Help me Obi1 Cannoli

I am a terrible combination of “whatever happens, happens” and “If everything doesn’t go according to plan, I will vaporize”

lol i hate today’s era of absolutely zero nuance takes. a friend didn’t behave exactly as you’d wanted them to? cut them off. a guy didn’t text you back instantly bc he has his own life? he’s just giving you breadcrumbs. doing something makes you uncomfortable? don’t do it anymore. someone isn’t instantly available for you? disinterest. just absolutist statements that often don’t apply to the multilayer situations of everyday life. like. stop. literally just stop it

i am a lover. but underneath that i'm a hater. and then underneath that i'm a lover again

wish someone would re-pot me like a plant

being attracted to someone is like a worse punishment than anything jesus ever went through. girl what do u mean i like how they smell just give me the stigmata and lay me out to dry already

I need someone to be the Patroclus to my Achilles,, the Hephaestion to my Alexander,, the Laurens to my Hamilton

unstoppable force (wanting to be the kindest version of myself) vs immovable object (all the anger and hatred I have inside myself)