"Every so often, liebchen, since I look like a demon..."

🍻-- Admittedly, he was madder than he ought to be, stalking out of the room after throwing down the remote. He knew the score by now, but it still stung.

"Fuckin' bullshit is what it is!"

Back on the mutant hunt with Sentinel upgrades coming down the pipe. And right after they all risked their hides to prevent an alien invasion. Sure, they didn't publicize most of the things they did and a lot of it flew under the general radar of the populous... but it was still frustrating.

Kurt looked at Logan storming out, the mutant face saddened for a split second, he understood the man's burst of frustration, he really does, but he also believes anger is never the answer, and also because he doesn't like seeing his friends frustrated, sad or angry. Kurt did his signature bamf to appear next to Logan.

“Mein freund.., I understand why you are reacting this way, I really do. But we shouldn't torture ourself when some people of this world doesn't give us a kind hand.”

His own hands were balled into tight fists.

"Not in the mood for it, elf," he warned, his tone sharper than he meant. "I gotta go stab somethin'."

He'd admit that things like this made it all a little more difficult to believe in Xavier's dream. It had always been a little uncertain for Logan if he were honest about it. Always seemed too big and good to be true for everything he knew was out there and for everything he knew humans could do. They could be good and kind, sure... but it always eventually turned back around to this once the help was over and the open arms were gone.

Kurt could almost feel Logan’s inner turmoil, he still would never blame or be angry at him for reacting this way, not after everything and losing so much. But if Kurt could ease up Logan’s mind, then he would take his anger as many times as needed. The indigo man would always be here to listen, to support his friend.

So he couldn’t help but give a kind reassuring smile to the other mutant when he invited Kurt to join him.

🍻-- Admittedly, he was madder than he ought to be, stalking out of the room after throwing down the remote. He knew the score by now, but it still stung.

"Fuckin' bullshit is what it is!"

Back on the mutant hunt with Sentinel upgrades coming down the pipe. And right after they all risked their hides to prevent an alien invasion. Sure, they didn't publicize most of the things they did and a lot of it flew under the general radar of the populous... but it was still frustrating.

Kurt looked at Logan storming out, the mutant face saddened for a split second, he understood the man's burst of frustration, he really does, but he also believes anger is never the answer, and also because he doesn't like seeing his friends frustrated, sad or angry. Kurt did his signature bamf to appear next to Logan.

“Mein freund.., I understand why you are reacting this way, I really do. But we shouldn't torture ourself when some people of this world doesn't give us a kind hand.”

i thought we were becoming more than friends.

i thought you were going to kiss me.

i thought you were going to propose.

i thought you felt the same way.

i thought you loved it when i did this.

i thought we'd be friends forever.

i thought you said you'd behave.

i thought we were going to live happily ever after.

i thought you believed in love at first sight.

i thought you would hate me forever.

i thought we agreed to wait until we got home to do this.

i thought about you every single day.

i thought about our future.

i thought about what you said yesterday.

i thought you knew.

i thought that's what you wanted.

i thought i knew you better than this.

i thought there would be more.

i thought i knew everything about you.

i thought something good would come out of this.

i thought there was a way out of this.

i thought you would stop me.

i thought everyone was staring at me.

i thought you left me.

i thought we were more than this.

i thought everything was going according to plan.

i thought you said you had all the answers.

i thought we were going to spend the rest of our lives together.

i thought you loved me.

i thought i knew what to do, but i don't.

i thought everything would just fall into place.

i thought about it for a long time.

i thought you'd choose me.

i thought i loved you, but maybe i imagined things.

i thought we might just sit down and talk for a while.

i thought you'd be here later.

i thought you said you hated things like this.

i thought you were scared of heights.

i thought you told me to leave.

i thought i heard you come in.

i thought we agreed to never speak of it again.

i thought you could get us out of here.

i thought i deserved better than this.

i thought you hated me.

i thought you were with someone else.

i thought that was a dream.

i thought you loved that.

i thought there would be more people here.

i thought you had a key.

i thought you'd never ask.

i thought our love was enough for you.

i thought i could come in.

i thought that was yours.

i thought i heard your footsteps in the hall.

i thought you might be up.

i thought you went to bed an hour ago.

❛  i do appreciate you helping me.  ❜ ❛  i do feel at home when i'm with you.  ❜ ❛  i do hope you know how loved you are.  ❜ ❛  i do love being yours.  ❜ ❛  i do love the way you say my name.  ❜ ❛  i do love you a little more than i realized.  ❜ ❛  i do plan on being there for you always.  ❜ ❛  i do think about you more than i probably should.  ❜ ❛  i do want to keep making memories with you.  ❜ ❛  i do want to spend more time with you.  ❜ ❛  do you care about me too?  ❜ ❛  do you know how cute you are?  ❜ ❛  do you mind if i borrow your sweater?  ❜ ❛  do you mind if i sit with you?  ❜ ❛  do you need a helping hand with that?  ❜ ❛  do you need me to do something?  ❜ ❛  do you need some help?  ❜ ❛  do you want me to kiss it better?  ❜ ❛  do you want me to stay until you fall asleep?  ❜ ❛  do you want me to stay?  ❜ ❛  do you want me to walk you home?  ❜ ❛  do you want to dance with me?  ❜ ❛  do you want to go out with me?  ❜ ❛  do you want to hold my hand?  ❜ ❛  do you want to kiss me?  ❜ ❛  you do always know how to cheer me up.  ❜ ❛  you do brighten up the whole room.  ❜ ❛  you do deserve to be taken care of, too.  ❜ ❛  you do give the best hugs.  ❜ ❛  you do have a way of making ordinary things feel special.  ❜ ❛  you do know how much i care about you, right?  ❜ ❛  you do look cute when you're sleepy.  ❜ ❛  you do look perfect in my arms.  ❜ ❛  you do look very beautiful today.  ❜ ❛  you do look very cozy like that.  ❜ ❛  you do make everything feel easier.  ❜ ❛  you do make me feel like i'm exactly where i'm supposed to be.  ❜ ❛  you do make me feel safe.  ❜ ❛  you do make me smile without even trying.  ❜ ❛  you do make my heart feel very full.  ❜

🕊️ 𝐬𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐨𝐧𝐞: 𝐧𝐨𝐧-𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐛𝐚𝐥 𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐭 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐞

01. gently brushing the other's hair out of their face to tuck behind their ear. 02. wrapping a blanket around their shoulders from behind. 03. brushing tears off of their cheeks. 04. reaching out hesitantly before resting a hand on their back. 05. placing a cup of tea or coffee in front of them. 06. sitting beside them while they are asleep to watch over them. 07. sharing silence with them. 08. pulling them into a tight hug. 09. writing something quietly and passing them the note. 10. fixing a piece of their clothing carefully.

🔥 𝐬𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐰𝐨: 𝐧𝐨𝐧-𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐛𝐚𝐥 𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐟𝐫𝐮𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫

01. staring at them in silence for a long moment before walking away. 02. slamming a door shut without explanation. 03. packing their things up, slowly and deliberately. 04. breathing sharply through their nose and refusing to meet their eyes. 05. cleaning something obsessively in silence.

🥀 𝐬𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐞𝐞: 𝐧𝐨𝐧-𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐛𝐚𝐥 𝐜𝐮𝐞𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐝𝐫𝐢𝐩𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐬𝐞𝐱𝐮𝐚𝐥 𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧

comic by my buddy @kcadbackwards. illustrations by me :)