell I was trying to,ā you laughed as the two of you finally gathered all your things before locking up the store hoping they wouldnāt notice anything off tomorrow morning.
āFuck, okay, ask again, please? I need to hear you say it,ā Jungkook begged and he looked like a huge bunny with doe eyes.
āWhatever, do you wanna go withāā
āYes!ā
āJungkook! Are you going to let me finish or what?ā You asked with a cute roll of your eyes, following him to his car.
āOkay! Okay,ā Jungkook laughed, āTry it one more time.ā
You laughed and indulged him, āWill you go oāā
āYes! Yes! Yes! Yessssssss!ā
āYouāre so annoying but itās cute.ā
āOh my god, stop,ā Jungkook clutched a hand to his heart as the one held onto yours, walking backwards to the car so he wouldnāt miss a second of you, āYouāve never called me cute before.ā
FIRST NIGHT DRABBLE
DATE DRABBLE
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yāall am I late for the swarm of seven fics? ik most were more smut and I loved every single one but Iām not cut out for so many smut scenes š Iām a one and done but hope everyone loves this version of sevenās Jungkook, the himbo coworker āļø
also I included a little video of the songs jk would have on mixtape lol just for funnies. if you want to see more that he would dedicate to y/n, comment in my inbox with #ask SEVEN! JK or if you have any questions
genre(s)&au(s): romance, established relationship, fluff, smut
wc: 2.7k
rating: 18+
warnings: koo is dilf coded !!!! mild language (swearing), sweet nicknames, weverse live in bed jjk so weāre all down bad n infatuated, bigdck!koo, cuddles, making out, grrrrrĆÆndin, hĆ„ndjb, koo covers himself<3, n oc cant help where her tongue goes - winkwink, she just wants him! to! feel! pampered:ā) edging, stolen/interrupted orgÄãsms but we cant be mad at it
summary: āI said⦠weāre not done. Understand?ā
beta: @tattookoo
note: thank you arden for going through this with me<3 i adore you always!!!
note2: reupload bcs first one stopped showing in tags when i was asleep:(
It isnāt often that you find yourself waking up to the early morning sun blessing the minimalistic beige coloured bedroom through the white horizontal venetian blinds with a weight draped over your body. As you allow your body to adjust to the morning, you feel your body warming in the gentlest of ways ā not by the bright star in the sky but by the graze of soft fingertips that are currently caressing your hips back and forth underneath the duvet.
He isnāt fully asleep, but that doesnāt stop the airiest snores to whistle from his small button shaped nose. With this knowledge, you donāt cease in your movements to turn your body in his arms and gaze upon his delicate features past the unruly messy bed hair ā bangs covering his forehead and strands going in all sort of directions.
Jungkookās lashes lie softly against the apples of his cheeks as the sun washes over his skin and casts a beautiful glowing hue over him. Your eyes wander from his lashes, to the slight puffiness of his cheeks; indicating that heās rested well. You smile softly as you gaze at his delicate button nose, then to his lips as they sit prettily underneath. Theyāre naturally pouted, pink and plump. A thin silver hoop of metal hugs his lip beautifully in the corner of his ever so slightly ajar lips as he breathes through his mouth ā a habit that youāve come to know over the last seven months together.
You're supposed to be staring down the barrel of the last ā and most important ā examination of your life, but you only have eyes for your study buddy.
Pairing: Kim Seokjin x AFAB!Reader
Type: One Shot | Fluff w/ Smut | 18+ ā Minors DNI
Word Count: 7.5k
AU: Law school, study-buddies, best friends to lovers, highly educated idiots in love
CW: Bad jokes, Latin, fingering (v), unprotected sex (p in v), Seokjinnie hits it from the back.
A/N: My inaugural Seokjin smut is dedicated to my donsaeng-in-law (see what I did there?) @yoongiphoria, who is now embarking on this stupid, stupid gatekeeping journey IRL. Best of luck, my lil love. I'll be waiting for you on the other side of the war! MJ FIGHTING ~ Big ups to my other lil love, M, for beta reading š
Also: This is written based on my experience in the American legal (educational) system. I was, frankly, too lazy to study up on South Korean law for a fanfic, lol.
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You are not spiraling.
You are a paragon of health and wellness, you tell yourself as you gulp down a mug of coffee that is still far too hot, like youāll die without it.Ā
More bitter than the taste on your tongue is the realization that you might die with it āĀ your third cup in fewer hours. As far as you can tell, though, itās a win-win situation: Youāll either generate enough anxious energy to finalize your property law flashcards, or youāll drop dead before you have to review them.
And you wonāt have to take that examā¦
And you wonāt have to pay off your student debtā¦
Besides, you figure, the stomach ulcer youāre likely inflicting on yourself will be infinitely less painful than dragging your under-caffeinated corpse through yet another day of studying. Another eight, consecutive hours spent forcing forgotten subjects back into your maxed-out brain.Ā
Itās worth it, you repeat to yourself, though this gauntlet has turned out to be a full-time job that steals, rather than pays. You can faint on top of the finish line, so long as some part of you crosses it.
You should be used to it by now, running a marathon at a dead sprint. Thatās all youāve ever done ā push yourself. You attended your first day of preschool and never stopped, never took a breath. Through elementary, middle, and high school; then for four years of university. Going, going, going.
Stumbling through that eighteenth lap around the track, you kept going because ā well, being a student all was all youād ever been. Thatās your toxic trait, youāve since discovered. Your concept of self is rooted exclusively within the context of a classroom.
You didnāt know it at the time, but your decision to take the Law School Admission Test ā or the HellSAT, as youāve come to call it ā might have been the start of a quarter-life crisis. But you didnāt stop there. No, you took that score and ran with it. Slapped it onto every application as a desperate plea for acceptance.Ā
When you received your admission letter, you were a bright-eyed twenty-two-year-old with a bachelorās degree and a vaguely defined dream.
Within the first hour of your orientation, you ā a professional student ā had already learned something new: You were a masochist and, frankly, somewhat of an idiot.
Thankfully, you werenāt alone.Ā
Sitting ā dissociating, more like ā at a nearby table was a lanky boy youād first noticed on your tour of the law building. His glassy-eyed stare was aimed somewhere in the middle-distance, and even though his slightly agape mouth said nothing, it communicated everything. He was the only other person in that atrium who looked the way you felt: scared shitless and riddled with buyerās remorse. A can crushed under the boot of self-doubt.
It was the first time you and your wobbly knees went running in his direction, but it wouldnāt be the last.
He was so deep in a daze at that moment that he didnāt notice the way you threw yourself into the open chair next to him, didnāt look up at the scrape of wooden legs against the granite floor beneath them. He nearly jumped out of his skin when you announced your presence with words, however.Ā
It was less of an introduction ā the way people in a society tend to greet each other for the first time, ever ā and more of a twister. Words whipped through the air at a dangerously high velocity, no syllable ending before you started on the next. Just one breath, a few consonants, and a pair of dark eyebrows shooting up to cower behind his bangs.Ā
āWas ā was that Korean?ā He asked when you finally ran out of wind.Ā
Judging by the way his wide eyes softened, you knew he wasnāt making fun of you. Youād simply scrambled his brain so thoroughly that youād transcended the known limits of language.
More of a question than an answer, you peeped, āI think so. Maybe?ā You wavered with a sigh. āIām no longer confident that I know any of the things I thought I knew, though. So, um, donāt quote me on that.ā
āYouāre giving me too much credit. I didnāt catch enough of whatever that was,ā he gestured vaguely, āTo even attempt to quote you.ā
Within seconds and without knowing, heād disarmed the bomb ticking away in your gut. He mustāve sensed it, too, because his face lit up so completely that you had to look away. One glance at the floor-to-ceiling windows confirmed that the sun hadnāt reappeared at that time of night.Ā
That rush of warmth you felt thenĀ ā that absolutely insane brightness ā was powered exclusively by the grin taking up the entirety of his face. If that megawatt smile alone hadnāt rerouted your oncoming anxiety attack, the distinct, squeaking laugh that erupted out of his chest wouldāve done the job.Ā
You doubled over, either under the weight of your own giggling or with the relief you felt in finding someone equally lost. Eyes swimming with mirth, you wiped wetness from your cheekbone and snorted, āWas that a windshield wiper?āĀ Ā
āNo, that was embarrassing.āĀ
The tips of his ears and the apples of his cheeks went some dizzy shade of pink.Ā
He rubbed sheepishly at the back of his neck with one hand and held the other out to shake yours, āAnd Iām Kim Seokjin.ā
Now, when the door of your apartment flies open without warning, itās that same savior standing on your threshold. That designation may be melodramatic, but if that brown paper bag contains what you suspect it does, itās deserved.
Seokjin, patron saint of breakfast sandwiches, flops down on the couch that stretches along the opposite side of your coffee table. From where you sit on the floor ā hunched over your notes like a hobgoblin ā you reach out your expectant arms and make grabby hands in the space between you.
You see mischief flash in his eyes, but only for a second. In the next, heās pretending like he doesnāt see you; doesnāt hear your petulant little whines. He extends long legs out over the cushions, clutches the bag to his chest, and lets his head roll back to rest on the couchās arm.
āWanna know what I did today instead of practice essays?ā He asks, eyes unfocused on the ceiling above.
All you actually want is whatever that smell is. You canāt stop staring at the bag of food in his hands. If you try hard enough, maybe you can summon some sort of psychic energy, make it levitate towards you.
He doesnāt wait for your response. āThe math.ā
āHuh?āĀ
You frown; and as you do, you reluctantly shift your gaze from Seokjinās hands to his face. He isnāt looking your way, but you can tell heās grimacing based solely on the way his jaw twitches. Itās a miracle he hasnāt ground his teeth to dust over the past three years, given how often he makes that face.
In an attempt to ease the tension in his posture, you snort, āDidnāt we go to law school because we canāt do math?ā
He cracks an unwilling smile. A tiny one, but a smile nonetheless. Without turning his head, he extends his arm out in your direction. In the split second it takes for yours to spring forward like a snake, that blessed bag dangles; the scent of sausage, egg, and cheese wafts through the air and restores your will to live. Clutching your prize, halfway to feral, you tear into it without hesitation.
As you bite off more than you can chew, Seokjin prepares his rant with a sigh, āSo, consider this.ā
āMmphf,ā you advise through a mouthful of greasy bliss.
āBar exam prep takes eight weeks, right? If weāre only counting business days, thatās forty ā forty days, for a minimum of eight hours each.ā
He becomes more restless, the more he talks. Heated, he sits bolt upright and turns wild-eyed to you.
Oh, heās gone full-tilt insane.
āThree-hundred-and-twenty hours, then. And if you think about that in terms of our clerk wages āā He slaps his hands down on his thighs for emphasis. āā at 2,625 won per hour āāĀ
Then, he points to you, as if the increasing volume of his voice wasnāt already holding you hostage. āā weāve sacrificed nearly two million won in income, just by studying for this fucking test.ā
You swallow down the last bite of your sandwich, which you downright hoovered while Seokjin took the path of most resistance. After clearing your throat, your interjection overlaps with his next point:Ā
āSeokjinnie, why didnāt you just double our monthly āā
āThatās after we paid ninety million in tuition, hundreds of thousands on study materials and registration fees āā
You cut him off, āIs this your way of asking me to Venmo you for breakfast?āĀ
He freezes, caught fully off-guard. Shocked eyes widen like youāre the ridiculous one. āOf course not!ā
He waves you off like his thoughtful gesture is no big deal. Then, like heās tired himself out, he sinks back onto your couch. From his back, he grumbles with crossed arms, āāM just sayinā that Iām tired of this shit.ā
You canāt help but giggle at the pathetic pout working down the corners of his mouth. āFelt,ā you agree, though it feels a little bit like a lie.
Truth be told, you feel more awake now than you did ten minutes ago, and you canāt attribute it to the coffee ā not when the evidence so clearly indicates otherwise.Ā
Over the course of three years, youāve built up quite the case against yourself. Youāve made the following findings of fact:
Whenever he pops up, Seokjin brings your mood up with him. Even now, as he marinates in anguish on your couch, his presence gives you a reason not to beat yourself unconscious with the four-kilogram prep book that sits beside you on the rug. Makes you hate your circumstances a little less, if only because you share them with him.
And, for a rapidly deflating balloon, you have to concede that Seokjin looks stunning this morning.Ā
Unlike you and your day-three hair, he somehow had the energy to wash his. The mid-sections of some strands are still damp; the parts that arenāt frame his face in fluffy waves. His shampoo is something fruity mixed with something crisp ā grapefruit and mint, maybe? ā and it floods your senses, causing question marks to replace any coherent thoughts you might otherwise have. Youād be lying again if you said you didnāt want to find out for sure how soft those tresses really are.
The verdict?Ā
Well, the juryās still out, but you know youāre guilty.Ā
If being down this bad for your best friend isnāt a criminal offense, it should be.
You shake your head to clear it. To smother the flame licking up the inside of your belly, you grab the certified mood killer off the coffee table and hold it up in front of you. Surely, the cure for a sexual tension headache is an eight-centimeter stack ofĀ color-coded, neon index cards covered in information you shouldnāt need to memorize in the first place.
āExamās in one week,ā you say with a shiver.
Seokjin rolls onto his side to look forlornly at you. You are not looking at his bare hip bone, which appears where the hem of his shirt shifts from the waistband of his joggers. Nope.Ā Ā
You continue the search for the point youāre trying to make. āI can barely spell mortgage, let alone explain what the fuck to do with one.ā
āDonāt think I know what land even is at this point,ā he sighs. Dejected, he lets his arm go limp. It spills off the edge of the cushion and dangles until his knuckles brush against the rug. āWhat is this property you speak of?ā
Biting back a grin is impossible, so you press your lips together instead. Just like that ā just by Seokjin being Seokjin ā the hellscape you willingly walked into gets a little brighter. Maybe, you think, you can do this.
You look down for a moment to shuffle up the cards you spent the better part of two days preparing. As you stare down at the staggering amount of knowledge you might be tested on, you can feel the crease returning between your eyebrows. Your grimace is back, too, like a reflex.Ā
If you make it through this experience without premature wrinkles, youāll be shocked.
Thereās shifting on the couch ahead, but you donāt look up until Seokjin breezes, āFrom this angle, it almost looks like youāre smiling.ā
His arm is no longer dangling off the edge of the couch. His entire upper body is. Knees now hinged over the backrest for balance, heās upside-down and smirking impishly at you.
He has to know youāre in love with him, right? How could he expect you not to be?
You clear your throat and arch a single eyebrow as a challenge. āWhat is the rule against perpetuities, Seokjinnie?ā
Like you, he can recite it in full at a machine-gun rate of fire. Itās been beaten so far into your heads that you might utter it on your deathbeds, with your last gasping breaths.
āNo interest in land is good unless it must vest, if at all, not later than twenty-one years after some life in being at the creation of the interest,ā he responds with a smug smile. āEasy.ā
Itās your turn to smirk.Ā
āGreat. Now, what does any of that mean?ā
Without missing a beat, he fires back, āDoes anyone know?ā
āAbsolutely not. Next question!ā
Having had the same day, every day, for seven weeks straight, Seokjin is struggling. Heās spent hundreds of hours on the same routine, feeling beaten down and burnt out, all the while. It goes like this:
Every morning, he wakes up and goes for a run in a feeble attempt to feel something other than dread. After that, he eats a lackluster breakfast, and then he promptly chains himself to his desk. When he finally gives himself permission to get up again, itās dark out; and heās too brain dead to check the hundred or so notifications that amassed on his phone during his fugue state.
Scratch that. Thereās one person he responds to, no matter what. As far as everyone else is concerned, though, heās a ghost.
One iced americano, and one sausage-egg-and-cheese croissant with extra hot sauce.
Before he walked back up the block, he downed the former, but he didnāt touch the latter. The latter wasnāt for him, anyways. None of the breakfast sandwiches he ever stops for are.
The subsequent hours looked semi-similar to the three-hundred-and-twenty heās already devoted to studying. Well, sort of. To be clear, the subject matter still sucks, and heās still angry that he has to touch it at all, but he isnāt waiting for the sweet release of death in the same way he has been all summer.Ā
This might have something to do with the fact that, for the first time in nearly sixty days, heās not on his own.Ā
More than that, heās with you.
Having switched away from covenants, easements, and servitudes, he feels a slightly less stupid. Contract law is a little more straightforward and a little less caked in colonialism. Unfortunately, after six hours of burning all his brain cells on shit like liens, Seokjin has begun his descent into madness.Ā
The worms are digging in, he canāt focus, and neither of you can stop ā fucking ā laughing.
āIāll give you a hint,ā you giggle, shifting in your spot on the neighboring cushion. You give his knee a pat that feels a tiny bit patronizing, but that makes his pulse race, nonetheless. āItās a Latin term.ā
He snorts so loudly that you do a double-take, just to make sure it wasnāt a sneeze. You both stare at one another for a beat, then comes the eruption.
āItās all Latin!ā He roars.Ā
To muffle the way heās wheezing, Seokjin slaps his hands over his face. Itās already tear-stained from his abject failure to keep his shit together. At least he can attempt to hide how red he knows it is.
Your laugh comes straight from your belly. You double over completely when his comes out in squeaks, hand reaching out to squeeze his forearm. It used to bother him, the sound he made when he truly loses it, but it doesnāt any more.Ā
How could it, when it makes you cling to him like that?
Wiping at your cheeks, you take a deep breath, then sigh, āDoes it help if I give you the translation?ā
He doubts it because you just pinched your bottom lip between your teeth, and now, his mind is blank.Ā
Really, itās a fucking miracle he graduated at all with you around. You and that face you make when you concentrate have always made it impossible for him to do so. Itās why he wasnāt paying attention in class when this shit was taught in the first place, he realizes now.Ā
To cool himself down, Seokjin grabs the Camelbak bottle off the coffee table, realizes too late itās yours and not his ā oh, well ā and shoves the straw into his mouth. He nods once, firmly, and sucks in as much water as he can.Ā
It all sprays back out of his mouth when you say:
āNaked promise.ā
He had always wondered what his life would look like if it ever flashed before his eyes. Now, he knows. Itās not a montage of his finest moments, the most recent of which would not have made the cut. All he sees is you, wide-eyed, glancing between him and the wet spot thatās now soaking through your sweatshirt.
You press your lips together, probably to keep from laughing in his face. Itās a valiant effort on your part and a kind gesture, but honestly, he doesnāt deserve it. His fingers twitch as he clutches the bottle, wanting nothing more than to dump the remaining water on his face. He embarrasses himself more often than not, but this stings his cheeks like a sunburn.
āI am āā he raises his hands, flustered, āSo sorry. I donāt remember waking up in a sitcom this morning, but I, uhhh, clearly did.ā
When you stand up, youāre grinning. And not in that scary way you do when youāre about to retaliate for some prank heās pulled. No, that look on your face is genuine amusement.Ā
Thank god.
You shrug as you cross your arms over your torso and grip the hem of your sweatshirt with both hands. āAll good, Seokjinnie,ā you laugh. āThis needed to be washed, anyway. You see that coffee stain?ā
No.Ā
No, he does not see that coffee stain because the tank top underneath your sweatshirt is clinging to the wet spot as you tug the top layer up your stomach. He feels bad for staring ā really, he does ā but fuck, your skin looks soft. Like, so soft that he has to grip his water bottle to keep a grip on himself.
Eventually, your tank top separates from your sweatshirt. It falls back down to where it belongs, to Seokjinās dismay, and the sweatshirt keeps going.Ā
āNudum pactum,ā you remind him as you pull the drenched hoodie over your head. Playfully, you toss it at him. It smacks against his chest, splays out over his lap.Ā
Once more with feeling: thank god.Ā
You sink back down beside him on the couch, and he canāt help but notice that youāre the tiniest bit closer than you were before. Itās innocent, just your bare knee bumping his shin as you re-cross your legs. Still, it leaves his tingling through the fabric of his joggers when you donāt move away.
The silence surges as it settles, crinkling like static in his ears. He almost doesnāt hear you when you ask him again: āWhatās it mean?ā
Uhhhh.
āIt means āā
Unfortunately for him, the water he just forcibly ejected from his mouth didnāt help him. His throat is dry now, and he sounds strangled, heās sure. The way youāre watching him so intently doesnāt help one fucking bit, either.
Are you doing that on purpose?
You nudge him physically this time, knuckles connecting gently and playfully with his leg. He wonders if you can hear his heart hammering against the wall of his chest in all of this quiet. You might, he figures, especially when you tuck your hair behind your ear.
Instinctively, his eyes flick down to the length of your neck. Without a curtain of hair in the way, itās even more exposed skin that he doesnāt know what the fuck to do with. Making matters worse for him, you tilt your head to the side expectantly. His breath catches when he tears his gaze away, back up, and sees the way youāre looking at him now.
You are absolutely ā without a goddamn doubt ā doing this on purpose.
If thatās the game you want to play, Seokjin can play it, too. He turns away from you to set the bottle back down on the coaster he took it from. As he does, he finally answers your question ā the nonchalance heās faking even sounds convincing.
āItās an unenforceable promise,ā he replies casually. āOne with insufficient consideration.ā
He rights himself in his seat, stretches a bit further backwards until heās resting comfortably against the arm of the couch. You hide it well, but thereās a hint of a pout on your lips when you clock the newfound distance.Ā
Check, he smirks to himself, your move.
A flash of pink slips out. Your tongue wetting those lips before you prompt him more quietly than before, āAnd consideration isā¦?ā
He slips up, makes the mistake of noticing the rise and fall of your chest as you take measured breaths. So, he sees, youāre buzzing with anticipation, too. He wonders if itās him thatās having that effect on you, or the circumstances.Ā
For all he knows, it could be pent up steam that you need to release. Stress weighing down your body that you want to get off.
Fuck, he wants to get you off.
He swallows thickly. āCanāt get something for nothing. There has to be an exchange, otherwise itās meaningless.ā
You say nothing, so he keeps talking.
āQuid pro quo, essentially,ā Seokjin adds. He chuckles slightly when he realizes. āSee? Told you. Itās all fucking Latin.ā
The corner of your mouth twitches at his joke, but you donāt make a sound. The hand that previously pushed against his leg inches closer, just barely. Itās such a small shift that you donāt seem to realize that youāre moving it.Ā
Maybe you feel that pull, too; the one heās been fighting since you barged into his life without warning.Ā
Maybe the consideration has been there from the start; a promise for a promise. Iāll jump if you do. Because itās always been that way, hasnāt it? Since orientation.
Pulling all-nighters in the library, developing matching caffeine dependencies, getting sick too often from the strain of it all.Ā
You and him.
Laughing quietly in the back of lectures, cold sweats through cold calls, bitching about unpaid internships while you spend indisposable income at the bar down the block without acknowledging the irony.
There are only two real differences between this night and that first one, he notes.
Now, Seokjin isnāt questioning every decision heās ever made that led him to this point. Heās not scared shitless, not really. Not when youāre around.
You cut through the silence with a sigh thatās barely more than an exhale, so breathy that your voice dissipates as soon as it hits the air.
āSeokjin.ā
He could probably hear a pin if you dropped one ā can hear everything you donāt say. Itās all packed tight inside that utterance of his name like gunpowder, locked and loaded.Ā
So, who shoots first?
You shift again. Now, when you speak, itās deliberate and in a language he can parse.
āTell me you want me, too.ā
Bang!
His body answers for him, pushes off from where he leans until he can get his knees underneath him. Heās waited three years to kiss you, but he can delay gratification for the brief time it takes to overtake you. Pinned with his palms bearing weight on either side of your head, you wind up caged in and breathless beneath him. His right knee occupies the space between your spread thighs.
Again, itās a miracle heās made it this far with you around.
He hums, beyond pleased with the position he finds himself in. āMaybe. Tell me if I got the answer right.ā
āOh my god.ā You toss your head back to the extent that you can, which admittedly isnāt far. Your frustration rolls off you in waves, heat palpable. āIāll kill you, I swear.ā
āSounds admissible to me,ā he teases further. He flexes an eyebrow. āIsnāt that an exception to the prohibition of hearsay evidence? Speaks to motive, I think.ā
Seokjin has no idea why heās riling himself up like this. If he could shut up ā just this once ā he could be kissing you by now. You seem to be aware of that fact, too, because you grip his shirt so desperately, one right move might tear it.
You huff out a laugh despite the circumstances,Ā āThis friendship is over, by the way, in case thatās not clear.ā
That tiny smile on your face spreads to his. Not over, he knows, just modified. Amplified, finally. Knowing that, he continues to push his luck.Ā
āCan I make one more joke?ā
āSo over!ā You emphasize with a wail.
He takes a second to center himself before hitting you with award-winning drama, sincerity dipped in the kind of humor he never misses out on with you:Ā
āYou have adversely possessed my heart.ā
Your jaw drops at how stupid that line was, but you reign it in just in time for his lips to crash into yours.Ā
It almost knocks the wind out of him, the way the pieces fall with force into place. They slot together easily, just like you do. With fingers clinging, the weight of his body molding overtop of yours.Ā
You kiss him until he forgets what life tasted like without your tongue licking into him, your little moans melting in his mouth ā until you break apart, gasping for air. Panting, you ask, āDo you have any idea how long Iāve been waiting on you?āĀ
He doesnāt, no, not at all. Thankfully, you take his stunned silence for what itās worth. After relinquishing your grip on his shirt, you bring your hands up to cup his face gently in your palms.Ā
With you touching him like this, he has no option but to stare down at you. Bit redundant, he thinks, since his focus has always been locked right here, right on you, by choice. Given that, itās a little funny that he managed to miss every signal youāve apparently sent him. But really, it doesnāt necessarily surprise him to hear that heās even dumber than he thought.
You kiss him slowly this time, briefly, before nipping affectionately at his bottom lip. It drives him exactly as crazy as you want it to; makes his cock twitch inside his joggers, makes his brain foggy with a potent combination of fondness and filth.
Do you have any idea how many times heās thought about this? Heās genuinely wondering because even he doesnāt know. Heās lost count of all the times heās watched you nibble on your own lip and wished it was his instead. A million or more, if he has to guess.
Seeming to sense the way you've scrambled his brain, you nudge the tip of his nose with yours and giggle.
Seokjin canāt help but grin. āWhatās so funny?ā
āThought of a good one,ā you answer. Your smirk does his head in. The contrasting, goofy wiggle of your eyebrows squeezes his heart. āBetter than yours, I think.ā
He kisses you quick and hums, āOh?ā
You nod.Ā
The suspense is killing him. So is the way your clothed cunt grinds ever so slightly against his thigh.Ā
Fuck.Ā
He wants you, he wants you, he wants you.Ā
āYou gonna make me come, Seokjin, or do I have to wait for you to file a subpoena?ā
You may have to seek a refund for the prep course you paid for.Ā
For as long as you can remember, youāve learned best through application. You could read the same chapter, over and over, and not absorb a word. The same was true with lectures, even more so when theyāre pre-recorded rambles by the weirdest adjunct professors known to man. Sure, you may eventually memorize concepts this way, but they donāt sink in deeply enough to stay. You canāt use them in any way that helps you.
To no oneās surprise, no part of your civil procedure lecture sticks until it falls into your lap.Ā
Strike that.Ā
Until Seokjin loses his balance in trying to take his pants off, and falls onto your floor with a yelp.
A moment or two passes while you stare at each other in shock, but that dissolves quickly. And so do both of you, right into another fit of laughter that makes your shoulders shake. Then, you jump to your feet and hold your hands out to him.
Seokjin accepts them, though he doesnāt rely on them at all when he stands back up. He seems more than content just to hold onto you, whether or not he needs you to keep him steady. You have no complaints, for once in your life.
Shaking his head, he chuckles, āVenue change?ā
āI think āā You hum and kiss the column of his throat. He swallows hard enough that you feel his Adamās apple bob against your lips. So sensitive.Ā āThis is what they call forum non conveniens.ā
Heās having none of that, and you donāt necessarily blame him. As it turns out, the shoe isnāt terribly comfortable when itās on the other foot.
Youāre lifted without warning, bent over his shoulder, and hauled off in the direction of your bedroom before you can even squeak in protest. You drop like a bag of dirt ā albeit a beloved bag of dirt ā onto your mattress once he reaches it; his lips are on yours to swallow the gasp before it can leave your mouth.
As eager as his mouth are his hands, roaming down the curve of your waist and over your hips. With fistfuls of the pajama shorts you hadnāt bothered to change out of, his head dips down under your jaw. The warmth of his breath is quickly replaced by that of his tongue, flicking a short, languid line along your neck.
āWant you so fucking bad,ā he breathes. A shiver shoots straight down your spine and you keen, head crashing gracelessly back against the pillows. āJust like this.ā
And he means it ā you can feel how true it is with him settled between your spread legs. He presses his hips forward to meet your clothed cunt, cock teasing you through four goddamn layersā worth of fabric.
His lips flutter against your earlobe just seconds before his teeth graze your flesh. He continues, voice vibrating through his chest to yours, āAll the time.ā
You outright whimper when he grinds against you a second time. Halfway to crazy, you knot your fingers in his hair and wrap your legs around his back in a silent plea for friction. So hungry for him that it aches.
āSeokjin, need ā oh, god.āĀ
You lose your train of thought the second his hand slides into the gap between your bodies. Long fingers slip below the waistband of your shorts and panties, too. He doesnāt stop there. Not with fingertips whispering over the mound of your cunt, not until he finds you wet and wanting.
So wet that you can hear it when the pad of his index finger runs along your slit.
His mouth curves against your neck, prompting you to shift your head on the pillow. You tilt your neck just enough to meet his eyes.Ā
To your surprise, heās not smirking. Not even close. If anything, he looks awestruck. Like heās finally realizing what he does to you, how your body reacts to him. From the looks of it, that discovery is flipping his whole damn world upside down.
For once, Seokjin doesnāt crack a joke and neither do you. Itās quiet, save for your tiny gasping breaths and the ripple of his fingertip swirling over your clit. Even the moan building in your chest gets the memo. It disappears somewhere in your throat when ā fucking finally ā that middle finger penetrates you.
And god, he sounds so wrecked when he finally speaks.Ā
āTried to imagine it a thousand times, you know,ā he murmurs.Ā
You clench around his finger as it curls upwards, shiver when he starts to stroke the sensitive spot along your front wall. His thumb picks up where his middle finger left off, pressing against your clit in a way that makes you mewl.
Seokjin only stops talking to kiss you deep and leave you dizzy. Itās too brief. If asked, youād never be able to quantify what amount of time is enough, but you know that wasnāt, so you pout.
Ignoring your little whines, he continues with a hum, āHow perfect youād feel, if I ever got this lucky.ā
Oh, Jesus Christ.
You laugh as you say it, but youāre dead serious: āIf you keep talking to me like that, youāll never be able to get rid of me.ā
Marry me, why donāt you? Beautiful bastard.
āThreat or promise?āĀ
He adds a second finger; and suddenly, youāre not laughing anymore. No, the strangled sound you make while you grind against his palm isnāt funny at all, but you canāt care about that now. Your focus is stuck on remembering how to breathe. In, out. On the stars blinking behind your eyelids when they give up and flutter shut.
He works you open for him like heās already attuned, like itās the fiftieth time heās finger-fucked you and not the very first. And, quite frankly, itās embarrassing how little time it takes for him to pull you apart at the seams.
No one has ever made you cum with such little effort. Youāre scared to learn what itās like when he tries.
You catch the triumphant gleam in his eye in the split second before you bury your face in the crook of his neck. Heās earned it, you suppose, so youāll let him relish the personal record heās managed to set on his first time out. You might even let him brag about it, so long as he continues to make you tremble like this.
āShit,ā he chuckles low near your ear.Ā
If he sounds muffled, itās because youāre still waiting for your system to reboot. He knows this, knows how fucking sensitive you are, and slides his fingers out of you as slowly as possible. Still, those aftershocks throttle you; the unintentional stimulation makes you jolt.
āYes,ā you nod helplessly, squeezing your eyes and jaw shut simultaneously. āShit is right. Perfect analysis, no notes.ā
A chaste kiss is placed on your temple. Itās petal soft and subak sweet, but it functions like a defibrillator. Within a split second, heās revived you. Eyes now open again, you exhume your face from where you buried it and blink up at him. Warm brown eyes light up when you reappear.
Heās so fucking beautiful that you almost want to avert your eyes. Key word: almost. Youāll drink in the sight of him until you drown, you think.
Seokjin looks concerned. With a shy smile, he checks in: āYou okay? We can stop right now if youāre not.ā
You donāt know who they are, but you know that they donāt make them like him anymore. Which is a fucking bummer for the rest of the world ā just not for you. This one is all yours.
āYou quitting on me, Kim?ā You let your knee fall inwards to nudge his side, and you pretend not to notice how boneless you still feel. āDidnāt wait all this time to tap out early, did you?ā
He rolls his eyes, but heās grinning, nonetheless. His warm palm massages the outside of your thigh affectionately, if only for a moment. Then, he pats his fingertips against the same spot. āShorts off, champ.ā
You follow his instructions and move to shimmy out of them, but not before snorting, āChamp?ā
āFine. Old sport?ā He offers with a shit-eating grin. Your shirt smacks him in the face once you peel it off and chuck it at him. He pouts. āHey!ā
āThanks, I hate it.āĀ
He tugs his shirt over his head, launches it over his shoulder without looking. Your unabashed stare immediately clocks the slight hint of his abdominal muscles. Lean, but not sharply contoured in a way that looks painful to touch. Soft. Perfect, even.
What lab were you engineered in?
āFor someone with so many opinions, you donāt offer many suggestions.ā He shoots you a pointed look while he unties the knot at his waistband drawstring. āWhatās your proposal?ā
Youād love to bite back at him. Really, you would, but he pulls his boxers down alongside his joggers, and every meaningful thought youāve ever had goes flying out the fucking window. All thatās left is I want you, I want you, I want you.
Automatically, you reach out with a tentative hand, craving nothing more than to feel his velvet length in your hand. To your surprise, he stops you. He catches your hand in his, lifts it to his lips, and brushes a kiss over your knuckles.
āRain check, baby,ā Seokjin smiles against your skin. There it is. Thatās the one. āNeed to fuck you, posthaste, or Iāll simply pass away.ā
You open your mouth to comment; he breezes right past you. He points to the mattress, then to the wall to your left. āOn your side, love.ā
That works, too.
āFace away from me.ā
Never in your life have you moved so fast, all but throwing yourself down where he told you to. As you land with a slight bounce, you mouth to yourself, Posthaste? Nerd.
A second slips by, then Seokjin slips into the space behind you. His lips tickle the back of your neck when he kisses the base of it, causing you to gasp yet again. Maybe thatās just how you breathe when heās around ā like you donāt know how.
His hand drifts down the length of your side, passing over the doughy flesh of your ass. He gives it a squeeze for good measure ā because of course he does ā but he doesnāt linger, not now.
That hand continues until you feel his fingertips scratch affectionately at the back of your right thigh. He doesnāt need to ask; you lift your leg, allowing your knee to hinge overtop of his hand. Now that his hands are occupied, you offer yours to assist.Ā
This time, he doesnāt stop you when you wrap your fingers around his length. And fuck, thereās so much of it. Part of you wants to ask where the hell he thinks heās going to fit all of it, but youāre not a quitter, so you keep your mouth shut.Ā
Seokjin shivers under your touch, breath catching in his throat so blatantly that you can hear it right behind your ear.Ā
āHmmm,ā you tease, squeezing the crown gently as you circle your wrist. āDoes that work for you, champ?ā
His forehead drops against your shoulder. The groan you force out of him is twice as long as necessary, followed by an unwilling laugh. āYouāre right, okay? Youāre fucking right. Itās awful. Just so fucking bad.ā
Your thumb swipes over his leaking tip, smearing the bead of pre-cum waiting for you there. Youāre relentless. āSure you donāt like old sport better? Huh, buddy?ā
āBaby,ā he warns. There isnāt much heat to it, but it burns white hot in your core anyway.
The stretch of his cock does, too, when you finally stop fucking with him and start letting him fuck you. The breath he holds as he enters you slowly is let out in a shuddered groan when he bottoms out. Perfectly full and fully incapable of teasing him further, you simply melt back against his chest.
Heās careful to start, testing the waters and refusing to push you too far, too fast. You want more, though, you always have. Greedy, you rock your hips back against him to force him deeper into your weeping hole. He takes the hint, fingertips pressing bruises into the underside of your knee as he picks up his pace ā and youāre far too blissed to care.
He pistons into you eagerly, deliberate. His hips clap against the flesh of your ass, but the sting of it all canāt compete with the way he splits you open. Makes you reach back to cling to any part of him you can get your hands on, claim whatever you find for keeps. Buried to the hilt, and somehow,Ā heās still not close enough.
Youāre close, if your fluttering walls have anything to say about it. Youāre babbling, too, so lost in pleasure that you can only repeat ā over and over ā how fucking perfect he is. How perfect for you he is.
Seokjin peppers kisses down the curve of your shoulder as he thrusts. Itās the only real indication you have that heās at a loss for words, too; that heās compensating for the quiet. He kisses you with an open mouth, teeth grazing the space he finds, leaves a mess on your sweat-slicked skin.
āFuck,ā he grunts. You mewl. āCanāt stop thinking about āā
āJust like that, please.ā
āā how many times I couldāve āā
You wail, āShit, Seokjin, donāt stop. Iām so close.ā
The staccato strokes will be the death of you, youāre sure of it. Thankfully, he doesnāt stop. Not when he kisses the back of your neck again, and not when he murmurs directly in your ear, āā had you like this, if Iād said something years ago.ā
Please, please, please.Ā
Itās all you can say, again and again, as if he isnāt already giving you everything you want before you even ask for it. Responding to every movement you make, fucking into you with precision so that each vein of his cock brings friction where you crave it. Fucking you through your orgasm when it catches you in a riptide and sends you reeling.
āThatās it, baby.ā His voice is soothing despite the recklessness of his thrusts. āSo good for me. So fucking good.ā
Youāre still gushing when he snaps his hips forward and stills, cock twitching as he lets himself go inside of you. Still trembling when his head droops forward to nuzzle against your shoulder blade, and when you feel his breathing begin to slow in tandem with yours.
Once he pulls himself out of you, a few moments pass in fucked-out silence. Itās comfortable, if you ignore the mess between your thighs ā and you do, for now. Your brain is too busy to waste time on that.
Youāre exhausted and bordering on delirious when you say it, but that doesnāt make it any less true:
āI might love you, probably.ā
He doesnāt respond immediately. He doesnāt move either, which makes you wonder if heās fallen asleep with his face smushed into your bare back. But you feel the tiniest exhale through his nose; the kind of laugh you get from him when heās too tired to be any louder.
His reply is muffled, lips still pressed against your skin, but you hear it perfectly.
For the record, he probably loves you, too.
final a/n: i have a follow-up drabble planned for these two! stay tuned š„°
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Thank you so much for writing, and I love your writing style toooo. This was so romantic and written like a rom-com, ~~~and the steamy scenes were ughhhhhh **toe clenching**~~~, I'm actually squealing and flapping my feet again, I loved itttt.
THIS DESERVES MORE NOTES.
Lately a lot of my fav fic writers have been on hiatus and oh it hurtssssss and I'm soooo starved. This fic gave me hope. After being on Tumblr for as long as I have and being in this kpop fanfic community, I understand that notes are important for writers and I always try to make sure I show my gratitude for yall because yall are HEROES and I don't have a talent in writing but oh do I love reading, and I wanna make sure yall are feeling supported all the time because I do appreciate your hardwork so much. Sorry for the spiel lol ā”
~~~side note: jin is my bias and I'm so particular about my jin fics, but this was amazing, I loved it thxxx
tags: established relationship, dom/sub dynamic, smut!!!š
warnings: swearing, sub!minho, can also be seen as switch!minho, fingering, masturbation, kinda forced orgasm, use of ābunnyā and "baby", slight overstimulation, unprotected sex. lmk if i forgot something
inspo: what i've been told is called "minho's selective babygirlism".
notes: my class was so boring i wrote this instead. i'm in a sub!minho brainrot recently, here's one of many thoughts that have haunted me lately.
{ wc: 2165 }
the door opens with a huff and shuts with a louder groan. you pause your show and make your way over to the entrance, finding a very annoyed looking minho by your doorstep.Ā
he takes his time taking off his shoes, rolling his head from one side to the other before he finally places his keys in the little bowl by the door.Ā
when he looks up and sees you he spares no words, simply brings his face into your neck and sighs heavily.Ā
ālong day?ā you soothe, bringing your fingers into his hair and massaging his scalp lightly. he hums softly in response, more of his weight falling on your shoulders. you brace into him, holding him up as best you can.Ā
ātheyāre like little children,ā he mumbles.
āhow do you mean?ā you try and prompt, pushing away from him to have a conversation face to face. but minho whines as soon as you move away, moving closer to you as his hands trap you against him.Ā
you give up easily, wrapping your hands around him.Ā
āi had to nitpick every little thing and they kept asking so many questions. itās like they wouldnāt know how to walk if i didnāt tell them left foot then right foot,ā he sighs again.Ā
āhave you had any food?ā he nods into your neck. āokay, go shower and then we can have a quiet night. sounds good?āĀ
ācome with me,ā he whines.Ā
āof course.āĀ
minho laces your fingers together as he drags you into the bathroom. his bottom lip slowly falls down into a pout as he looks at you, unmoving.Ā
this kind of minho doesnāt show up a lotābut you can tell from his pout and his slouched shoulders what he needs from you.Ā
āokay, bunny, hands up,ā you chuckle at him, and he complies. you peel his shirt off his body, unable to stop your eyes from drinking him in. you lean down and plant a small kiss on the swell of his chest. thereās a hint of a smile on his face, but when you step away from him his eyebrows frown along with his bottom lip.Ā
he tugs on the waistband of his sweats and whines softly.Ā
āyes?ā you raise an eyebrow at him, a small smirk on your lips.Ā
he taps you on your shoulder, his eyes so big in front of you. itās hard to say no to him when he looks at you like that.Ā
so you grab the waistband of his sweats and pull them down, unable to stop yourself from squeezing his bare thighs. at that he giggles.Ā
āalright stop being a baby now and go wash up,ā you peck his lips and he chases your lips for one more.Ā
then he asks, ācan you stay here and tell me about your day?āĀ
so you close the toilet seat and sit on top of it, telling him all about your day as the soft stream of the shower accompanies your words.Ā
once youāre settled into the bedāminho insisting he canāt possibly dress his own selfāyou find minho curled up into your side, sighing happily.Ā
āyou feel better now?āĀ
he hums in affirmation. āiām just so sick of telling people what to do.āĀ
āitās your job, min,ā you try to comfort, āand itās your job for a reason.āĀ
āi know,ā he sighs, āiām just tired.āĀ
āthen you can rest now, my love,ā you promise, sealing that promise with a kiss to the top of his head. his hair is still slightly damp, not dry enough to fall into the straight strands itās usually in. itās curly and long and your fingers tangle inside it.Ā
ādonāt cut your hair,ā you say, ākeep it like this a little longer.ā
āyou didnāt say please,ā he smirks against your skin.Ā
āthatās because it wasnāt a request,ā you say simply.Ā
minho looks up, eyes slightly gaped.Ā
āitās not really my choice when to cut it,ā he excuses.Ā
ālike anyone can tell lee minho what to do,ā you scoff.Ā
āyou just did?ā he raises his eyebrows.Ā
āiām not anyone,ā you shrug.Ā
minho moves around until heās practically on top of you, face buried in your neck as you massage his scalp some more.Ā
after a few moments you feel his lips opening, and you think heās going to say good night, but instead he sucks on the skin of your neck, nibbling slightly before planting a few soft kisses.Ā
ācan i help you?ā you mumble.Ā
he doesnāt reply, instead creeping his hands under your shirt. theyāre cold to the touch which makes you squirm slightly, and minho mumbles out a āstay still.āĀ
āi wonāt stay still when youāre literally a freezer,ā you groan.Ā
āstop moving and just let me kiss my girlfriend,ā he says, voice commanding.Ā
you catch his wrists, moving his hands away from your body and anchoring them beside your head.
by all standards you are trapped underneath him. he could easily break free from your hold and get back to what he was doingāwhat he allegedly wanted to be doing. but as soon as his eyes connect with yours you see something swimming inside them. a hint of want, and a small plea.Ā
you know minho well enough to understand the silence that takes over.Ā
ādonāt tell me what to do, minho,ā you say, voice (luckily) steady. minho raises his eyebrows.Ā
āi was just kissing you,ā
ādid i tell you to?āĀ
he swallows visibly, hesitant before he shakes his head.Ā
āexactly,ā you click your tongue.Ā
āis there,ā he hesitates before speaking on, āis there something else i should do?āĀ
you bring his hand to your lips, long enough to plant three small kisses before you say, āput your freezing hands somewhere warmer.ā
minhoās ears turn pink. āwhere?āĀ
you guide his hand all the way down your body and tuck it into your shorts.Ā
minho reacts instantly, moving his fingers against your underwear slowly.Ā
āput your fingers inside me, min,ā you sigh.Ā
your shorts and your underwear disappear quickly, and minho sinks one finger inside you.Ā
āmore,ā you moan.Ā
āi donāt want toāā
āāi didnāt ask what you want,ā you say firmly. minho gasps softly. āi want more.āĀ
minho nods quickly before adding another finger, the stretch feeling so good your eyes flutter shut.Ā
you let the moans spill out your mouth as he pumps his fingers inside you, your hands tug on his hair as you pull him closer to you.Ā
his eyes sink into yours, so full of want, and his lips connect with yours.Ā
you tug on his hair hard enough to pull him away from the kiss.Ā
āwhy?ā he whines.Ā
āi didnāt tell you to,ā you say simply.Ā
āy/n,ā he pouts, āi wanna kiss you.āĀ
āmake me cum first,āĀ
minhoās eyebrows dip in determination, his fingers dragging in and out of you quickly as he bumps his thumb against your clit. it only takes minho a few more moments before youāre moaning out his name, your walls squeezing around his fingers.Ā
you swallow in as much air as you can before you pull minho into your lips, kissing sloppily around his tongue.Ā
he moans softly into the kiss, grabbing your hips and rolling his own against you.Ā
you can feel how hard he is, and you can tell heās desperate when he starts rutting against you.Ā
you flip the pair of you around and climb into his lap, minho groaning when your wetness touches him.Ā
āride me, bunny,ā he mumbled against your lips, manoeuvring around to pull his sweats off.Ā
you pull away from the kiss and stop him.Ā
āminho,ā you say firmly.Ā
he looks at you, eyebrows high, a question mark drawing on his forehead.Ā
āride me,ā he says again, strict.Ā
āiām not one of your dancers,āĀ
minhoās breath shakes.Ā
ābut iāāĀ
āstop wasting your pretty voice, yeah?ā you kiss his cheek lightly, āyouāre not gonna get what you want that way.āĀ
āyouāre mine,ā he reminds you.Ā
āyouāre mine,ā you counter.Ā
he all but whimpers.Ā
āi made you cum,ā he tries.Ā
āand youāre so good at doing as youāre told,ā you smile softly, brushing the hair out of his eyes.Ā
minho isnāt too sure how to react. so he nods.Ā
āiām so hard, baby,ā he whines, letting his head fall back against the pillows. his grip on your hips is so tight you know he could overpower you in a second. but he doesnāt move.Ā
āshow me?ā minho blinks. āshow me your pretty dick, bunny.āĀ
minho licks his lips and nods slowly, tugging his clothes off far enough to pull his dick out. he canāt stop himself from squeezing, his thumb rolling over the tip lightly.Ā
āso youāre gonna do all the work?ā you ask, head tilted slightly.Ā
āi, iām just soāāĀ
āgo on, pretty boy, touch yourself,ā you kiss his cheek again. minhoās eyes avert away from you, ears so red as he starts doing exactly as you asked him too.Ā
you know the praise gets to his head fast, and so you focus your eyes on his movements, kissing his cheek between his moans.Ā
āyou look so fucking good right now,ā you say softly, āyouāre so desperate, arenāt you?āĀ
ākiss me,ā he asks, softly, his head angled up and just impossible to resist. but youāre having too much fun.Ā
āno,ā you say, dodging his attempt to capture your lips in his.Ā
āplease,ā he whines. but you ignore him. youāve noticed his movements are much faster now, erratic, and so you know your plan is working.Ā
ākiss me,ā he whines again, ākiss me, kiss me, kiss me.āĀ Ā
āminho,ā you soothe, bringing your hands to his thighs. you feel them contract at the touch, his eyes fluttering shut. āyouāre close?ā
āplease,ā he begs, āso close, just fucking kiss me.āĀ
āyouāre wasting your pretty voice again,ā you tut. minho groans so loudly in response.Ā
you place a hand on his shoulder, bracing slightly as you sink down onto him with no warning whatsoever. his eyes shoot open, his hand quickly letting go of his dick as you feel him slide all the way inside you.Ā
he hugs you close to him, groaning and huffing into your neck.Ā
āfuck, fuck, donāt move,ā he says, so you doāslowly bouncing up and down. āno, fuck, no.āĀ
he holds the back of your neck, moaning loudly as he cums inside you much earlier than he wouldāve wanted. he bucks his hips up a few times before he settles, eyes fluttering shut as he basks in the euphoric feeling.Ā
you kiss his lips softly, and after a few pecks minho starts kissing you back.Ā
ābaby,ā he sighs, āplease.āĀ
you chuckle at him, āwhat is it?āĀ
ātell me how to make you cum,ā he whimpers, ātell me.āĀ
āi want your cock, bunny,ā you say delicately, daring. but minho just nods, and starts thrusting into you slowly. he whines from the oversensitivity, his eyes glazing over from the pleasure before rolling to the back of his head, but when you tell him to go faster he complies instantly.Ā
āiām not gonna last long like this,ā he complains.
āyou will,ā you moan softly, āyouāve been fucking me so good, min. youāre not gonna stop.āĀ
your words encourage him further, the pair of you moaning against each other as minho finally follows your every order.Ā
he follows your orders so diligently that he even manages to hold off until you cum first, and then heās spilling inside you again before he can warn you. but you donāt mind that much.Ā
minho crawls into your side again, his quick breath tickling your neck as you both calm down. you turn around to face him, kissing his cheek again and again until his eyes flutter open.Ā
he smiles softly at you, lazy.Ā
āyou make my brain go so quiet, you know?āĀ
āis that your way of admitting youāre dumb?ā you chuckle at him, and if he was in any other state of mind you wouldāve got a death stare to rival medussa. but minho just giggles.Ā
āi love you,ā he mumbles.
āi love you,ā you link your hands together, watching as he snuggles even closer to you, āyou make my brain go quiet, too.āĀ
minho smiles at that, his eyes fluttering shut.Ā
ādonāt fall asleep while weāre both covered in cum though, i donāt love you that much.āĀ
minho groans before getting up quickly and going to fetch a towel from the bathroom, cleaning the pair of you up. he then grabs some water from the kitchen, opening the bottle for you and watching you drink.Ā
after he drinks whatās left, he cuddles back into your warmth, making sure the blanket covers all of you before he snuggles into your chest.Ā
you ask him to wake you up before he leaves. in the morning he has breakfast ready for the both of you and he reminds you not to forget your coat before he kisses you goodbye.Ā
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# yeonjun ā when heās sick
āyeonjunā!ā a small squeak escapes as you hold up the spoon, only for him to lace his fingers through your free hand, a smirk crossing his slightly flushed face. ājust one kiss and iāll take it,ā he offers, signature confidence radiating through regardless of his condition, a gentle tug on your hand as he attempts to pull you closer, āeven if i feel fine.ā and to be fair, he had a point; sitting upright in his bed, back against the headboard, acting as if he hadnāt been sick the whole week. ājust one, okay?ā you mumble, unable to resist his alluring charm, ādonāt wanna get sick.ā as soon as you place the spoon in the bowl beside his bed, yeonjunās locked you into his arms, effortlessly the tease as his hand holds the back of your head, lips meeting in a breathless kiss, your knees weakening with every second.
a thin string of saliva connects your lips as he pulls away, smirk decorating his handsome features at your small whine. āsee, youāve cured me, my love,ā yeonjun whispers seductively, brushing your entwined fingers against his forehead, āso donāt you deserve a reward?ā teasing hand leaving your neck, cupping the soft skin of your upper thigh, tracing small circles dangerously close to your sensitive region. āj-jjunā!ā you whimper, instantly melted by his touch; after a week, you were equally starved for affection. āshhh, iāve got you,ā and within seconds, his lips on yours, moving unconsciously as he tugs you on his bed, your back meeting the sheets, his bangs brushing against your forehead as he nips on your lower lip. a greedy hand tracing your curves, expertly tugging your shorts down, bulge in his sweatpants pressing against thigh. āhaahājjun!ā you mewl, feeling his teeth bite down on your neck, leaving bruises on your soft skin. āneed to mark you up, have to show who you belong to.ā yeonjun growls, possessiveness heightened by the remnants of his feverish haze.
āa-alreadyā?ā you squeak, feeling the tip of his hard cock against your folds, unused to the lack of foreplay. spitting into his hand, he strokes himself briefly before pushing in, relishing your sweet whines at the burning stretch, nails clawing against his back through his sweaty tank top. ās-so tight, need to relax, doll,ā yeonjun groans, your walls clenching down on his cock more than normal, wet sounds of slick a testament to your neediness. ājjunāhnngāt-too big!ā you whimper, tears pricking at the corners of your eyes, unadjusted to his massive length after a little time away. āhaahātook me so well,ā he pants, warm breath against your jaw, cock fully sheathed in your cute cunt before sloppily thrusting, your body squirming under his. meeting lips, your eyes squeezed shut at the overwhelming sensation as his hips meet yours. saliva coated kisses, his deep rumbling moans and your high pitched ones, skin on skin as yeonjun messily thrusts into your pussy, gripping your waist tightly enough to leave bruises. ās-shit, needed this so badly,ā he groans, letting go of your hand to rub your clit, unwilling to cum before you. āj-jjun!ā you sob, feeling his thumb pinch your sensitive nub, orgasm crashing into your body instantly. your walls clench down on his cock, your juices soaking his cock as you mewl desperately, heat warming your skin. āfuck!ā yeonjun moans, a string of curses against your lips as he climaxes, hot cum filling your abdomen, eliciting a gasp at the full feeling as he thrusts into your cunt, fucking his seed deeper. āmmphājjunāā you whimper, his feverish kisses claiming your lips once more. āneed you still, darling.ā
# soobin ā when youāre sick
it would be an understatement to say that soobin was terrible at hiding his giant bulge. and given that his gaze was avoiding yours, it was pretty obvious. āsoobin~ā you teasingly giggle, āare you really turned on right now?ā arms outstretched, his giant shirt swallowing your body whole as you waited for him to carry you over from your bed to the kitchen to eat. even though you were definitely capable of walking, heād insisted on carrying you around your apartment, claiming awkwardly that you needed to save your strength to recover. and it was very amusing to watch him wedge himself in the doorway, door covering his lower torso, shifty gaze trying to avoid looking at how his shirt engulfed your small figure. āum⦠not reallyā¦?ā soobin mumbles, blushing slightly. āthen come get me, im hungry~ā you tease, pouting to call him over. hesitantly, he awkwardly tugs his shirt down over his crotch, shuffling over to your bed nervously. letting go of the hem of shirt, he reaches out to scoop you up. immediately, your hand darts to his crotch, his body tensing as you touch his hard bulge.
ānow you have to admit it!ā you giggle, your boyfriend looking a little embarrassed. āy-youāre not well, didnāt want to r-rush you,ā soobin mumbles, pink flushing his face but not moving away from your touch. palming his crotch, you sigh at the size, missing the feeling of physical affections, feverish haze limiting your focus to the bulge in his pants. āwant you so bad,ā you pout, inhibitions weakened by the slight remaining feverish delirium. āw-wait, youāyouāre stillāhnng!ā soobin begins, internally confiscated between stopping you and letting you continue tugging down his sweatpants, hard cock exposed as you greedily tug down his boxers, so starved for him. āaghāsweetheartām-missed this!ā soobin gasps, your small hand stroking his length, crawling closer to give the tip a kitten lick. massive shirt drooping over your frame, still warm and slightly feverish, salty precum on your tongue as you sloppily suck and lick his cock, trailing down over the veins and curve. soobin squeezing his eyes shut in pleasure, trying to hard not to cum immediately, so deprived and so desperately needy as his hands grip your hair, breathy whimpers filling the air as he pants, chest heaving as heās drawn closer to his climax with only a little attention. ād-doll, nnghāah!ā warm cum floods your mouth, soobin whimpering as he tugs your hair down, white dripping from the corners of your lips as you blink in confusion and daze, startled by his sudden orgasm. āaghās-sorry sweetheart!ā he gasps, so blushy as he drops to his knees, cupping your warm cheeks in his hands, ād-didnāt mean to!ā a feverish smile crossing your lips, swallowing and sticking your tongue out, āwant more.ā ears flushing, soobin blushes at your sudden feverish confidence. āa-arenāt you hungry or tired?ā he mumbles, feeling himself get hard again as you take one of his hands from your cheek, sucking on his pretty fingers as you sigh in pleasure, coating his long digits in saliva. āno, want you.ā
# beomgyu ā when heās sick
āhoneyyy, cāmon,ā beomgyu whined, rolling over in his sheets, āplease?ā with a resigned smile, you touch his forehead, slightly warmer than normal, only for him to playfully grab your wrist, pressing a kiss to your palm. āim all better now, see?ā āyou get horny too easily,ā with a giggle, you let him tug you into bed, falling into his arms, still a little warm from being sick. āonly for you,ā beomgyu mumbles against your collarbones, nuzzling into your neck affectionately with small kisses, hard on pressing against your thigh through the soft sheets. tickling touches along your curves, playing with the waistband of your shorts. ādonāt i owe you for saving me, my pretty nurse?ā
tugging you on top of him, straddling his crotch as beomgyu pulls you closer, feverishly warm but squeezing your plush thighs, sighing at your hot cunt pressed to his hard bulge. pillowy breasts pressed to his chest, heartbeat strong against yours as lips lock, playful kisses shared, nipping at each others bottom lip and tangling tongues, salacious moans between breaths as beomgyu reaches through your shorts, panties slid aside as one of your hands strokes his cock under his sweatpants, precum warm in your hand as your folds grow wetter on the soft cloth of his pants. āhaahāgyuā!ā you whine loudly, missing the sensation of his bare dick pressed against your cunt. rubbing your folds against his cock, before teasingly taking the tip inside.
impatiently, beomgyu bucks his hips, veiny length rubbing your sensitive walls as he pushes himself deeper, shoving your hips down to meet his in feverish need, swallowing your gasps with his lips. hitting your sweet spot with every thrust, he lifts his hips into yours, firm grip on your ass ensuring so, lewd sounds of desperately deprived sex echoing through the room as his tongue slides into your mouth, hot kisses absorbing your cries, cunt clenching harder down on his cock. ās-so tight, honey,ā beomgyu moans, feeling up your ass and giving your thighs an appreciative squeeze, āgonna c-cum already.ā āgyuāhnngā!ā gasping against his lips, his firm grip shoving your cute pussy all the way down on his cock before spilling his seed inside, warm rush filling your abdomen, milking his dick of his cum. bucking up his hips, beomgyu fucks his release deeper into your count, your cries broken with breathy gasps as you cum on his cock, clenching down tightly on his length as your hands feel the warm plane of his clothed chest, sloppy kisses pressed to your jawline and hands groping your ass. so hot with remnant of illness, so deprived of sexual attention as the sheets meet your back, beomgyu lazily climbing over you, a slight fever blush on his cheeks as he greedily gazes down at your cute cunt clenched over his cock, white ring around the base. āwanna make up for all the lost time,ā he smirks, lustful gaze meeting yours through his sweaty bangs. even sick, beomgyu could never settle for just one round.
# taehyun ā when youāre sick
āno. youāve barely gotten your strength back.ā and with that, you were effectively cockblocked by taehyun, who seemed completely unfazed, unlike you. after a week of not even receiving the slightest physical affection, you were nearly at your limit. especially considering youād been doctored and pampered by him while sick, a mask still covering his handsome face as he combed your hair, sitting beside your bed on your nightstand with a fresh t-shirt on. āi think youāre overreacting,ā you pouted, āiām bored and i miss you.ā āthen itās your lesson not to go outside in the rain without an umbrella,ā setting the comb aside, taehyun brushes the hair out of your face, thin fingers brushing against your forehead for the first time in a week without gloves on āiāll make you something to eat, kitten.ā shaking your head, you briefly gaze up at him, a plan forming in your mind.
just as taehyun reaches your bedroom door, you let out a small moan, fingers brushing against your clothed folds. a small smile forms at his slight pause, your other hand pulling up your oversized shirt, exposing your cute panties to the air as you kick off the comforter, cold air refreshing on your warm skin. swirling your fingers around the small wet spot, whimpers growing louder as you push your fingers into your underwear, rubbing the thin cloth over your clit with a shaky cry, a small relief to your deprivation. āhnngāt-taehyun!ā you mewl, his gaze meeting yours as you squirm under your own touch, stroking your folds and only slightly dipping in, panties soaking in your slick.
āyouāre not doing it right, love,ā taehyun sternly states, stiffly walking back over to your bedside, hand grasping your wrist firmly. āi-if youāre not going to,ā you pout, āi w-willāah!ā his thin fingers push aside your panties, sliding into your warm cunt easily, curling to brush your sweet spot. āyouāre such a brat,ā he sighs, long digits easily reaching where yours couldnāt, eliciting your cute whimpers as his finger pump in and out, coated in slick before stroking your clit, teasing the sensitive nub with his thumb. āt-taehyunāf-feels good!ā whines mixing with the sound of your juices, heat spreading from your core as pressure builds, so easily affected after being touch starved for only a week. āhnngāi-iāmā!ā high pitched moans escape as you climax on his fingers, a wave of relief washing over your body, the sweet feeling soothing your tired muscles, fingers tightly gripping the hem of your shirt. āso insolent,ā taehyun breathes, āeven after i said no, too.ā ācouldnāt h-help it,ā you whimper. taking his hand into yours, you suck your cum off, teasingly nipping his fingers between licks, just as he likes it. āyour kitten needs you~ā
# huening kai ā when heās sick
feverish kai was kai with weak inhibitions. hard bulge pressed your thigh, sweaty and blushy as he clings to your body, crushing you against his hot chest. ākaiāā you sleepily begin, only for him to weakly thrust against your leg. evidently, agreeing to cuddle with him while heās sick had unexpected effects. āw-want you,ā kai mumbles, nuzzling into your neck, warm breath against your skin, his nose brushing against your cheek with needy pants close to your ear, his vine grip preventing you from moving, āp-please?ā āokay,ā you smile, still slightly tired from your unplanned awakening. your hand trails down between your legs, a sharp intake of breath from kai as you brush against his hard length, lazily tugging down his sweatpants and boxers. ā ām sorryānnghāneed y-you,ā desperately moaning against your skin, he fumbles to slide aside your panties, sheathing himself impatiently into your warm folds. āk-kai! t-too fastāā you gasp, his grip tightening when you shift at the stretch, large, hot hands roughly shoving up your shirt to touch your soft abdomen, kaiās loud moans rumbling against your back as he feels the bulge in your tummy, palms pressed to your stomach with his needy thrusts, sloppy and whiny with desperation.
āk-kai, s-slow downāhnng!ā whimpering at the stretch, his weight nearly crushing you as he presses you into the sheets, pressing messy kisses to your exposed shoulder, mumbling incoherent apologies and whines into your skin. the hand against your tummy, feeling each of his thrusts, veiny cock rubbing against your tight walls, salacious gasps and pants filling the air, kaiās entire large body pressed to yours, hot with fever and sweaty with need and exertion. ās-sorry prettyānnghāfeels too g-good,ā kai groans, impatient thrusts growing less and less controlled as he fucks you with sloppy relentless strokes, your cute, tiny body under his, sweet mewls music to his feverish haze. āhaahākai!ā you cry, feeling your body let go of its knot and releasing on his cock, drenching his length with your warm juices. āp-pretty, f-feels!ā hot cum fills your tummy, kai letting out an obscene moan as he climaxes deep inside your clenching walls, so warm and so tiny and so pretty and so perfectāfever haze clouds his mind as he clings even tighter, unwilling to pull out at the heavenly feeling. his head droops against your back, gently smoothing over the skin of your stomach with his fingers, breaths against the lobe of your ear. āc-can i keep it in?ā he mumbles.
kai in a gaming chair jerking off to you while on ft with you while heās wearing one of his hoodies. watching as his cum paints his hoodie white. his hood falling off as he throws his head back.
ok but even better ??
perv gamer!kai whoās on a discord call with you n heās such a perv that he gets turned on just by your pretty voice, canāt help it he hears it in his dreams, dirty dreams, pervy dreams, oh, kai canāt help it anymore >< and so kai who accidentally leaves his cam on, thinking heās not showing his video but watching yours (sorry heās a dummy heās just too whipped to remember), seeing you perched in your gaming chair, generous, plush thighs with shorts on and heās a goner >< and kai whoās trying to follow the conversation⦠and not knowing youāre seeing him palm his crotch, delicious big bulge and his hoodie not covering it~? in 1080p, watching as kai fumbles with his sound, playing game noises and bgm louder as you chat, blaming it on his roommates being loud, itās all bs. and pervy gamer!kai whose avatar moves weirdly in game⦠while he jerks off to your pretty voice and cam, his big hand wrapped around his shaft as he pants and mumbles soft moans, barely audible.. and not knowing you can see every bit of it.
his sweaty bangs, hood on lopsided, lips parted⦠big, stiff cock clenched in his hand as he pants, trying to get himself off, precum dripping all over~ and shh, kaiās such a perv, so distracted when you purposely let out such a pretty, soft moan when you bite your lip, watching his breath hitch as he finally mutes himself, jerking himself off faster until his cum spurts on his hoodie and sweatpants, such a mess heās made⦠and telling him you know heās jerking off, shouldnāt mute himself, you wanted to hear >< and kai who goes bright pink⦠so give him a little bit of a strip tease⦠and put one of the plushies heās mailed you between your thighs, right up against your visibly wet, cute panties, all for him to watch⦠hand still on his cock <3
soft dom!soobin and his size n dollification n breeding kinks, who loves that heās so much bigger than you and finds your reliance on him so endearing;; treating you like his princess, finding domestic happiness in doing everything for you, from offering his hand whenever you stand up to choosing your outfits, even lacing up your shoes for you. and thereās something so sweet about it to him, brushing your hair in the morning and running a warm bath at night, gently lathering your skin, a saccharine smile decorating his heart shaped lips.
and so on the rare occasion, buying lingerie to wear for him in secret, attempting to put it on only for it to be more complicated than expected, a string caught somewhere and knotted elsewhere;; itās such a mess. until soobin comes home earlier than expected, a blush dusting his cheeks at the sight of such cute lingerie on you, his princess a little tangled up because you simply canāt do it without him. soobinās erection against your plush ass, gently helping you as you sit in his lap, heās already so turned on just by how sweet the thought was, but itās even more of a turn on at how he can help you, dressing you up properly in the lingerie. soft dom!soobin who takes his time, he knows heās very large and canāt be impatient, gently sliding aside your soaked panties. the rest of the lingerie stays on, his breath warm on your sweet folds. one hand laced with yours, his tongue lapping up every drop of your essence, gently teasing the soft skin as the wet muscle dips in and out of your cunny, so attentive to your every reaction, cute whines and whimpers music to his ears. cum on his tongue, and heāll reward you by sliding his massive fingers into your tight pussy, so small for his long digits, folds cutely clinging to his fingers as they pump in and out of your cunny. his broad frame over yours, curling his fingers right at your sweet spot, sounds of your juices cutely squelching at how drenched you are for him, soobinās heart shaped lips pressed against for forehead as he whispers endless praises, how good his sweet love is, pretty taking his fingers so, so well, so perfect.
soobin who pushes in so, so slowly, his lips on your nipple and gently suckling to distract from such a stretch, a bit painful at first because heās just so big. a wet spot on the lace of your bra from his saliva before gently tugging off the garment, slowly and only on one side, he canāt ruin the sanctity of it, gently kneading and sucking your tits, heās all love and care when he mumbles reassurances, how well youāre doing to take him, murmurs of love when he finally bottoms out, pressing kisses all over your face to help relax around his massive cock. clinging to his back and solving as he fucks you, gradually increasing his pace as he lovingly admired how well your small cunt takes him, every vein rubbing against your sensitive cunny and tip kissing your cervix, so cute how your small hands touch the bulge in your tummy. soobin who gently fondles your breasts while thrusting into your little swollen cunny, lingerie all messed up all over your pretty body, admiring the plush softness of your curves with his adoring hands, soft pants mixed with your sweet whimpers. clinging to him and tugging him closer, one hand lifting your leg so he can angle deeper, lost in a haze of love and lust, so pleasured but even more aroused by your pleasure, the cute squeak when gaze down to see his massive cock splitting you open. soobin who cums so much and so heavily, embracing his princess as you let out a teary whines, itās just too much n feels too full, his whispers that you can do it, can take all his seed n love, right? and oh dear, heās made such a mess of his pretty darling, lingerie all disheveled, puffy cunny dripping with his cum, nipples swollen with his adoring suckles, oh, it just turns him on even more~ let him make love to you again~? heās so, so aroused by how youāre so full of his cum n so full itās spilling out, he has to fill you all up again, n again, n again, pretty doll in cum stained lingerie, canāt even rewear again~ so let him? soobin promises heāll take care of you, as heās easing his cock back into your cum drenched cunny, whispering that itās okay, his pretty darling can take more, okay?
and i wonder why i canāt sleep LOL true promoter of soobin n breeding kink ahaha
hmmm...ok what about sex at an award show with soobin...I feel like he would be a little skeptical cause he's the leader, but hes just too much of a horny puppy. I love your works btw!! <3333
# soobin + messy blowjob !!
tw. gender neutral!reader, marking, blowjob. nsfw + minors dni !!
a/n. eeeep, first attempt at gn!reader, wrote this in like 30 min >< not proofread + written on phone.
taglist. @kosmoreads
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āsweetheartāhaahān-not here!ā soobin gasps, hands greedily grasping at your waist, back to the wall of the dressing room, his neat suit quickly coming undone under your needy fingers. ācant help it,ā you whine, pressing a kiss to his neck, narrowly missing the collar of his dress shirt, ālook too handsome~ā āwh-what ifāseesāā putting up a weak resistance, his hesitation contrasted by the desperate hands around your sides, breathy pants breaking the air as your fingers deftly unbutton his dress shirt, exposing his pure skin to the cold air. āso needy,ā you whisper, before biting dark roses of kisses on his pale chest, only encouraged by his whines of need. ānāc-canāt mark!ā soft moans combined with wet sucking sounds, sharp intakes of breaths at the sudden nips, blooming marks aggressively over his flawless skin, ānnghāmore!ā moans filling your ears, lost in a haze of deprivation, thighs clenched together as your lips meet his pretty pecs, licking and brushing dangerously close to his sensitive nipples, fingers finding the silk of his tie.
a deft tug and itās in your fingers, his suit jacket falling of his shoulders as you lean back, observing your work, licking your lips. panting unevenly, lips parted in an intake of breath, pretty chest splotchy in dark red-purple marks of love, shirt unbuttoned messily. and heās so attractive for it. ām-missed thisāmmph!ā only a fraction of his words leaving before your lips find his, hands pushing his wrists behind his back. straining erection pressed to your abdomen, only a quick loop and tug before you giggle and take a step back, the aroused daze on soobinās flushed face only further enhanced by the look of shock crossing his eyes as his hands jerk at the restraints behind his back. ās-sweetheart, c-canāt touch this way!ā soobin mumbles, blush darkening at your mischievous smile, a sheen of saliva coating your lips. ānow youāre all mine~ā you giggle, ācanāt get away until i untie you.ā and he knows heās doomed, watching your gaze fall to the prominent bulge in his near dress pants, the hazy, greedy look of hunger in your eyes. āw-wait, n-not ready!ā soobin gasps as you kneel daintily in front of him, pretty fingers finding the buckle of his beltāand here he is, cornered by his darling lover in the dressing room of an award show, only minutes away from returning to the flurry of cameras.
with a tug of the zipper and underwear, his massive length exposed to the cold air, a darkening pink at the tip, practically begging for your lips to take it, to relieve the intense need expressed in how painfully hard he was. pretty sheen of sweat lacing his forehead as he desperately pants, hands bound behind his back in his silk tie. collared shirt haphazardly unbuttoned, pale chest splotchy in purple-red kiss marks, belt undone and buckle clinking with his every twitch. the salty taste of his precum coats your tongue as you lick the tip of his cock, swirling around it, a line of saliva hanging between his sensitive length and your lips as you take a break before diving back in. āaghhāsweetheartāso c-close!ā soobin whine as your slides tongue down the shaft of his cock, the tip kissing the back of your throat as you deepthroat him, bobbing your head and listening to his weak whimpers, his hands clawing at their restraints as he approaches his climax.
ād-darlingāw-want to cum!ā soobin moans lewdly, his voice soaked in need as you teasingly scrape your teeth along his length, hands pumping his cock where your mouth cannot reach. humming around his dick in acknowledgement, your hollow your cheeks, tipping him over the edge as you suck his length, triggering a high pitched whimper, cum flooding into your mouth, so much so that some drips out of your lip, white against the soft pink. savoring the salty taste of his cum, you swallow around his cock, not having pulled off.
āh-huh? sw-sweetheaāhnng!ā soobin gasps, an obscene sob breaking free as you suck harder on his sensitive cock, aggressively continuing to bob your head. āaghāwaitāfeels!ā he moans incoherently, overwhelmed by your warm tongue and mouth spoiling his dick, precum leaking into your mouth as his length quickly stiffens. pulling off and peppering the length in kisses, you lick long stripes up his cock, before ravishing the tip, precum salty as you bob your head, coating the pink tip in your saliva and his cum. ānnācanāt holdāā making eye contact with his weeping and sweaty, face, you suck hard. instantly, cum drenches your face as you pull off with a pop, ropes of white dripping down your pretty features as soobin moans uncontrollably, clenched yet trembling from the sensation. āweāre not done yet,ā you smirk, teasingly licking cum that had landed on your lip, watching as soobin grows increasingly flustered, āiām nowhere near done with you.ā
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had to write this, itās a soobin day n maybe not my best but i had to ><
thinking about soobin as a v bad college student, absolutely a mess every day. showing up late because he couldnāt be bothered to wake up earlier, sleepily dumping his bag down, blearily blinking while trying to find the right papers and documents on his laptop⦠might take a nap mid lecture, his soft snoring inaudible from the front,,, but everyone knows heās snoozing. and shitty student soobin who leaves early, yawning and his bag slung over his shoulder, about to go find a warm patch of sun on the lawn to take another nap, his backpack as his pillow, long legs outstretched without care, itās such a shame heās so⦠handsome, isnāt it~? shhh,,, what would happen to your pristine image if everyone knew you were wrapped around his lovely finger~?
pulling up in his car while youāre walking back, lips on yours in seconds as soon as he rolls down the window, tugging at your neckline, hot and heavy breaths between sweet kisses. and his lazy smile when you pull away, a bit flustered and looking around to make sure no one saw⦠and heāll pat the passenger seat, even if itās a 10 minute walk heād much rather drive, the moment youāve sat down heās cupping your face and greedily stealing more heated, lazy kisses. havenāt even buckled your seatbelt,,, and soobinās already hardā without the slightest bit of shame, palming himself with your smaller hand, smirking into kisses as you squeak with surprise <3 saying you have to do work is such a weak deterrent as your tall, lazy boyfriend ambles into your apartment, catching you in his arms, bulge against your soft legs and lips pressed to yours⦠cāmon, forget the school work and give him some attention, heās waited alllllll day (well⦠more like 2 hours). soobin tugging off your backpack and dropping it to the floor without a care, more interested pulling up your shirt, toppling over on top of the sofa, his long legs tangled with yours.
pretty gasps when his lips suck your soft nipple, big hands grasping and kneading your plush tits, rutting against your thighs, a slight smirk drawn on his heart shaped lips. too lazy to even remove his or your clothes, semi clothed sex as he groans into your neck, slow but lazy thrusts, clothes bunched up in all places. your shirt shoved up and bunched above your tits, giving him all the access he wants to knead and caress, skirt pushed up around your waist as soobin moans, sheathed deep in your pussy, fuck, heās waited too long for your tight cunny, feels so tight n warm n perfect. and maybe heās too lazy to play with your clit, likes your boobs too much, but his cock is too good even if his stroke game is lazy and inconsistent, heavy pants in against your neck as he groans how he could do this all day, his hot cum spurting into your pussy, without notice beyond his loud moans, fucking himself through your high, cum spilling from your pussy with each sloppy thrust. made such a mess, his sweaty shirt and bangs as he smiles sheepishly, heās so into lazy fucks on the whim.
heās a bad influence, isnāt he~? when for once he stays for the entire lecture⦠he has to have ulterior motives, no doubt once everyoneās left heās cornering you against the desk, palming himself and groaning that he really wants to fuck, you showed up in too pretty a skirt for him to even wait for his car,,, bending you over the desk as soobin smirks, gripping your thighs appreciatively and smoothing up your legs, flipping up your skirt, heavy bulge pressed to your panties <3 lazy boyfriend soovin knows you canāt resist him at all, makes him hard every time~~
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It seems like everyone around you is either already in love, or in the process of falling, and while normally you couldnāt give a damn, finding out the co-worker youāve had a teensy crush on is dating someone else at the office seems to sucker punch you right in the gut. Itās stupid, and youāre irritated at yourself, but you canāt seem to shake out of the funk youāve fallen face first in.
Feeling lonely and heartsore, and mad for no reason, during drinks with your best friend you spot a man at the bar. Tequila confident, you make your way over to the stranger, and successfully one thing leads to another. The next morning you leave before heās woken up, feeling satisfied in one way, but still as discontented as ever. Telling yourself it was an inebriated mistake, you quickly try to forget about it.
Only, three weeks later that night comes back to haunt you ā in a very unescapable wayā¦
pairing; kim seokjin x f reader
au/genre; unplanned pregnancy, strangers to lovers, slow burn, romance (dare I say romcom in places), smut, angst, (melo)drama, dual pov
words; 2,350